Chapter 10…
Interlude â Bernard and Felicia
âOnii-sama, today I thought Iâd try reading this book.â
Felicia, her small hands wrapped around a heavy volume, approached Bernard, who was standing before the bookshelf, deep in thought over his own selection.
âMm, sounds good. Youâve really started reading some difficult books lately.â
Bernard gently took the book from her arms and glanced at the cover before tucking it under his arm.
âBut youâre still choosing your book, arenât you? I can hold mine myself,â Felicia said, her brows dipping in mild protest.
Bernard met her expression with a soft gaze and picked out a book of his own.
âNo, I just finished choosing. Letâs go see Mother.â
Their mother, Marguerite, had been confined to bed for quite some time now. Bernard couldnât quite remember when it had begunâthis habit of reading aloud beside her, showing her how much their studies were progressing.
As they walked down the corridor, Bernard glanced sidelong at Felicia, who kept glancing back at him, perhaps worried that he was carrying both books. His lips curved into a faint smile.
Feliciaâs features resembled their motherâs very closely. People said Bernard also took after her, but perhaps because Felicia was a girl, her expressions and gestures often mirrored their motherâs in an almost startling way.
Bernard sometimes found himself a little envious of thatâbecause it felt as though Felicia stood closer to their mother than he ever could.
(But I have Fatherâs blue-sapphire eyes.)
Of course, Bernard deeply admired their father, Christopheâa man whose love embraced the whole family. The color of their eyes, the same deep blue, was a source of pride for him.
(Motherâs hair, and Fatherâs eyes⊠Iâve been blessed with both. I really am fortunate.)
When they stopped before their motherâs bedroom door, Felicia gently grasped the hem of Bernardâs jacket. She always got a little nervous before entering. Their motherâs condition changed from day to dayâwould she look in pain today?
Feliciaâs amethyst eyes, a deeper shade than their motherâs pale wisteria ones, looked up at Bernard with worry.
(Iâm Feliciaâs older brotherâI have to stay strong.)
Bernard shifted the books in one arm and reached out with his free hand to hold hers.
âIâm sure sheâs all right today. Come on.â
Feliciaâs anxious gaze softened into a small, trusting smile.
âYes, Onii-sama. Letâs go.â
Still holding hands, Felicia knocked on the door in place of Bernard, since his arms were full.
âCome in,â came their motherâs voiceâlight, almost cheerful.
Relieved, the two of them waited for the door to open.