~Chapter 36~
âIs this the place?â
After walking for a long while along the castle wall, Eileen finally spotted a tall tower standing in an odd location. It had once been used as a watchtower, but now it was abandoned.
Feeling relieved that her memory was correct, she slowly approached.
ââŚEver since she came, Iâve been pushed aside. Itâs always Eileen this, Eileen that⌠what did Eileen say, what did Eileen doâŚâ
As expected, a girlâs voice leaked from the slightly open door at the entrance.
Eileen pushed the door open quietly and saw the back of a blonde girl. In front of her, sticks were stacked in a circleâclearly, she was trying to make a fire.
ââŚEven though I was the one who was close with him firstâŚâ
Dianaâs mutterings werenât entirely clear, but the meaning was easy enough to grasp.
Eileen smirked bitterly.
To her, it was obvious that Diana was still Cedricâs top priority. But Diana seemed to believe only that Cedric had been stolen from her.
Since she already understood Dianaâs feelings, there was no point in listening further.
Eileen pushed the door wide open and spoke:
âDonât even think about making a fire here. Why donât you just go back?â
âHuhâŚ?â
Startled, Diana turned around.
âH-How did you⌠know?â
âI know everything.â
Without waiting for an invitation, Eileen walked over and sat beside her. Diana hesitated, glancing at her nervously.
âSorry for eavesdropping, but it sounded like you were talking about me. You seem pretty angry at me.â
âIâm not angry.â
âOf course, you must also be angry at Cedric. Because he didnât defend you openly.â
At that, Diana kept her mouth shut. Deep down, she must have wanted Cedric to strongly deny what Lady Talon had said yesterday. Something like: âHow could I ever drive you out? Thatâs nonsense.â
Ironically though, in the âoriginal story,â it was Diana who left Cedric.
Now, who knows how itâll turn outâŚ
Honestly, Eileen didnât care whether Diana ended up marrying Cedric or Theorn. But since the castle servants liked Diana, and since Eileen still had to live here even after her planned cancellation, she knew she couldnât avoid clashing with her.
Itâs also a matter of my prideâŚ
So she decided it was better to clear things up at least once.
âListen. My presence wonât ruin your relationship with Cedric. Thatâs impossible. So you donât need to get upset about what that lady said yesterday.â
ââŚâ
âDonât you see? Cedric does everything he can for you, within the limits of his status.â
Diana stayed silent. Eileen let out a heavy sigh.
âFor example, if you and I fell into water at the same time, he would save you first.â
It was a silly example, but once she said it, she felt a little sad. Still, she believed Cedric would come back for her right after, so it wasnât so bad.
âI can swim, so heâd tell me to save myself and then go save you.â
Hearing Dianaâs grumpy but heartfelt words, Eileen smiled faintly.
She really believed it.
Cedric and Diana were alike in some waysâespecially in how they fixated on irrelevant parts of her words.
ââŚFine. Letâs assume something else then. That wasnât my main point anyway.â
At least, from Dianaâs attitude, it seemed she hadnât overheard that Cedric and Eileen planned to cancel their engagement. That was a relief.
âThe point is, your behavior yesterday could end up forcing Cedric to make sacrifices without you realizing it.â
âThatâs not true. Cedric is the lord of this castle. The master of this house.â
Whenever Eileen dealt with Diana, she found herself calming down instead of getting angry. Dianaâs denial and rationalizations were almost impressive.
âWhen I said âCedric might have to drive you out,â that wasnât a threat. Itâs the truth.â
Eileen leaned her chin on her hand and looked straight at Diana, who flinched and averted her eyes. Her emerald gaze always felt like it pierced right through her.
What do you know? Youâve barely been here. Stop acting like you understand everything between Cedric and meâŚ
There were times Diana wanted to snap back. She wanted to tell Eileen: Youâre only pretending. Iâve spent much more time with him than you.
But⌠she anxiously tapped at the ground with a stick.
She couldnât deny it: whenever Cedric spoke of Eileen, there was always a tone of respect.
âWhen Iâm not around, you can rely on Eileen, Diana.â
Why? Because sheâll be the duchess?
ââŚNo. Because aside from me, sheâs the only one you can truly trust.â
Diana could never say these things aloud, but the bond between Cedric and Eileen made her uneasy. She desperately wanted Cedric to prove that her bond with him was stronger.
âYouâre already special to Cedric, Diana. Even without demanding proof.â
Diana flinched again. Somehow, Eileen seemed to know all her thoughts.
âCedric will never abandon you. No matter what.â
ââŚReally?â
âReally.â
Unfortunately, it was true. Cedric would always side with Diana. Thatâs why Eileen was telling her thisâso Diana wouldnât push him into dangerous situations just to prove it.
âSo stop caring about what others say.â
Eileen dusted off her skirt and stood up. That was all she could say. Whatever Diana did after this was out of her hands.
ââŚAre you leaving?â
âItâs colder here than I expected. Donât you want to head back, too? Though I know youâd like to make Cedric worry and wander around searching for you.â
Diana stared at the hand Eileen held out. A moment ago, her words and behavior had been so provoking that Eileen couldâve slapped herâand Diana had even secretly wanted that. If Eileen acted rudely, Diana could run to Cedric and drive a wedge between them.
She scolded me yesterday. Surely sheâd do the same today.
But insteadâ
âIâm not your enemy, Diana.â
Eileen remained calm, mature, and composed. She had everything Diana lacked. That made Diana jealousâand she hated that jealousy.
So, hiding her true feelings, Diana took Eileenâs hand.
ââŚSince Cedric worried, Iâll go back.â
âGood.â
Her tone was still pouty, but Eileen didnât mind. The fact that Diana had accepted her hand at all was enough. Maybe it was even a sign their relationship could improve.
Just thenâ
ââŚHereâŚâ
ââŚMaybeâŚâ
The sound was faint, carried by the wind, but they both heard voices. Someone was outside.