~Chapter 17~
In the aristocratic society of the Cranian Empire, where etiquette had already been intricately codified based on age and status, failing to receive a greeting was a serious issue.
Duchess Monde deliberately ignored Caellaâs greeting to clearly show just how displeased and upset she was. To be honest, it was an emotionally driven act.
âIt wouldâve been nice if someone had seen it⌠No, waitâwhat does it even matter?â
What good would it do now? Caella had already reached her conclusion during her grueling days as Grand Duchess Lusenford.
No one would ever side with her, no matter how unjustly she complained. It was better to simply swallow it all silently. After all, that way it stayed quietânothing bad would happen. Or, if she protested, sheâd only end up looking strange and villainous herself.
âOr perhaps everything would just fizzle out⌠In that case, theyâd surely tell me to understand and let it go.â
Duchess Monde had lost a potential son-in-law, and poor Lady Lavalle had been robbed of the man sheâd loved for so long.
If Caella tried to argue about this, people would surely say she was a wealthy heiress who not only stole another womanâs man but also threw a tantrum on top of it.
Moreover, this was the Imperial Palace. With the Emperor already on edge due to the Empressâs condition, Caellaâwalking on thin ice, never knowing when she might dieâhad no desire to become the subject of gossip or scandal. She genuinely just wanted peace and quiet.
âMiss, a guest has arrived.â
Thus, after finishing her business at the palace and verifying that her father wouldnât be granted a private audience with the Emperor today, Caella returned home immediately and looked up at the butler.
âItâs Grand Duke Lusenford.â
Hearing that name instantly made her even more exhausted.
âWhy did he come? Should I have gone to Duchess Monde to beg for forgiveness? Is he here to scold me for not doing so?â
Of course it was obvious. Heâd always blindly defended Beatrice. Thatâs why every moment spent with him as her husband had felt suffocating.
Those unreadable violet eyes had always stared at her in silent accusation, and Caella had constantly struggled to endure that gaze and maintain perfection. As if she could ever truly be a perfect wife.
Yet, because she was foolish enough to cling to hope that never vanished, Caella had gradually worn herself down in silence. So naturally, upon hearing the Grand Duke had come, the first thing that flooded her mind was that familiar, soundless condemnation wrapped in silence.
âWhy did he come?â
âHe said he has something to give you⌠and added that if youâre tired, heâll return in three hours.â
The Duke had thus clearly conveyed his firm intention to meet her.
âTell him to wait a bit.â
âYes, miss.â
Caella finally rose from her seat and tidied her attire. Well, it wouldnât hurt. Letâs think positively.
Sheâd already thrown tantrums, run away from home, and shown every unbecoming side of herselfâso if he wanted to provoke trouble over this matter, she had no reason to stay passive. Better to live angrily and die than pretend to be nice half-heartedly. At least she could still feel angerâthat was a blessing.
Seated before the mirror, she paused while combing her hair. Duchess Mondeâs abrupt turn of her head, refusing to acknowledge Caellaâs greeting, flashed vividly in her mind again.
âItâs not my fault.â
If anyone had reason to be angry, they should direct it at the Emperor or Grand Duke Lusenfordânot at Caella, who had always been polite and courteous, the easiest target around.
It would at least make sense if Beatrice herself confronted Caella in anger, but the fact that her mother was throwing a fit was utterly ridiculous.
If weâre talking about proper decorum, Duchess Monde should have gone directly to Duke Ostein to demand why he took her prospective son-in-lawâwouldnât that be more appropriate?
Everything involving that family or Grand Duke Lusenford always turned out this way. Long afterward, sheâd find herself alone before her dressing table, brushing her hair out, or sitting with tea when a sudden pang of sorrow would make her press a hand to her aching heart.
Caella slammed the comb down and strode quickly toward the drawing room.
Duchess Monde had taken out her anger on a random, convenient targetâso who was to stop Caella from doing the same? Although, of course, that didnât mean the man pacing in the drawing room was an easy mark.
ââŚIâm sorry for coming unannounced.â
Though he wielded a sword with exceptional skill, when standing still, he exuded the air of a well-educated scholar.
Sheâd seen him a few timesâreturning with a war-worn face, lighting a lamp, and quietly recording his journal. Caella hated how she remembered each of those trivial moments and sometimes recalled them against her will.
âI should have contacted you in advance before visitingâŚâ
âItâs fine. What brings you here?â
The atmosphere between them was stiff and awkward, overly formal. One was reading the otherâs every reaction with great caution, while the other burned with unwavering determination.
If heâd come to confront her over Duchess Monde, Caella truly wouldnât hold back this time. Yesâletâs do this. Since she was already doomed to marry again into certain death, there was a huge difference between dying after speaking her mind and dying in silence.
The only problem was that, after suppressing her feelings for so long, she kept forgetting it was perfectly alright to be angry.
âItâs okay to be angry. Itâs okay to act however you want. Youâre going to die anyway. Itâs fine.â
Muttering to herself inwardly, Caella stood facing Pheon. He was so tall that she had to look up slightly from a distance to avoid neck strain. He held a notably large box, his expression shadowed.
âI⌠uhâŚâ
Pheon, struggling to find the right words, gave up and spoke plainly instead.
âI came to apologize. I heard Duchess Monde ignored Your Highnessâs greeting today.â
He came to apologize? Caella stared at Grand Duke Lusenford in utter bewilderment. He stood with his handsome eyebrows drawn down, head bowed. Was this man really at a loss for what to do?
âBecause of me, Your Highness suffered humiliation. Iâm truly sorry.â
Was he mocking her? Or was this a dream? Until now, sheâd felt this reality was either magic or a curseâbut seeing him go this far, perhaps she was still dreaming, dying in the northern tower of Lusenford.
Caella blankly stared at Pheon, who was offering a sincere and deeply respectful apology, before finally sitting down.
âPlease sit first. Was that rumor already spreading?â
âYes.â
âI didnât realize there were witnesses.â
For this indifferent, stoic man to come apologizing with a deathly pale face, the rumor must have spread throughout all of Kline City.
Besides, for Pheon to arrive just three hours after the incident meant the gossip traveled fastâclearly, there had been many onlookers. That was fortunate, though Caella carefully concealed her relief.
âItâs entirely my fault that Duchess Monde behaved that way. I sincerely apologize, Your Highness.â
Caella nearly blurted out âItâs not your fault,â but quickly closed her mouth. Actually⌠it really was mostly Pheonâs fault.
âDuchess Monde visited me this morning, but apparently didnât accept my explanation or position. She took out her frustration on the innocent Your Highness. Iâm very sorry.â
The man who kept apologizing at every sentence was utterly unfamiliar to Caella. Even apologizing to a younger sister wouldnât come easily to mostâbut he did so with natural grace and sincerity.
Then again, sheâd heard Pheon was greatly beloved and exceptionally kind to those he considered his own. From what sheâd observed firsthand, that was true.
The problem was that Caella simply wasnât one of âhisâ peopleâso sheâd been excluded from that kindness. Having heard the clear message âyouâre not one of us,â sheâd been cast into the dark, forced to watch longingly from outside, left shivering in bitter loneliness.
âI see.â
Seeing Caella nod without any visible emotion, Pheon felt his blood run cold. He didnât want to provoke her in the slightestânot the frail woman whose body ached, whoâd defiantly run away simply because she hated the marriage so much.
Yet the trouble kept unfolding. At this rate, he couldnât help but imagine how fiercely Duchess Monde must have berated Caella before her regressionâhis vision grew dark.
The woman who knew how to express anger had, back then, never once raised her voice, silently clenching her jaw through it all. That must have taken countless painful incidentsâcountless hardships heâd deliberately chosen not to see.
âIâm deeply ashamed. Iâm sorry, Your Highness.â
âSo youâre saying itâs because of you that Duchess Monde ignored my greeting?â
âIâm not trying to excuse myself. As Your Highness knows well, Duchess Monde had plenty of reasons to consider me a suitable son-in-law. But once the engagement was announced, she came to demand an explanation from me.â
âAnd Your Highnessâs explanation wasnât sufficient for her to accept?â
âAcceptance⌠was impossible.â
Caella looked up at the man whose seated height still surpassed hers. What did that mean?
âShe didnât want to hear that Lady Lavalle and I no longer share any relationship whatsoever.â
Waitâwhat? Caella doubted her own ears. What did he say? That Beatrice and Hyperionâthe famously entwined pairâhad âno relationship whatsoeverâ? And the Grand Duke himself was saying it? This was utterly unlike him!
Still, she showed no trace of surprise on her face.
âIs that so?â
âYes.â
Pheon offered no further elaborate justifications. After all, no amount of explaining would change the fact that heâd abandoned a womanâwhether lover or childhood friend remained unclearâto choose Princess Ostein, marking him as a disloyal scoundrel.
âIâll ensure nothing like this ever happens again.â
As he spoke, Pheon glanced at Caella, whose exhaustion was unmistakable. Her cheeks were gaunt and pale, dark shadows pooled beneath her eyes.
Through the gap in her shawl and collar, her neck and shoulders appeared even thinner. Pheon knew well this was the moment he should take his leave.
âIâm sorry for intruding unannounced when you must be tired, stealing your time like this. This is a modest giftâIâd be honored if youâd accept it.â
âThere was no need to bring a gift, Your Highness.â
Caella shook her head, but Pheon didnât withdraw the box he held out.
âPlease accept it, Your Highness. I prepared it specifically for you. I donât mean for it to mend your wounded heartâbut I hope it brings you some small comfort.â
Had she ever received anything from Pheon before? The very idea of accepting something from him felt deeply unfamiliar, and Caella hesitated.
What if accepting it led to disaster later? A vague unease crept over her. After everything sheâd suffered, she feared anything and everything.
âConsider it a wedding gift. Thatâs why I prepared it. It belongs to you.â
Pheon placed the box on Caellaâs lap. He desperately hoped sheâd accept it.
âGo ahead and open it. Please.â
Reluctantly, she lifted the lid of the black velvet box and stared inside, puzzled by the twelve stone-like objects within.
Twelve perfectly refined, transparent stones of varying sizes and cuts lay nestled inside.
Yet even the smallest among them was remarkably large, and above all, they shimmered with dazzling brilliance. So these were⌠diamonds? Her blue eyes widened as she looked up at Pheon.
âYour⌠Your Highness?â
âItâs highly confidential, but a diamond mine was recently discovered in Lusenford.â
And despite its secrecy, he told Caella without hesitation.
In truth, Caella already knew of this mine. How could she not know of the Kerban Mine, discovered in the very year of her death? It had been one reason the Emperor finally decided to move against Lusenford.
The yield had been so immense that diamonds literally poured forthâand among them, Beatrice would later pester him into giving her several. Of course, none were ever meant for Caella.
The very first diamond rough found at Kerban Mine weighed a staggering 4,300 carats; after being cut, it yielded twelve diamonds known as the Kerban Diamonds.
Back then, the three largest had been offered to the Emperor as tribute, buying a slight delay in the looming war, while the rest were poured entirely into military funds. Well, actually, the two smallest went to MondeâCaella never even got to see them.
Remembering every small, unjust detail vividly, she now recognized these as those very Kerban Diamonds.
âThese were cut from the largest rough found.â
Heâd never intended to offer them to Caella because of Duchess Mondeâs behavior. Heâd wanted to present them properlyâin a setting arranged solely for her, once things were settled. Pushing down his irritation toward Duchess Monde, Pheon gazed urgently at Caellaâs wide-eyed expression.
âI know marrying me is a dreadful prospect for you. As I promised Duke Ostein, if you wish, weâll divorce once the situation becomes safe. Until then, Iâll do my utmostâplease accept this.â
Caella gripped the box tightly. Her pale hands turned white at the knuckles.
The Empress had collapsed, her father had been saved by this manâs wit right before her eyes, the mineâsupposedly undiscovered for much longerâhad already been found, and all these diamonds were coming to her instead of funding the war?
This was strange. Far too strangeâit was terrifyingly unnatural.
âYour Highness, this is far too generous for meâŚâ
âNo. Nothing is too generous for Your Highness.â
Pheon cut her off firmly.
âThereâs no such thing. Is there anything else youâd like as a gift?â
âHuh?â
After recklessly giving her the entire Kerban Diamond set, he was asking if she wanted another gift? Was this man truly mad?
âThis marriage is something you dislikeâso you shouldnât lack for anything. Is there anything you desire from me?â
She had no wishes. Well, perhaps just one: if he was going to kill her later, please donât imprison her in the northern towerâjust end it swiftly. But of course, she couldnât say that aloud. Caella stiffened and shook her head.
âNothing for now? Then please think carefully and let me know later.â
âYour Highness, I appreciate your words, but wouldnât it be better to allocate these toward state finances?â
âLusenfordâs finances are stable. This is well within what I can offer Princess Ostein.â
âBut this is excessive. His Majesty will be displeased, and itâll stir up even more scandal.â
If the greedy Emperor found out, it would be disastrous. If Beatrice found out? If Duchess Monde found out? What was this man thinking? He seemed utterly unlike the Pheon she knew.
After calmly watching her growing anxiety, he finally nodded.
âI see.â
âYes, so Iâll return this to you. Iâll accept only your kind intention. Thank you.â
This wasnât hers to keep. She needed to receive nothing and die quietly, without complications. Quickly closing the box, Caella handed it back to Pheon.
âI was thoughtless. I apologize. My conduct toward a lady lacked refinement. Of course youâd be startledâI presented it all at once without proper consideration.â
âNo, your intention alone is more than enoughâŚâ
âIâll have each piece properly crafted into finished items and present them to you again.â
âHuh?â
Grand Duke Lusenford stood as he took back the box.
âThat would be better. I came in such a hurry, worried youâd be deeply upset, that I failed to consider this properly. Iâm sorry.â
Having apologized âIâm sorryâ countless times today, he bowed his head once more.
âThen Iâll visit again later. Please donât concern yourself with Duchess Monde. As I mentioned earlier, Iâll handle it myself. Also, please think separately about the gift. Until then, I wish you peace.â
âOh⌠um, yes?â
For the first time, Caella watched the Dukeâs retreating back with an expression of utter incomprehension.
Why on earth was he acting like this? Sheâd thought she understood him perfectlyâbut her husband kept defying every expectation.
Yet before this astonishment could even settle, news arrived that Duchess Monde had been banned from entering the Imperial Palace.