Chapter 46. Secret Game (15)
Manson calling herâLillin hated it more than anything. Whenever he said, âCome closer,â she wanted to run away.
But you canât escape from a monsterâs grip, Lillin thought. If I run carelessly, something terrible might happen. I know the monster that well. When you live under the same roof, even mice and humans eventually learn how to communicate.
âStand there.
Lillin stopped exactly where Manson had told her to.
To avoid being struck by his terrifying, loaf-of-bread-sized fists, she had to instinctively understand and follow the rules he set. One of those rules was to never take a single step from the spot where Manson said âstand.â
Manson kept her standing in place for a while, silently staring. He slowly scanned her from head to toe with his bulging eyes.
Her hair, the red circular marks often left on her forehead from leaning on the window, her small nose and eyes and cheeks and neck, and her thin, deer-like arms and legs.
âDad!
When Manson suddenly grabbed Lillin roughly, her uncombed hair swung with the motion.
Terrified, Lillin kicked frantically at his legs as if to resist. But just like with her mother, he didnât even flinch. It was like kicking a tree stumpâher feet only hurt more.
âDonât do this, Dad!
âShut up. If you donât stay still, you might lose an ear.
An ear? Just an ear? Maybe my whole neck will get cut off. Lillin thought.
She caught a glint of scissor blades flash in her fear-clouded vision. His drunk-like, sour expressionâthough Manson always looked like thatâwas now filled with rage, disgust, loathing, and greed.
âDonât!
She screamed sharply as her body slammed to the ground. Something sparked in her vision when her shoulder hit wrong, and her arm wouldn’t move properly.
Groaning, Lillin realized something thin was falling slowly over her body and face. As she opened her eyes through the pain, she screamed.
It was her own hair.
âGirls like you shouldnât exist.
Manson growled through clenched teeth, but Lillin couldnât hear him anymore.
The shock of having half her hair crudely chopped off left her breathless. More than anything, she was terrified of what her mother would say when she saw her like this.
No matter what Lillin said, her mother would never forgive this. If she claimed Manson had suddenly gone mad and cut her hair, her motherâs reaction was predictable.
But if she said Manson had told her to âcome closer,â and she had no choice but to obey, and then he stared at her until her knees achedâthen her mother would surely kill her.
âStop it, Dad!
Lillin almost burst into tears as memories came rushing backâmemories of being dragged upstairs by her mother when she was younger, before Manson came.
Even though she had promised herself never to cry again, the words âIâm sorryâ were already on the tip of her tongue.
Manson swung his arm, and Lillinâs head hit the wardrobe. Her vision spun, and a bitter taste spread on her lips.
A nosebleed� she thought, trying to stay conscious. She remembered her mother, nose bleeding and unconscious after being thrown like this by Manson.
Mom wonât wipe my blood. She wonât put a towel on me. I gave her one, but she never once said thank you.
I didnât do anything wrong.
I didnât do anythingâŚ
Thump, thump. She heard sounds even though she couldnât see anything. A cracking noise, the wardrobe creaking, Manson cursing under his breathâŚ
Then, Lillin felt her body lifted into the air. Was she dead? Alive? Or maybe Manson suddenly realized what heâd done and was taking her to the hospital?
Yeah, maybe. He did throw me too hard. Maybe the monster under his skin whispered to him:
âYou big oaf. I said to scare her, not kill her. What do you think the constables will do when they find this girl dead? Theyâll skewer you like a whaleâwith a harpoon. Alive.â
Maybe thatâs why Manson was scared now, Lillin thought. Maybe nowâŚ
âGirls like you are bound to do filthy things eventually.
Her limp body was shoved into the wardrobeâor rather, into the hole beneath its torn-out bottom. She was shorter than her peers, but even then, it was barely enough to stuff her in.
Lillin collapsed inside in an awkward position, unconscious. The latch clicked from the outside, but she could hear no more. Her heartbeat was faint… She would remain unconscious the entire day.
Until the next day, when Echenais arrived and swept through the mountain houses. Until she would have to scratch at the wardrobe, tearing her fingernails in fear.
âIf you promise to play with me, Iâll let you out.
Until the pigtail girl appeared with a creepy grin and said that.
âWhatâs wrong? Why are you moving so slow? Thatâs not how itâs supposed to goâI heard everything!â
Smurlkin shrieked with a terrifyingly high voice as she hovered mid-air. It was a voice strong enough to wilt trees and make birds fall dead from their nests.
Eustar dodged the grotesquely elongated claws and hair of Smurlkin while swinging his sword. Her claw tips were like saw blades, and even a single strand of her hair could slice off a head.
âYouâre supposed to run faster! So the seeker can catch you! So I can catch you!â
She slashed her claws like scythes. Eustar leaned back to dodge, then pulled out a small jelly-like object filled with clear liquid and hurled it.
When Smurlkin slashed it, the soft shell burst, splashing water that burned and melted her skin. Smurlkin let out a piercing scream.
âYou bastard! You had a blessed item?!â
Eustar shrugged.
âDid you think I wouldnât? You didnât do your homework on us.â
âYou littleâŚ!â
Smurlkin’s rage made her hair stand up like porcupine spines. Black tar steamed and dripped from her shoulders, arms, wrists, and claw tips.
Eustar signaled the others to fall back as he alone faced Smurlkin descending slowly from the air.
She no longer looked like a child. The shell covering her began to melt from the blessed water, revealing the patchy, monstrous form inside.
Eustar glanced at her grotesquely long arm and sneered.
âWhy donât you just show your true self, Smurlkin? Whatâs with clinging to a childâs shell? Want someone to call you cute? Too badâI know what you really are, so I canât even pretend.â
âYou insolent worm!â
Her mouth split open, tearing through the childlike shell.
Rows of jagged teeth and a triangular, scaly head emerged. Even the battle-hardened Robsker paled.
Arms and legs stretched, joints bent like a mantis, and three bulbous eyes locked onto Eustar.
Laila⌠please⌠hurry.
Sweat rolled down his forehead. But the Sync remained silent. It flickered slightly strongerânothing more. Laila was nowhere to be seen.
âYou found me, so now Iâm âitâ! Where will you run? Tuck your tail and hide like a dog? You wonât get far. You always reek!
âThe cursed scent of a human? Sure. But right now, your stink is worse.â
Smurlkin lunged with jaws wide, legs scuttling like a spiderâs. Eustar glanced at the Sync and pictured Lailaâs face. If he didnât end it in one blow, heâd die.
Then it happened.
âThe thing under the bedâthat was the thiefâs right arm. The one beside the closetâthat was the robberâs left.â
Smurlkinâs gaping maw froze in midair.
A sound like thousands of branches snapping echoed. One of her long legs twisted backward and broke.
âAaaargh!
Her massive body writhed, black tar spewing between her teeth. Eustar leapt back, dodging the tar rain, and shouted:
âRobsker, close the trap!â
At his command, Robsker spun his sword and slammed it into the ground. The other team members did the same.
Smurlkinâs stretched body suddenly shriveled, crushed as if by invisible boulders.
âNo! Donât kill me! Just send me back! I wonât ever returnâŚ!
Eustar didnât listen. He drove his sword into the twitching head, and Smurlkin thrashedâthen melted away with a squelch.
Panting, Eustar leaned on his sword and looked up.
âWell done, Laila.â
Covered in black dust and cobwebs, Laila looked at him with a faint smile.
âLillin told me.â
She opened her clenched hand. Inside was a translucent cubeâLillinâs core, found through Lailaâs overlay.
Eustar said,
âWill you give it to me, Laila?â
But she closed her hand again and looked him in the eye.
âNo, Eustar. I wonât let you feed Lillin to whatever youâre keeping.â
Even before she finished, dark smoke slowly rose behind Eustarâs shoulder. He was slightly taken aback but tried not to show it.
âIf that thing doesnât disappear, the Sync wonât either, Laila.â
âI know. But that doesnât mean I have to feed it.â
ââŚWhatâŚ?â
His voice trailed off as he turned. A massive man was being dragged by the team. His face was bluish, like lead poisoning, and he was cursing obscenely like it was breathing.






