~Chapter 142~
It had been a long time since an evening party was held at the Kailas estate. During the war, the head of the house had been away, and after the victory, they had refrained from holding any grand parties to honor the late Lord Rowen. But for a family as prominent as the Kailas, it had become an issue to go so long without hosting an event. Their parties werenât just for eating and drinking; they were where all sorts of political signals were exchanged.
Of course, this time, there was another reason for the party.
âCedric, make sure you dance with as many young ladies as possible tonight. You need to get married next year.â
Jeremiah came to Cedric while he was getting ready for the party, delivering the message almost like an order.
Cedric, dressed in his evening coat, was checking his bowtie in the mirror when he looked at his mother, who now appeared even more determined than usual, and asked, âDid you really plan this party just to find me a wife?â
âDonât brush this off as a joke. Youâre the Duke of Kailas. You need to have heirs and continue the family line.â
Jeremiahâs nagging made Cedric smile lightly as he adjusted his shirt sleeves.
Jeremiahâs concerns were natural. She was still worried about him.
âI know thereâs someone you have your eye on, but marriage isnât something to decide on a whim. Itâs better to talk to women whose circumstances are similar to yours.â
âIâm surprised to hear you say something like that, Mother.â
âWell, Iâm the only one who can say it. I threw my life away on a foolish love, and in doing so, I made myself, your father, and even you unhappy. So donât make the same mistake I did.â
At those words, Cedricâs hand froze.
âMother.â
His red eyes, full of cold passion, fixed on his motherâs reflection in the mirror.
âFather only talked about you in his final moments. Even though I was right in front of him, all he could do was repeat, âTake care of your mother.ââ
At that time, Cedric had honestly felt hurt. He had wondered why his father, who had always been distant, suddenly sought his mother in his final moments. He had been confused.
But now, Cedric understood.
âFather loved you. He just wasnât good at expressing it. His life wasnât tragic because of you.â
âCedricâŚâ
âAnd donât assume that my life has been unhappy just because you think it should be. In fact, these days, Iâm quite content.â
Jeremiahâs face went pale as she gripped the hem of her dress.
Cedric had never spoken this way before. She realized that in the time she had been focused on herself, Cedric had grown into an adult.
While she had been hiding behind her position as the youngest in the royal family, Cedric had taken the world on his shoulders, facing it with quiet strength. He had drawn a line, signaling that he didnât want her involvement in his life anymore.
Jeremiah smiled bitterly, realizing how much her son had changed.
âWell, if thatâs how you feel, I wonât say more. Youâll handle it in your own way.â
Jeremiah was about to turn and leave, but Cedric stopped her.
âMother.â
âHmm?â
Cedric turned slightly from the mirror and looked at her with a smile, his eyes twinkling mischievously.
âI heard you know the woman Iâm interested in.â
Jeremiah, unsure of how to respond to his sudden question, hesitated for a moment, but Cedric added calmly, âIf you know her, please be kind to her. She might become family one day.â
âAre you serious?â
âI donât joke about things like this.â
Jeremiah knew Cedric wasnât the type to make such comments lightly.
When he was about six, a guest had jokingly suggested he marry his daughter. Cedric hadnât even responded. The girl had ended up crying, but looking back, Cedricâs silence had been the right approach.
Jeremiah realized that Cedric was being serious now.
âIâll watch for now. Iâm not sure about her yet,â Cedric said.
âI see. By the way, you look great in that outfit,â she added, trying to divert the conversation.
Cedric, his usual sharp gaze softened, looked at his mother for a moment before turning back to the mirror.
Jeremiah left the room, feeling a strange discomfort at how much her son had changed, now standing before her as a man she didnât quite recognize.
***
The Party at Kailas Estate:
Later that evening, Cedric stood before a mirror, checking his appearance one last time. His neatly styled hair, flawless skin, and carefully applied lip balm on his lips made him look perfect, but despite his appearance, he felt a strange bitterness in the air.
âWas it worth all the preparation?â
He laughed softly at his own reflection.
A party like this was a headache. It involved hours of standing, talking to people, keeping track of relationships, managing potential enemies, and keeping an eye on those who might pose a threat to his family. But tonight, the atmosphere felt different.
His heart raced at the thought of Harriet coming. Just knowing she would be there made him care more about his appearance than usual.
âWhat will she think of me now?â
Despite all his planning and appearances, he was still uncertain about how Harriet would see him. He had heard the rumors, and now, with the party and their growing public connection, he feared how much attention it would draw to her.
He longed to dance with her, but he knew that doing so would bring even more rumors. He couldnât risk it. Not yet.
His thoughts were interrupted when Herbert knocked on the door.
âYour Grace, the party is about to begin.â
âIâm coming.â
Cedric took one last look at himself in the mirror before stepping out to join the party.
The glittering evening had begun.
***
Roxanaâs Debut at the Party:
âMiss Roxana!â
âItâs been a while, Countess Hastings.â
âTrisha had a child late in life, huh? I had a feeling this would happen,â said Countess Hastings, laughing as she greeted Roxana.
âThank you for your kind words.â
Roxana, preparing for her debut at the Kailas estate, was met by Trishaâs old friend, who was to be her guide for the evening. Harriet couldnât help but wonder if there was anything she could help with tonight. Roxana was Trishaâs trusted assistant, and she was far more familiar with the ways of high society than Harriet.
Roxanaâs dress from the Rubar Fashion House, the family heirloom jewels from Trisha, and the perfectly styled hair and makeup made her look like a true noblewoman.
âTrisha probably smiled when I offered to help.â
Harriet stayed close to Roxana, but as she glanced around the party, she realized the evening wasnât as flashy as she had imagined. Despite the grand chandelier, exquisite drinks, and impeccable food, the real charm lay in the people.
Harriet, now more confident than before, shifted her focus to the guests, who all seemed to carry an air of wealth and power. This party wasnât just about displays of luxuryâit was about the connections and relationships being built and tested.
***
The party at the Kailas estate had begun, and the night was only just starting to unfold.