Chapter 34. Secret Game (3)
Ode suddenly burst out laughing as he looked at Basso. Chief Attendant Basso was never more than a minute away from him on any given day, and yet he felt as if it had been a hundred years since he’d seen Ode laugh like that.
âComing through the front gate like thatâyou must have something important to say, donât you?â
Basso tilted his chin slightly and smiled. It was a good sign⌠Ode was in very good spirits today. For Basso, nothing mattered more than that.
âYou may leave now, Basso.â
The chief attendant bowed respectfully. He gave the same deep bow to Eustar, who had entered just after, and then vanished silently beyond the heavy doors that closed behind him.
âWhat brings you here?â
asked Ode. Seeing his brother sitting on the bed in the sunlight brought a broad smile to Eustarâs face.
Although his sunlit skin was as pale as a corpse, for a brief moment Eustar had the absurd thought that if Ode just sat like that for another day or two, basking in the sun, his illness might miraculously vanish.
âItâs been a long time since you walked through that door.â
Even Odeâs expression softened as he looked at his smiling younger brother. Eustar turned to glance at the door he had come through, then pulled up a chair and sat beside him.
âIâm relieved to see you looking well today, brother.â
âItâs because I didnât have to hear Suiâs constant clatter. My head doesnât hurt as much.â
As he said it, Odeâs face momentarily looked like that of a very young boy. Even with all the sickness and wrinkles, that youthful quality shone through.
Sui was the name of Marquis Himierd. Eustar chuckled lightly at Odeâs remark.
âDonât be too harsh. He cares more about the kingdomâs peace than anyone.â
âRight. Which is why heâs so desperate to kick me out and put you in my place. Back when I ascended the throne, he would have pretended to die if I told him to.â
Eustarâs gaze dropped slightly, and the bright smile faded from his lips. But Ode didnât seem too concerned by his brotherâs shift in mood. He simply watched him in silence.
Eustar exhaled slowly, then turned to Ode again with a gentle smile.
âYou know better than anyone that I have no such ambitions.â
At that, Ode let out a quiet laugh. Though his voice was tinged with iron, he didnât cough.
âYes, thatâs true. No one knows you better than I do. That much is certain.â
Ode clenched and unclenched his hand once more. Even that small movement seemed difficultâhis joints ached, and his wrist trembled.
His gaze darkened with pain as he looked at his own skeletal fingers. Eustar noticed, but pretended not to for his brotherâs sake.
Ode changed the subject.
âWhat of the little witch?â
Recalling Laylaâs anxious expression, Eustar replied calmly,
âShe refuses to leave her room. Sheâs extremely anxious about coming outside.â
Ode let out a sharp, irritated breathânot pleased with the answer, or perhaps with Layla herselfâand curled one corner of his lips.
âSheâs more timid than she looks. When she looked me straight in the eye and told me she was a person, not a thing, she seemed fairly bold.â
Eustar responded,
âItâs a new and unfamiliar place. Itâs natural sheâs uneasy. Sheâs lived her entire life in a small house in a small village.â
âBut the land she had taken root in burned, didnât it? If sheâs found new ground, she must spread her roots quicklyâeven if itâs painful.â
Ode spoke sharply, his bloodshot eyes glaring out the window.
âOtherwise, sheâll dry up and die.â
Eustar thought again of Layla. He knew she wasnât weak. But he chose not to argue.
The land where Layla had once rooted herselfâor believed she hadâwas now reduced to ashes.
Rizikus had never truly welcomed her. She was merely a seed blown in by chance, never blessed by the fertile soil, never given the chance to thrive.
Had she remained in Rizikus, she would have withered away quicklyâin a barren land with no sun, no water, no nourishment.
Eustar didnât dare say he had saved her. That would be arrogant. Her life was her own, shaped by her own hands.
But from now on, her life and his would be intertwined, inescapably so.
And so he had no choice but to pull her closerâmake sure she took firm root at his side. Otherwise, both of them would wither.
Ode asked,
âSo? What did you come to say?â
âItâs about the wedding.â
He had expected that. Thatâs why Ode deliberately shook his head indifferently.
âIf thatâs what itâs about, donât worry. The palace officials will take care of it.â
âThatâs exactly why Iâm here. I know theyâre busy preparing but⌠Brother, please allow us to forgo the wedding ceremony.â
Ode turned a sharp gaze on Eustar. It was the kind of look that could precede a slap across the face, but no blow came. Instead, Odeâs voice dropped, cold and irritated.
âWhy?â
Eustar hesitated, unsure of what to say. Whatever he said might sound unjustifiedâor completely justified. After all, this was his own marriage.
As king, Ode had the right to command many things from his brother.
But he wouldnât try to rule Eustarâs personal life as king. Eustar believed that. Thatâs why he dared to come here, calling him âBrotherâ instead of âYour Majesty,â even knowing he wouldnât like it.
âI asked why, Eustar.â
âThis marriage⌠itâs justâŚâ
Eustar trailed off, shaking his head slowly with his gaze lowered. His long hair stirred slightly, as if caught by the wind.
âNo other reason matters. I simply want to ease her burden. Thatâs all.â
Ode stared intently at his brother, intrigued. Did Eustar understand what that gaze meant?
Noâhe probably didnât. Ode thought so. He had never seen Eustar show this kind of delicate consideration for someone before.
He had always known Eustar was kind, but never had he seen him defy his own brotherâs will for someone.
Even though Sui Himierd had been utterly devoted to him, Eustar had never given her any hopeâof any kind.
Ode said,
âThat little witch seems to have really captured your heart.â
Eustar gave a vague smile, unsure how to respond.
âSheâs a good person. I believe one day youâll come to know that too, Brother. And Layla⌠sheâll come to know what kind of person you are as well.â
âWhat about you? When I told you to marry that witch, did you resent me even a little?â
Resentment. For a moment, Eustar almost laughed at the absurdity of it. He could never resent Ode.
Even if Ode had told him to marry someone else, he would have accepted it.
âNo. And I believe you know that best of all. But it was⌠unexpected.â
Ode nodded. His gaze had already drifted elsewhere.
âYes, I imagine it was. But just like then, I wonât allow you to ask why. One day youâll understand. When the time is right.â
âI understand.â
Ode moved his cold, stiff hands with great effort, resting them on his knees. The pain felt like dry bones scraping against each other.
âIf you want to do something for that little witch, very well. Weâll skip the wedding ceremony. But sheâs now part of the royal family. She must be introduced. That part is non-negotiable.â
Being introduced meant meeting the highest-ranking officials and nobles of the kingdom. As Ode said, it was a rite of passage for any new member of the royal familyâand a very important one.
âI understand, Brother.â
âAnd one more thing.â
Ode turned to Eustar.
âThe decision to cancel the wedding must be my command. My whim. Do you understand what I mean?â
At that, Eustar frowned slightly, wearing a bitter smile.
âI understand that as well.â
Odeâs body tilted slightly. Worried he might fall, Eustar quickly raised an arm to support him, but just then, Ode braced himself with a trembling hand on the sheets and opened his eyes wide.
His pale face came so close it almost brushed Eustarâs chin.
âYou must be pushed further, Eustar. For your sake. And for mine. Do you understand?â
Ode said, his voice rasping like a hissing snake. Eustar relaxed his frown and gave a faint, unreadable smile as he nodded.
âI understand.â
Only then did Ode pull back. Eustar waited quietly for him to finish moving, then said,
âThen, Iâll take my leave. Please rest well.â
Ode nodded.
Eustar stepped out of the royal bedchamber, passing Basso who had been waiting outside. The late afternoon sun was beginning to fade, and long shadows stretched from the columns.
He rememberedâhe was supposed to have dinner with Layla. He had almost forgotten in that short time.
It was always like this after seeing Odeâafter talking with him. His head became clouded with complex thoughts, despair, and a sorrowful kind of love.
Eustar decided it was best to head to Laylaâs room before it got too late. But before he could take even ten steps, a royal guard in Tentinel uniform came running and called out to him.
âLord Eustar! I have something to report!â







Gosh. What the heck is going on in that palace and between those two?