Episode 52
At last, Flint reached out toward Eliano. She sneeredāof course he would. No matter how strong his resolve, he couldnāt resist the sight of a woman before him. Eliano shut her eyes tightly, expecting his hand to touch her. But instead, she felt something cold and sharpānot his hand.
Opening her eyes, she saw Flint drawing a dagger from beneath the pillow. In an instant, steel glinted in the candlelight.
Her gaze frozeāhe hadnāt wounded her. He had sliced the duvetās fabric and cut his own arm.
Blood dripped onto the white sheet.
āThis will be more than enough,ā Flintās calm voice said.
āTreat your body with care,ā he added, gently laying the duvet back over her robe.
Eliano felt heat rising to her cheeks. It was a different kind of shame, deeper than anything sheād felt before. She bristled and replied coldly:
āIāve cared for my body. Thatās why I came to you.ā
Flint lowered his sleeve, picked up her robe, and restored it around her. His gaze stayed steady, indifferent, almost coldāand just as composed as his touch. The heat between them vanished.
Eliano looked at his calm steel-gray eyes. She thought, “A wall of iron, indeed.”
āDonāt you think youāve wasted your chance?ā she challenged.
He replied softly:
āIāve never thought of this as a chance, so I couldnāt lose one.ā
He gently smoothed her robe. She held conflicting feelingsātrust in his strength, but regret that it was directed at her andĀ not the life sheād planned.
āFlintāhave you ever embraced a woman? Youāll regret tonight.ā
He answered quietly:
āThere will be no regret tonight.ā
She caught his meaning. She started to tease him:
āSo you do have desire after all?ā
He countered:
āYouāve already felt for yourself.ā
Eliano paused, struck. She realized just how appealing he must beāstrong arms, warm body. He wasn’t offended; he was amused.
He said in his low voice:
āIām not without desire.ā
Her silence followed.
āBut I donāt satisfy it without feeling,ā he added, fastening the ribbons of her smock carefully.
āAnd Iāve never regretted it.ā
āYouāll regret tonight,ā she teased again.
He replied with sincerity:
āYou will be my wife, Eliano. I will never regret this.ā
Elianoās heart clenched. It was more than she had dared hope.
āBut when the day comes that we truly love each otherā¦that will be enough,ā he said with steady certainty.
Heat rose in her cheeks; their eyes met briefly, and she looked away.
āRest. The bed is big enough,ā he said, pulling the drape over her and stepping back.
His steady gaze followed her until he finished.
But Eliano couldnāt sleep. Flint kept his distanceāno touch, no embrace. She felt relief more than fear. Sheād known from a past life that without love, physical intimacy could be painful. But Flintās presence felt different.
Still, she needed his supportāfor protection, for legitimacy, for a child. She debated approaching him again, but he whispered,
āWould you like a cup of tea?ā
He lay beside her, calm and polite. She accepted. He helped her into a robe and offered fruit tea.
They shared a long, quiet conversation. As dawn shimmered, Flint politely offered to see her home, but she shook her head, worn and contemplative.
āI need restāitās been a long night.ā
He led her to bed, covered her gently, and asked if she wished the light off. She sensed his concern.
āDo you sleep?ā she asked.
āNot tonight,ā he replied quietly. āTonight is beyond all major decisions.ā
She couldnāt see his expression, but she understood. Eliano lay awake, thinkingāworried about Jane, about being discovered, and about her fatherās plans to trade her off with Zacador. She needed public proof of Flintās affection.
Shadows of sleep gathered over her when a loud knock broke the silence.
āFLINT HOWARDā!!!ā
A voice thundered, far too loud for the pre-dawn hour. Elianoās heart jumpedāthose footsteps…
She knew instantly: it was Crown Prince Heriath. Such intrusion was unheard of. Yet Flint hadnāt responded with angerāthis must be normal.
She realized how close Flint and Heriath must be. Still, Heriathās behavior was reckless.
Eliano thought quickly. This could stir gossipā¦
Heriath controlled social rumorāif he entered now, everythingāand everyoneāwould hear.
Taking a bold step, she let her robe shift loose and pushed aside the duvet, revealing the bloodstain on the sheet.
A second later, she tossed her pillow and tapped the drape.
Footsteps rushed. The curtain was thrown asideāand there stood the person she had dreaded.
Good boy flint