Chapter 31Â
 A Sudden Turn
JiÇ Què felt like her tears were about to burst out.
What should she do? She had thought her heart was already as cold and hard as someone whoâd been butchering fish for thirty years at a supermarket.
But seeing the few children before herâeyes full of longing yet firm in their refusalâmade her eyes sting unbearably.
Why were these kids so obedient?
Sniffling loudly, she declared in a bold, heroic tone,
âDonât turn me down. All of this is for you. If you donât take it, Iâll be upset.â
Mud Boy (the little beggar) had wanted to refuse again, but when he saw the pretty young ladyâs reddened eyes, he swallowed his words.
Fine thenâif he kept rejecting her, he was afraid this beautiful older sister might start crying.
And somehow, he just knew that this big sister was the kind of person who would do something like this even in front of everyone.
âT-Then⌠weâll accept itâŚâ
As the children cautiously divided up the large bundle and tucked the items into their ragged clothes, trying to make them less noticeable, JiÇ Què narrowed her eyes slightly.
Theyâd received plenty of food, yet were still so cautious. For kids their age to restrain themselves instead of gorging instantly was impressiveâbut something about their behavior was strange.
âThe weatherâs getting hotter,â she said gently. âIf you donât eat soon, the food might spoil.â
When JiÇ Què spoke to them, her tone unconsciously softened into a childish liltâthe kind of saccharine tone she would normally despise hearing from anyone else.
But the children didnât find it odd at all. Mud Boy even turned around and started teaching her.
âBig Sis, even though itâs getting hotter, if you put the food near water, itâll last a couple more days. If your house has a well, hang the food in a basket down insideâitâll stay fresh longer. But itâs still best not to eat leftovers overnight.â
They were used to eating spoiled food discarded on the streets.
But this young lady looked like someone from a good familyâshe probably couldnât stomach such things.
He remembered once seeing a new child who ate a moldy bun; that very night he had terrible stomach pains, and by morning⌠he was gone.
Thinking of that, Mud Boy looked anxiously at Ying JiÇ Què.
This big sister was kind, but she seemed utterly defenselessâapproaching a bunch of beggar kids like them with no hesitation.
He knew that many ladies from noble families never left their estates; they lived sheltered lives, never stepping beyond their own courtyards.
She was probably one of them.
After thinking it over, he decided to warn her.
âSis⌠I know youâre a good person. But if you ever see beggars like us on the street again⌠you should stay far away.â
The words came out painfully.
Because he knew that by saying this, he was cutting off one more chance for kids like them to survive.
But this big sister was so niceâhe couldnât bear the thought of her getting hurt.
âWhy?â
JiÇ Què crouched down, blinking curiously.
âUhâŚâ
Something came to Mud Boyâs mind, and his expression twisted with fear. He shook his head violently.
âSis, donât ask. Iâd never hurt youâŚâ
Just then, Mud Boy suddenly lunged forward, shoving JiÇ Què hard to the ground, his voice turning sharp and shrill.
âGo away! We donât need your fake kindness! People like you help once, then get annoyed with us and never help again! If youâre not truly sincere about helping, donât start at all! Giving us hope only to crush itâdoes that make you happy?!â
The other childrenâs timid expressions vanished, replaced by fierce looks.
Mud Boy even bent down, scooped up a handful of mud, and hurled it at JiÇ Què.
âGo away! We donât want to see your fake face!â
Pushed and shoved, JiÇ Què stumbled back, her clean robe now stained with muddy filth that gave off a faint sour odor.
She looked down at the little ragged figures hiding under the riverbank.
With her lashes lowered, her face was hidden in shadow, so no one could tell what expression she wore in the sunlight.
Nearby, some street vendors watching the scene sighed.
âMiss, donât waste your kindness. These beggar brats donât have hearts. I once pitied them and gave them some baked flatbreadâguess what happened? They started yelling like mad, scared away all my customers. A bunch of ungrateful wretches. Donât bother with them!â
âExactly! Brother Wangâs right, I saw it myself. A rich customer came wanting to buy a whole batch of breadâbut these brats started shouting and throwing mud, scared the man off. No wonder that oneâs called Mud Boyâheâs just like filthy sludge, stinking and rotten!â
âAlright, enough. Letâs just pretend they donât exist. SighâŚâ
JiÇ Què still kept her head lowered, silent.
Mud Boy, standing backlit by the sun, still looked defiantâbut there was a flicker of sorrow on his face before he turned and ran off with his companions along the riverbank.
ââŚâ
Something faint rustled from beneath the dark bridge.
JiÇ Què glanced over, but the lighting was too dim to see clearly. She thought she heard cursingâbut maybe it was just the vendors grumbling about the beggars.
She blinked, then slowly straightened, staring at the riverâs flowing currentâwater that seemed able to wash away all filthâand fell into silence.
The surrounding merchants, having seen it all, sighed again.
This young lady was clearly from a good family, kind-hearted too.
Sheâd gone out of her way to buy food for them, yet they had turned on her so viciously.
After this, who would still have the heart to help those beggar kids?
Those children had just cut off their own lifeline⌠what on earth were they thinking?
At that moment, the two minor officials whoâd cowardly abandoned her earlier came running up, panting and sweating, clearly having searched for her for a while.
From afar, they saw their new superiorâthe freshly appointed City Patrol Censorâstanding with mud stains splattered on her pristine robe, and both sucked in a cold breath.
Good heavens! Had this lady-official been bullied again by some aristocratic young master? Her robe was filthy! She wasnât going to run off, was she?!
âMy lady! My lady, are you alright? Oh no, whatâs this mud all over you? Who threw it?! Outrageous! Just say the word, and Iâll haul the culprit off in chains and toss him in the dungeons!â
âLord Wang, Iâm loyal to you! Just give the order, and Iâll strike wherever you point!â
JiÇ Què lifted her eyelids slightly, her expression distant and lonely.
âOh, it was someone wearing floating brocade who threw it. Go catch them for me.â
âWâWearing floating brocade? The one worth a gold coin per inch? Uh, well, um⌠suddenly my stomach hurts. I think I need the latrineâŚâ
âOww! I ate with Brother Wang at lunch, and Iâve got the same pain! Iâd better go tooâcome on, Wang!â
Watching their backs disappear in a flash, JiÇ Què let out a quiet, dismissive sound.
Her eyes were complicatedâfilled with something no one else could quite name.






