~CHAPTER 23~
Lision stepped out of Dianuâs bedroom and was met with a strange scene he could hardly describe.
âYouâre distracting me. Can you leave?â
âItâs my duty to protect Lady Ortensa.â
âThatâs a duty you already failed, donât you think?â
Across the reception table, Lisionâs younger sister and the royal guard were locked in a silent standoff.
Just watching them gave him a headache.
Both looked to him for help, but Lision ignored their pleading eyes.
âThis is a patientâs room. If either of you makes a scene, Iâll have you both thrown out.â
They fell silent right away.
Elpenlira crossed her arms and dropped onto the sofa, while Marek cleared his throat awkwardly, embarrassed by his childish display in front of the prince.
After the incident with Edrick, Elpenlira had avoided Marek as though he carried the plague.
Compared to that, their current bickering almost felt nostalgicâlike when they were children.
Of course, it wasnât something he could say aloud, so Lision kept his stern expression.
âLady Ortensa needs rest. If you have something to say, wait until tomorrow.â
Elpenlira bristled, about to rise, but when her eyes met her brotherâs, she sank back down.
ââŠIâll wait until tomorrow.â
It reminded Lision of another time, long ago.
When they were children, Elpenlira had fallen from a tree in the Imperial Palace, throwing the court into chaos.
Thankfully, Edrick Loisen caught her, but broke his arm in the process.
Even then, she had stayed by the infirmary all night, knowing full well it wouldnât help him.
That was simply her wayâalways honest about her feelings, never afraid to act on them.
Lision found such a sister both troublesome and, at times, enviable.
Maybe that was why she could love Edrick so freely.
âSomething I could never do.â
A bitter taste filled his mouth.
Pushing the thought away, he spoke firmly.
âYouâre not planning to spend the night here, are you?â
Elpenlira looked startled, but Lision decided to overlook it this time.
âDonât overdo it. Lady Ortensa isnât going anywhere.â
She seemed to give the faintest nod at his gentle tone.
Lision leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to her damp hair.
âIâm glad youâre safe, Lira.â
She didnât reply, but he didnât mind.
Turning to Marek, who was still standing stiffly nearby, Lision gave his orders.
âWhen youâre not here, rotate with two other guards.â
âYes, Your Majesty.â
âNo one enters except the doctor, nurse, the Dukeâs household, and Countess Ornin.â
âUnderstood.â
Even after finishing his instructions, Lision lingered a little longer.
When Elpenliraâs sharp gaze turned toward him, he finally left the reception room.
Even as he exited Oak Palace, a sense of reluctance clung to him.
It pained him that when Dianu woke again, he wouldnât be there beside her.
âPained? Why?â
He clenched and unclenched his fist.
White crescent marks from his nails stood out against his palm, mocking the longing he couldnât shake.
* * *
Countess Loisen, nanny to both Lision and Elpenliraâand mother of Marek and Edrickâwas loyal to the Empress.
The Empress herself had little political influence, but the Countess served her out of respect for her character.
There was no question what she thought of the Emperorâs debauched nature.
When Lision turned sixteen, he made a request of the Countess.
âYou must know all about Fatherâs mistresses and illegitimate children, donât you? I want to know who they are.â
The Countess was visibly shocked by the young princeâs request.
Lision gave her a reassuring smile.
âDonât worry. I donât plan to harm them. Theyâre still of Imperial blood. I simply need to be aware.â
âThereâs no one Your Highness needs to worry about. Most are younger than you, and more than half are girlsâŠâ
It was her way of saying none of them posed a threat to his position.
But Lision shook his head.
âIf I die, the next in line is Lira.â
At the time, Elpenlira had been only eight.
âIn five hundred years of our Empireâs history, a woman has ascended the throne only twice. Both times, rivers of blood followed.â
âYour HighnessâŠâ
âI donât want Lira caught in something like that.â
If both the Emperor and Lision were to die suddenly, the court would have to choose between an eight-year-old princess and the Emperorâs grown illegitimate son.
Even if Elpenlira won that struggle, her throne would be built upon ashes and bones.
Lision refused to let that happenâto her or to the Empire.
The Countess bowed deeply.
âForgive me, Your Highness. I failed to grasp your wisdom.â
Lision smiled faintly.
âItâs a duty Father should have fulfilled, really.â
The Countess looked stricken but didnât deny it.
Lision had no doubt that his father once loved his mother.
When the family dined or went on outings together, he truly seemed like a man in love.
As a child, Lision couldnât understand how that same man could still chase other women and sire illegitimate children, leaving the Empress in tears.
Now he did.
To his father, love was simply another pleasureâlike everything else in his life.
Born the only prince in peaceful times, he had become Emperor without rivals.
Love, to him, was an infinite resourceâsomething he could take or give at will, with no sense of duty attached.
That same irresponsible love had ruined both Catalos and the Empress.
Lision quietly sent the more capable of the Emperorâs bastards abroad or into the clergy.
None dared challenge the crown prince.
Four years later, he ascended the throne without oppositionâat just twenty years old.
At his coronation, he knelt before the High Priest and prayed silently for his reign.
Only the Emperor and the High Priest knew those words, carrying them to their graves.
As the old priest, who had also crowned the previous Emperor, placed the crown on his head, Lision whispered in a voice barely audible.
âMy love will always come with duty and responsibility.â
It was a vow.
A promise.
A declaration.
And Lision had no intention of ever breaking it.
* * *
The next morning, the first to visit Dianuâs room was Erin.
Unable to sleep through the pain, Dianu greeted him with a pale, weary smile.
At least she could sit up nowâthat was progress.
Erin carried a bouquet nearly as big as himself.
His wobbling steps were so endearing that Dianu smiled despite her aching abdomen.
No doubt the Grand Duchess Erbinjel had warned him to behave, but as soon as Erin saw her, he dropped the flowers and leaped onto her bed.
She groaned but accepted his hug.
âTeacher, are you okay now? Everyone was really worried!â
He puffed out his chest proudly, and Dianu struggled not to laugh.
Keeping her tone serious, she nodded while he chattered on.
âOh, and guess what! I came yesterday too.â
âI remember. You came with your puppy, right?â
âYeah! But the big sister who was waiting outside yesterdayâsheâs still there!â
The words didnât make sense at first.
Dianu frowned slightly.
âWhat big sister?â
âThe princess sister!â
Dianu didnât have time to correct his improper title.
The door opened just then, and the so-called âprincess sisterâ peeked inside.
The princess and Dianu stared at each other for a long moment.
Finally, Dianu spoke first.
ââŠWould you like to come in, Your Highness?â
The princess bit her lip, then nodded.
Dianu gently patted Erinâs back.
âYoung Lord, could you give us a moment?â
He looked disappointed, ready to protest, but Dianu used her teacher voice.
âWhat do we say when a lady asks something of a gentleman?â
Erin squinted, recalling a past lesson, and then answered proudly.
âYou listen without asking why!â
âAnd youâre a gentleman, right?â
âYes!â
He climbed down at once and even held the door open for the princess before leaving.
Now only the two women remained.
The princess leaned against the door, silently watching Dianu, who met her gaze in return.
Eventually, the princess looked away first.
âYour woundsâŠâ
âOh, theyâre much better. Thank you for your concern.â
Dianu had expected her to snap backâsomething like, âWho said I was worried about you?ââbut she didnât.
That alone made taking the blade in her stead feel worthwhile.
Still, she felt a faint sting of melancholy at how much that small kindness meant to her.
After a long silence, the princess finally spoke again, her tone almost casual.
âHis Majesty visited yesterday, didnât he?â
âAh⊠yes.â
Dianu forced her expression to stay calm, though her cheeks burned.
There had been nothing improper about that visit, yet she still felt oddly embarrassed.
âYour surname is Ortensa, correct?â
âThatâs right.â
âIâve never heard of such a family.â
âThe main branch is a barony in the Grand Duchy of Erbinjel, but Iâm from a cadet line. Honestly, our family isnât noteworthy. Itâs only natural Your Highness hasnât heard of us.â
She answered politely, though her confusion showed.
It was already surprising that the princess remembered her name, but now she was asking about her lineage?
The princess narrowed her eyes, studying Dianu carefully.
âNo trace of Imperial blood in your line? Not even a distant one?â
âExcuse me? No, not as far as I knowâŠâ
Even minor nobles knew their genealogy.
Dianu could recite the Ortensa family tree from its founding baron down to her own branch.
Nowhere in it had Imperial blood ever appeared.
The princess sighed, lowering her gaze to her shoes.
When she spoke again, her mutter carried a strange emotion Dianu couldnât quite read.
âThorns wherever I step.â
âYour Highness?â
The princess looked up, her green eyes blazing.
Dianu straightened instinctively.
âLet me make this clear.â
âYes?â
âIâm not getting married.â
âWell⊠of course.â
Dianu replied lightly, reclining back against the cushions.
It wasnât something she had expected or even hoped for.
No reason to be disappointed.
But the princess wasnât finished.
ââŠThat aside, Iâll repay my debt. My brother didnât tell you to take that knife for me.â
She pressed a hand over her heart and lifted her skirt slightly, as though in a formal bow.
Then, meeting Dianuâs wide eyes, she inclined her head.
âThank you.â
And softly, she added:
ââŠTeacher.â
That was how Dianu Ortensa, at twenty-one years old, became the princessâs tutor.
This time, for real.



