Chapter 08
Jayâs golden hair lay softly spread out on the bed.
He wanted to get up right away, but it wasnât easy.
Once again, he had failed to control his strengthâwhen he pulled Pdea toward him, they both ended up falling onto the bed.
ââŚâŚâ
A short silence fell between them, as if time had stopped.
Jay tightly shut his eyes and held his breath for no real reason.
When his eyes were open, he could see Pdea looking at him; when they were closed, he could smell her soft, faint fragrance more strongly.
Pdea, who had been surprised at first, blinked a few times and then smiled.
Seeing Jay lying there with his eyes closed made her chuckle.
He was usually so restless and fidgety, always making her notice himâyet now, he was perfectly still.
âI thought you couldnât lie still because the bed was uncomfortable, but I guess not. You seem perfectly fine, lying here with your eyes closed.â
â…This isâŚ!â
Hearing her words in the dark, Jayâs eyes flew open.
It wasnât because he was comfortableâso the misunderstanding frustrated him.
He had only ended up like this because he was trying to save Pdea from getting hurt.
But he couldnât bring himself to explain it.
âThis isâŚ?â
Pdea had no trace of malice, just a playful expression.
At this moment, she didnât look like someone who ever did anything cruel.
Unlike Jay, who was hyper-aware of her, she seemed to feel nothing deeperâshe simply looked like she was enjoying the moment.
Realizing that he was the only one who had been flustered, Jay felt both defeated and embarrassed.
ââŚItâs nothing.â
He kept his words short, not wanting to say anything that might make him seem weird.
At the same time, he thought maybe Pdea enjoyed teasing him.
ââŚIs this part of her revenge too?â
Turning his head away, Jay grabbed the blanket tightly.
The rumpled blanket was a trace of this awkward moment.
* * *
Finally getting out of the bedroom, Jay sat in the grand dukeâs reception room.
He made sure to keep his distance and avoided looking at Pdea.
A moment ago, in the bedroom, she had also teased him by saying, âAre you sure you didnât just want to lie down with me?ââwhich only made him more guarded.
Since he was in front of someone who seemed to have a grudge against him, he thought it was best to be careful.
But now, sitting across from him, Pdea was completely silent.
ââŚWhy?â
Without realizing it, Jay kept glancing at her.
She had been so eager to tease him in the bedroom, but now she was oddly quiet.
âItâs bothering me.â
Even though he told himself this was just her usual personality, he still felt strangely sulky.
When Jay was pouting slightly, there was a knock at the door.
Knock, knock, knock.
âThe house tour ends here.â
The moment the door opened, Pdea finally spoke.
Jay flinched at the sudden chill in her tone.
So this was why sheâd been quietâsheâd been waiting for this moment.
Nervously, Jay glanced toward the door.
This time, he was sure a group of knights would come marching in.
âWe brought the dessert you asked for.â
ââŚDessert?â
Already on edge, Jay looked confused.
Instead of an army of knights, only one maid came in, carrying a tray full of madeleines.
Not just any madeleinesâchocolate ones.
Clink.
Jay couldnât take his eyes off the mountain of sweet chocolate madeleines in front of him.
The maid, having finished her task, left without a backward glance.
Thinking this couldnât possibly be all, Jay stared at the closed door.
But nothing happenedâno knights entered the room.
It reminded him of lunchtime, when the table had also been full of food.
ââŚWhat is all this?â
âChocolate madeleines.â
Jay pressed his lips together in frustration.
Pdea obviously knew he wasnât asking because he didnât knowâso why pretend?
âYou seemed to like them, so I had them prepared especially.â
Her calm words made Jay freeze.
His face heated up as he remembered the day at the cafĂŠ when he had focused entirely on eating a chocolate madeleine until it was gone.
âI didnât know the grand dukeâs daughter had been watching me then.â
Trying to act normal, Jay wiped the heat from his face with the back of his hand.
Pdea continued, âWe didnât have enough time to visit the garden. Since I also had something to discuss, weâll have tea here instead.â
ââŚâ
âSo the house tour ends here. Even if youâre disappointed, thereâs nothing I can do.â
Hearing that, Jay paused.
So âends hereâ really just meant it was over.
Butâ
ââŚWas I disappointed?â
Tilting his head, Jay asked curiously.
He genuinely wondered what kind of impression she had of himâbecause he had never once felt disappointed about it.
âYouâve been pouting and turning your head away since we got to the reception room.â
Pdea casually imitated the way he had just pouted.
Jayâs eyes widenedâso she had noticed that, but not his wary looks?
He didnât know what to say.
Somehow, he had become the person upset about not seeing more of the grand dukeâs estate.
Still, compared to other things she had said today, this wasnât so bad.
âWhat is it you wanted to talk about?â
Giving up on explaining himself, Jay sighed and changed the subject.
He wanted to know why she had really brought him here.
Pdea lazily moved her fingers and spoke, âFrom today on, youâll be living here in the grand dukeâs estate with me.â
ââŚWhat? What did you just say?â
Jay, who had been feeling tired, jumped in shock.
He couldnât believe what he had just heard.
His eyes shook as he tried to replay her words in his mind, sure there had to be some hidden meaningâ
Like maybe she meant, âSince you once hurt my wrist, youâll be living in the dungeon from now on.â
âI thought about it, and I decided that if youâre going to prepare to be a grand duke, itâs best to start living with me right away.â
Jay felt as if lightning had struck right next to him.
She had cut off any chance of him thinking of an excuse.
Still, his thoughts didnât changeâ
If she had told him to stay in the dungeon instead, it wouldnât have been nearly as shocking as this.
He just couldnât understand why she suddenly wanted him to become a grand duke.
âWeâve never even talked about marriage.â
He knew that marrying the grand dukeâs daughter would mean inheriting the title, since only men could hold it in the empire.
But the problem was, he had never discussed anything like that with her.
ââŚWhy, do you not like this estate?â
Seeing Jay looking stunned, Pdea frowned.
She had thought she had prepared a lot, but maybe it didnât suit him.
This made Jay quickly cover his mouth.
He thought of the blooming garden, the dining room, the office, and the bedroom she had shown him after lunch.
When he remembered the bedroom, heat rushed to his face again.
The mix of coolness and warmth was making his head spin.
But unlike his flustered state, Pdea looked completely calm.
Even now, thinking about what had happened in that bedroom made Jay feel wrongly accused and embarrassed.
Feeling a bit resentful, he said, âI think the grand dukeâs estate is wonderful. ButâŚ! Thatâs not the pointââ
âThen thereâs no problem.â
Jay, who had been about to argue, froze.
What he thought was a big problem was apparently no problem at all to her, which left him dumbfounded.
Frustrated at how easily she could throw him off, Jay took a deep breath to calm himself.
ââŚI donât really understand. Are you trying to say, in a roundabout way, that youâre locking me up here?â
His voice was calm, but his eyes seemed to plead, Please just say yes.
Seeing his intense gaze, Pdea touched the corner of her mouth.
âI didnât know you wanted to be locked up that badly.â
Through her fingers, the corners of her lips curved dangerously upwardâshe looked genuinely intrigued.
ââŚDo you want that?â
Jay narrowed one eye.
Somewhere in the back of his mind, a loud alarm was going offâ
Telling him to run away immediately.
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