Chapter 08…
The Underworld Beckons.
âMy brother, your face looks pale. Perhaps you should rest a little?â
It had been five years since Yvette married into the Dupras family, and two years since her son Maxim was born, when Bernard suddenly began to show visible signs of illness.
At eighteen, Bernard had trained every day without fail. Though slender, his body was well-built, and he had never suffered from any chronic illness. His sudden decline filled Felicia with unease.
âYes⊠once I finish writing this letter, Iâll lie down for a bit.â
Bernardâs complexion, pale even on his best days, had turned ashen and bloodless. His aquamarine eyesâthose same sea-like eyes heâd inherited from their fatherâhad lost their light.
Even so, he smiled gently, bravely, as Felicia peered at him in worry.
(Motherâs face looked like this too⊠right before she diedâŠ)
Bernard had assisted their father for years, demonstrating talent and leadership early on as the heir to the marquisate.
Since their father was often away managing foreign affairs, Bernard skillfully ran the household together with the stewardâa feat that earned him much praise.
He was favored by the king, seen as a man with a bright future. His refined, handsome features and platinum-blond hair, much like Feliciaâs, made him sought after in society as well.
Gentle and kind, Bernard had always been by Feliciaâs side, filling the void left by their motherâs death. On nights when she couldnât sleep from grief, it was his comforting presence that had carried her through.
âThe physician your mother-in-law called yesterday said it was fatigue,â Felicia said softly, âbut I canât believe thatâs all it is. Please, letâs have another doctor look at you.â
Bernardâs condition looked far too grave to be mere exhaustion, and Feliciaâs worry deepened.
âFelicia, you worry too much. Iâll be fine after a little rest.â
He smiled and stroked her head reassuringly, before turning back to his letter.
âThis is a reply to the dukeâs letterâIâd like to send it out soon. Father wrote that he wonât be home this month.â
âMy brotherâŠâ
âItâs all right. Donât worry.â
If only my healing power were a little stronger⊠please, let my wish reach him.
Felicia gently rubbed her brotherâs back, praying from the depths of her heart.
But her prayer went unanswered. That very night, Bernard collapsedâand three days later, without ever waking again, he passed from this world.
The sudden decline. The unbearably early death.
The doctor who had first called it âfatigueâ now listed the cause as âunknown.â
Having already lost her mother, Felicia now faced the death of her dearest brotherâthe one with whom she had shared that earlier grief. All she could do was blame herself.
(Because my meager magic couldnât save him⊠My weakness keeps sending everyone I love across the river to the underworldâŠ)
Lost in sorrow, her tears blurred like foam and dreams; she grew ever more fragile, as if she herself might soon follow them into the realm of the dead.
Her fiancé at the time, Alexis, also worried deeply for her. Despite his busy schedule, he came to the Dupras estate nearly every day.
To Alexis, Bernardâtwo years his juniorâhad been a childhood friend, a trusted companion, and the man who was to become his brother-in-law and loyal vassal. The news of Bernardâs death weighed heavily on him as well.
âFelicia, Iâm here with you,â he said, trying to comfort her. Yet even he could not dispel the crushing sense of loss.
The sight of the twoâbeautiful and sorrowful, leaning upon one another in griefâwas as heartbreaking as it was breathtaking, like a tragic painting come to life.