Chapter 13
âThe Heroine Who Wasnât Chosen, the Letter That Never Reachedâ
Morning at the academy.
In the slightly restless air, Filia Estrella quietly climbed the stairs of the old library tower.
It was a tower that was now rarely used, a place where old books slumbered.
But she liked the stillness there.
(âŠI hadnât even meant to come here today.)
In her hand was a single sheet of stationery.
It was the letter she had writtenâafter tearing up draft after draftâto that person.
Dear Professor Cross,
When I first attended your class, I was simply astonished.
The way you taught, your words, the way you read magic circlesâ
Everything was completely different from the âmagic artsâ I knew,
and yet, strangely enough, it all stayed with meâŠ
I found myself wanting to know more.
âWhat kind of world did this person come from?â
âŠBut Iâm weak.
Even though I wanted to stay by your side,
just one word from someone else was enough to make me give up.
That day, the prince said to me:
âIâll teach you myself. Donât go near that man again.â
I knew it wasnât an order.
But I obeyed anyway. Because IâŠ
Because I like Lord Leon.
Thatâs why I canât return to that place.
I no longer think I have the right to take your classes.
But thereâs one thing I absolutely had to tell you.
Professor.
I truly respect your classes from the bottom of my heart.
You were more of a teacher than anyone, and more human than anyone.
Please, stay safe.
From your student
Closing the stationery, she let out a small sigh.
(âŠI canât send it after all.)
No matter how many times she reread it, the words seemed to tremble.
Then she slipped the letter between the pages of a book and returned it to the back of the shelf.
(This feeling⊠Iâll keep it to myself alone.)
âââ
That night.
Filia lay in her dorm room with the lights off, stretched out on her bed.
In her eyes floated the image of a classroom from long agoâof that âstrange teacherâ who handed out candies while speaking in a Kansai accent, laughing.
(Even now, I still dream of it sometimes. Of you⊠teaching me something in my dreams.)
(But I⊠I couldnât become the heroine.)
âââ
Meanwhile.
Lutia was practicing magic circles late into the evening with Kai at the academy training grounds.
ââŠImpressive. There arenât many students who can grasp the coordinates this well.â
âOf course. Who do you think I am?â
âHah, says the one who not long ago went on about âthis is only for nobles to studyââŠâ
âShut up!â
Her smile looked somehow relieved.
In her heart, âtrustâ had already taken firmer root than âdoubt.â
âââ
And then, deep into the nightâ
A message arrived at the academy.
It was an official notice from the Ministry of Magic:
âTo Mr. Cross Kai:
By order of His Majesty the King, you are summoned to the royal capital,
where a judgment will be passed on your very existence.â
âIt was a dangerous summons, one that would force him to choose between two extremes:
exile from the country, or being confined as a magical resource of the kingdom.
Upon learning this, Lutia clenched her fist in the darkened school building.
(Once again, someoneâs trying to âdecide everythingâ for him.)
(But⊠youâre the only teacher I have.)
And without anyone knowingâ
that single sheet of stationery tucked away in a corner of the old library tower
remained there, quietly asleep, unseen by anyone.