Chapter 31
Even though Lucas trusted Ronshka and Leon, he decided to stay cautious â just in case.
âReally?â
Ronshkaâs expression looked as if lightning had struck her. She blinked a few times, then suddenly bolted out of the dining hall.
âRonshka? Ronshka!â
Startled, Adel hurried after her.
âMaster?â
While the commotion unfolded, Leon â who had just finished his food quietly â turned to Lucas and asked,
âIs it true?â
âDo I look like the kind of man who lies?â
âWell, no. But shouldnât we go help Lady Adel?â
Leon accepted it a little faster than Ronshka had. His master, who was usually indifferent to women, had been strangely attentive to Lady Adel lately. Maybe this was where it was leading all along.
âBut waitâ Ronshkaâs father is someone else, isnât he?â
His head started spinning with thoughts. Still, his master had never given him a reason to doubt. So it probably wasnât a lie.
âThey say men and women meet and part all the time,â he recalled the maids gossiping.
Leon rose from his seat.
âThank you for the meal. By the way, Quiche, are you all right?â
âOh, my goodness!â
Clutching her waist, Quiche sprang up.
âLord Lucas is engaged?â
âDid we hear that right?â
Even Madeleine joined in. To them, the fact that Adel was a commoner and a single mother didnât matter at all.
Because until now, Lucas had never once been in a relationship with a woman.
âHeavens, the gods have heard my prayers!â
âLord Lucas is dating a woman!â
Quiche dabbed the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief she produced from somewhere.
âThis isnât the time to sit around!â
Madeleine, sniffling in the same way, suddenly raised her voice.
âAn engagement? If we start now, itâs already tight! When are you planning to do it? Spring, when flowers bloom? Or autumn, when the leaves fall? Summer and winter are possible, but those arenât ideal.â
Madeleine chattered endlessly.
âItâs too hot or too cold, you know? Though⌠a bride in green or a bride of snow could be lovely too!â
The topic of engagement naturally turned into marriage.
âIâd like to have it as soon as possible.â
âHow soon?â
âA month.â
âNo way! Impossible!â
Madeleine shook her head vehemently.
âThere are so many things weâd need to order right away! The engagement dress, the formal suit, invitations⌠Oh, and we have to notify the Frederic family!â
Quiche poked Madeleine in the ribs. Sheâd said too much. Realizing her mistake, Madeleine quickly closed her mouth. The relationship between Lucas and his birth family â the Frederics â was not a good one.
She regretted blurting it out, afraid sheâd touched a painful wound. But Lucas remained calm, as always.
âIâm not planning anything fancy. Just a small gathering with people I know.â
âThatâs not bad. But even for a small event, decorum must be kept.â
Quiche, noticing Madeleineâs awkward silence, continued in her place.
âThatâs true.â
Even a small event had to be properly prepared â gossip spread faster in high society than anywhere else.
âDo you have a guest list?â
It was best to send invitations as soon as possible; others had their own schedules, after all.
âI do.â
Lucas named several people. Some were close acquaintances, others not so much.
âInvite the Count of Monpelâs eldest son as well.â
âCount Monpelâs heir?â
Madeleine, previously dispirited, widened her eyes.
Count Monpelâs first son, Rocten, was infamous for his insatiable curiosity. Wherever an incident occurred, he was sure to appear â and spread the news far and wide afterward.
If he hadnât been a nobleman, heâd have been in deep trouble many times already. To invite him of all peopleâ
âYes. Itâs necessary.â
Then weâd better be fully prepared this time, Madeleine thought, straightening her back with renewed determination.
* * *
Ronshka ran straight into her room and slammed the door shut. She climbed onto the bed, pulled the blanket over her head, and buried herself underneath it.
Knock, knock.
A knock came from outside, but she didnât answer. She knew exactly who it was â but right now, she didnât want to see her face.
âWhy⌠why!â
She couldnât understand.
All she needed was her mother. Just her mother. But apparently, her mother didnât feel the same â otherwise she wouldnât be talking about engagements.
Rosalyn had told her once: engagement comes before marriage, and marriage is when two people who love each other become one.
âBut I only need MomâŚâ
Tears welled up from her chest and spilled down her cheeks.
Of course, she knew that Lucas wasnât a bad person.
The bad ones were the villagers from before â the ones who looked at her funny, who shunned her, who said cruel things.
Lucas had never done that. If anything, he was a good person.
âBut heâs trying to take my mom away from me!â
Did that make him a bad person after all?
Knock, knock. Another knock.
âRonshka, can we talk for a bit?â
It was her motherâs voice â but she stayed silent. Her first act of rebellion.
âRonshka.â
Hearing her motherâs voice again made her chest ache.
She loved her mom, and her mom loved her. But maybe her mom wasnât content with just her anymore.
That thought made her curl up even tighter.
âWhen you feel ready, open the door. I want to talk, okay?â
After that, silence. Her mom mustâve left. The room suddenly felt emptier â and even sadder.
Time passed. A third knock came. This time, it was Leon.
âRonshka, if youâre okay, can we talk for a minute?â
She hesitated. Maybe Leon felt just as confused and hurt as she did.
After all, just as her whole world was her mom, Leonâs whole world was his master, Lucas.
âIâm coming in if you donât answer, okay?â
After a moment, the door creaked open.
âRonshka.â
Leon called her name gently as he stepped in. Only then did Ronshka push the blanket down and show her face.
âWere you crying?â
He asked softly, noticing the dried tear marks on her cheeks.
âI wasnât crying!â
Her emotions were a mess. But she let them out anyway â today, it felt okay to do that.
Before, that wouldâve made her flames flare up uncontrollably, but now she could control them. It was fine.
Leon gave an awkward smile and sat on the edge of the bed.
âYou donât like that Lady Adel and my master are getting engaged, huh?â
âI hate it!â
âWhy?â
âMom said she only needed me. But now thatâs not true.â
âThatâs not what it means.â
âWhat isnât?â
Ronshka pouted and glared at him.
âI donât know all the details,â Leon said, âbut there are many kinds of love.â
âMany kinds?â
âYeah. The love between parent and child, between lovers â things like that. Lady Adel will still love you most. ButâŚâ
He paused briefly, then continued.
âShe might also need someone to love her too.â
âBut I already love her!â
âYeah, but youâre her child. I mean someone whoâll love her as a partner.â
âI donât know. Thatâs too complicated.â
âYeah, it is. I donât get it all either.â
Even so, Leon tried his hardest to find the right words.
âArenât you angry?â
âWhy would I be?â
âBecause Master has someone else now.â
âIâm fine. I like both of them. Even if they get married, theyâll still love and respect me. Love doesnât shrink when you share it â thatâs what I was taught.â
âIt doesnât shrink?â
âNope! It might even grow!â
Leon stretched his hands apart to show it âexpanding.â It sounded convincing enough â but still, how could she stop disliking it?
Ronshka hesitated, then pulled the blanket over her head again.
âRonshka?â
âThatâs enough. Go away.â
Leonâs attempt had failed â for now. But he had still shaken her heart, just a little.
Before leaving, Leon gave her a small update.
âLady Adel is still waiting outside.â
And with that, he stepped out.
The moment he left, Ronshka peeked out from under the blanket. Then she conjured a small flame near the door.
She whispered for it to stick close to the ceiling so no one would notice. The flame obeyed.
It was a trick sheâd learned from Heirn â how to use fire to listen to things happening elsewhere.
What heâd taught her lightly, Ronshka had practiced and perfected on her own.