Chapter 29
Adelle had to protect Ronschka, and Lucas was determined to help her do so. They couldnât afford to miss this chance.
âBut we do love each other,â she said firmly.
âLies.â
âItâs true,â Adelle insisted, clinging to Lucasâs arm desperately.
Lucas glanced down at the gentle weight pressing against him. When his gaze met Adelleâs, her emerald eyes were full of pleading.
Donât worry. â thatâs what he wanted to tell her. With his free hand, he gave her hand a light reassuring tap. Slowly, the tension began to drain from her grip, though a strange part of him regretted it.
âLucas,â Heirn muttered, rubbing his forehead. âThatâs enough.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âThis ridiculous playacting. You gain nothing from continuing this farce. Letâs stop pretending.â
âAnd if itâs not pretend?â Lucas replied coolly.
Heirnâs glare sharpened. âYou really plan to keep this up? Clinging to a love that could never be?â
ââA love that could never beâ? I only spoke the truth.â
âTruth, you say?â Heirn laughed incredulously. âWhat a wonderful tale â a dukeâs heir falling in love with a penniless commoner woman who already has a child! Not even the most clichĂŠd romance novel would dare go this far.â
âHeirn!â
âIf you keep this up, I wonât sit back quietly.â
At that, Adelle bit her lower lip hard.
âAdelle.â
Lucas spoke her name softly.
âYes?â
When she looked up, he tapped his own lips lightly with a finger, reminding her to stop biting them. She obeyed at once, releasing her lip. Only then did he relax slightly.
âHeirn,â Lucas said, calm but firm. âNo matter what you do, nothing will change.â
âWeâll see about that,â Heirn growled. âEnough. Get out of my residence.â
âYou donât need to tell me twice. But remember this, Heirnânext time, I wonât go so easy on you.â
Heirn retreated sooner than expected, but the venom in his eyes told Adelle this was far from over. He would be back â and next time, he would be far harder to fight.
Lucas escorted Adelle out of Heirnâs study.
In the hallway, they ran into Rosalyn. The young girl stood frozen, pale as a ghost, her wide eyes fixed on Adelle.
âRosalyn,â Adelle called softly. She could tell the girl had something to say, so she crouched down to meet her gaze.
âIs it true?â Rosalyn blurted. âIs Ronschka⌠my fatherâs son?â
Adelle could have lied. She could have twisted her words and escaped the question. Telling the truth was the worst possible choice.
But stillâshe couldnât bring herself to lie.
âYes.â
âLiar.â
A single tear slipped down Rosalynâs cheek, followed by another. Her small hands trembled as she clutched at her dress.
âRosalynââ
âNo! I donât want it! I donât want Ronschka to be my brother!â
Tears streamed down her face, faster and faster. Adelle reached out, heart aching, but Rosalyn stepped back and ran down the corridor.
Adelle tried to follow, but Lucas gently stopped her.
âShe needs time to think,â he said quietly.
He was right. Adelle herself was barely holding onâhow could she take care of Rosalyn, too?
She straightened her back, swallowing her pain. But when she stood too quickly, the world tilted and her vision swam.
âAre you all right?â
Lucas caught her before she stumbled.
âIâm fine.â
âThen letâs go back to the main house and talk.â
âYesâŚâ
Lucas had said he loved her, but Adelle knew that wasnât true. It had been a lieâa necessary one, told to protect Ronschka. Thanks to that lie, the boy was safe⌠for now.
But Heirn had been right about one thing: Adelle was just a powerless commoner, and Lucas was a man of the dukeâs house. Their fabricated story could never become real.
He watched her with quiet concern as they walked. It was kind of him, and she was gratefulâbut she couldnât rely on him forever.
This was her problem. Her battle. No matter how much Lucas wanted to help, she couldnât let him carry her burden.
âLetâs talk in the study,â Lucas suggested.
It was the most private room in the houseâsoundproof, secure, and free from interruptions. The perfect place for a serious conversation.
Once inside, he guided Adelle to a chair and poured her a cup of warm tea.
âThank you,â she murmured.
The heat of the cup seeped into her chilled fingers, slowly easing the tension that had held her body rigid. The first sip warmed her all the way down.
Is there anything this man canât do?
Handsome, capable, considerate⌠she couldnât help but feel grateful. Without him, Ronschka might already be gone.
And maybe⌠it felt a little good to see Heirn so flustered for once.
âAre you feeling better?â Lucas asked.
âYes, thank you for your concern.â
âYou thank me too often,â he said lightly. âLetâs skip the gratitude this time.â
How can I not be thankful? she thought wryly.
âBut we do need to discuss something important,â he continued.
Adelle sat up straighter. Yes, this was the moment that mattered. They had escaped one crisis, but next time might not go so easily.
âIâll leave the estate,â she said firmly.
âThen we should decide when to announce the engagement,â Lucas said at the same time.
Both of them froze.
What⌠did he just say?
Adelle blinked blankly. Then she touched her ear, wondering if sheâd misheard. No, her hearing was fine.
That meantâhe really had said it.
âPardon me?â she asked.
âWhat did you say?â he countered.
âI said Iâm going to leave the estate.â
âAnd where will you go? Do you have money for a house?â
Sheâd saved what she could, but not nearly enough to buy a place. Still, she could rent a small room and work.
Now that she could read and write, she could find better jobs. If she worked hard enough, someday she might even afford a home of her own.
âAnd Ronschkaâs education?â Lucasâs voice turned cold.
âIâll work hard. Iâll find a way to pay for his schooling.â
âAdelle,â he said quietly. âThe world doesnât work that simply. A good academy costs moneyâa lot of money. You canât earn that easily.â
âIâll still try.â
âTrying alone isnât enough.â
Something inside her snapped. Then what should I do? What other choice did she have? Working hard was all she could do.
Her hands clenched tightly together.
âAnd what about Heirn?â Lucas pressed. âHeâs persistent. The moment you leave this house, heâll come after youâand he wonât hesitate to take the boy.â
He was right again. Heirn would do that.
Her mind spun. The room felt smaller, darker.
âAdelle?â
âYes?â
âYou look pale.â
âIâm fine,â she whispered. âI just⌠want to hear what you were going to say.â
âDidnât you hear me?â
âNo.â
She must have misheard him. Engagement? That couldnât be right. Surely sheâd imagined it.
âWhat did you say?â
âI asked when we should announce the formal engagement,â Lucas repeated calmly.
âThe⌠engagement?â she echoed faintly.
âYes.â
âThatâ that was just for show, wasnât it? You only said it to stop Heirn from taking Ronschka.â
âPerhaps at first,â Lucas admitted. âBut the more I think about it, the less bad an idea it seems.â
âItâs a terrible idea!â Adelle burst out.
Lucas was a nobleâa dukeâs heir, second only to royalty. Someone like him couldnât possibly be tied to someone like her. It wasnât right.
âIf you ever meet someone you truly love, this will only cause trouble,â she said.
His kindness was too muchâtoo dangerous. Because she knew the story. She knew Lucasâs future. He wasnât meant for her.
She couldnât drag him into her mess. Not him.
There were too many reasons to refuse: their difference in status, her being a single mother, her lack of means.
Their union would help no one.
So she racked her brain, desperate for a way out.
âIt would only make things worse,â she said. âIâll think of another way.â
âAdelle.â
Lucas leaned closer until his eyes met hers â those deep violet eyes gleaming with quiet resolve.