Chapter : 05
âI have an idea what you might be thinking, Lord Preston, but I hope you wonât misunderstand. Itâs not out of fearâitâs just that Colin doesnât like being alone at night.â
There was no reply. His frown between the eyebrows seemed slightly deeper, though perhaps it was just her imagination; even with the oil lamp lit, the room wasnât bright enough to discern every wrinkle clearly.
Jacqueline exhaled lightly once more and spoke in her usual tone.
âI canât sleep, so I thought Iâd have a cup of tea. Is there something you need, Lord Preston?â
Windsorâs gaze shifted to the kettle sitting on the stove. Thin white steam was already curling gently from its spout.
âOh dear, the waterâs already boiled.â
Following his gaze, Jacqueline poured the boiling water into the teapot. After placing the tea caddy, strainer, and teacup onto a tray, she turned to look at him.
âSo, my lordâwhat is it that you need? Though this isnât my kitchen and Iâm unfamiliar with it, Iâll do my best to assist you.â
His words caught in his throat at her kindness. He couldnât bring himself to admit heâd followed her out of suspicion about her actions.
âWhy didnât you call a maid?â
Instead of answering, he posed a question. She widened her eyes slightly, then gently furrowed her brows.
Even in the dimness, every nuance of her expression was vividly clear. His searching gaze slid across her face.
âThe newly arrived governess feels awkward about waking a maid at this late hour for something so trivial. Fortunately, Iâve grown quite accustomed lately to handling these tasks myself.â
It was a tactful way of describing her circumstancesâshe was no longer in a position to be served by maids.
Yet there was no trace of shame or embarrassment on Jacquelineâs face.
Windsor recalled the rumors surrounding her. Most famously, of course, was the nickname âthe penniless young lady.â
Heâd assumed she was a hothouse flower, but perhaps she was more like a wild plantâunexpectedly resilient in adversity.
âSo, Lord Preston, what is it that you need?â
Windsor stepped forward with heavy strides. Brushing past Jacqueline, he deftly took out a crystal glass and poured himself water.
After taking a long, cool drink, he set the glass down and turned to face her.
âYou donât need to serve me, Miss Somerset. Iâve also grown quite accustomed to doing things myself.â
It was a flimsy excuseâon his nightstand sat a water decanter quietly left by a maid.
âI see.â
Yet she took his words at face value. Unlike him, Jacqueline was unskilled at suspecting others, and she nodded readily.
Then again, it made sense. He was unlike other nobles. Born as Bentley Prestonâs illegitimate son, heâd been raised by his motherâan opera singerâuntil adulthood and surely learned to handle everything on his own.
It was ironic. Jacqueline, whoâd relied on others all her life, now had to manage everything herself, while Windsor, whoâd always been self-reliant, now had to depend on others.
Everything about them was oppositesâas if they stood at opposing poles. From temperament to circumstance, absolutely everything.
But thenâ
ââŚâ
She placed Colin into Windsorâs arms.
His eyes shifted slowly downward. He stared blankly at the teddy bear pressed against his chest, looking at it with utterly unfamiliar eyes, as if heâd never seen such an object before.
Then he lifted his gaze a little and fixed his eyes on Jacqueline. Their eyes met in the darkness. She smiled softly.
âCould you carry Colin to my room? I need to carry the tray, and unfortunately, I only have two hands.â
Even after her words, Windsor didnât move. Jacqueline raised her eyebrows, as if urging him: Well, are you going to take him or not?
Windsor fell silent, his lips pressing shut as if trying to retrace where their conversation had gone awry.
âI trust Lord Preston wouldnât ignore a lady in distress.â
âDistress, you say.â
Slowly, he reached out his hand. Jacquelineâs eyes softened, as if sheâd expected exactly this. But in the next momentâ
âHuh?â
His hand reached not for Colin, but for the tray. With practiced ease, he took the tray in one hand and turned to walk ahead.
âIâll carry this.â
âIf I may offer some adviceâthe waterâs filled to the brim, so that side is harder to balance⌠Hmm, youâre doing well.â
Jacqueline followed behind Windsor as he walked steadily without spilling a single drop. She held Colin tightly in both arms.
Only then did she remember heâd once been in the navy. Maintaining balance like this might be effortless for someone accustomed to life on a rocking ship.
After placing the tray on her roomâs table, Windsor turned to look at Jacqueline with indifferent eyes. Moonlight streaming through the window softly illuminated his blond hair.
His face, cast in deep shadow, looked far more masculine than it had during the dayâbut even that suited Windsor perfectly. Perhaps, in fact, this was closer to his true nature.
âThank you for your kindness, Lord Preston.â
Jacqueline gave a light curtsy. Colin, still cradled in her arms, bobbed his head in a little bow toward Windsor.
After giving the teddy bear an unreadable look, he left the room without another word.
âNext time, call a maid for such matters.â
âIâll keep that in mind.â
âI hope you have a good night, Miss Somerset.â
â!â
Jacquelineâs eyes widened slightly in surpriseâsheâd never dreamed this taciturn man would offer her a good-night greeting.
Soon, a smile as gentle as moonlight touched her lips. Just before the door closed, she spoke.
âYou too, Lord Preston. Have a good night.â
Click.
The door shut. She couldnât tell if heâd heard her farewellâbut Jacqueline was certain he had. It seemed to her that his head had given the faintest nod.
With a languid sigh, Jacqueline buried her face in the back of Colinâs head.
âYou really are just like Benjaminâthe kind of brusque kindness that never refuses help. Isnât that right, Colin?â
Her muffled voice vanished into Colinâs mind as if drawn inward.
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Jacqueline knew better than anyone how to appear the perfect young ladyâit was one of her specialties.
Dressed in her morning gown with her braided hair neatly coiled, she was a flawless noblewomanâespecially in her erect posture and graceful gait.
Moments ago, sheâd confirmed Windsorâs carriage had departed from the mansion. In other words, the time now belonged to her.
âGood morning, Benjamin.â
At Jacquelineâs cheerful greeting, Benjamin, whoâd been reading alone, rose from his seat. As always, he looked perfectly put togetherâlike a carefully dressed doll.
Guessing it was Madam Ritzâs handiwork, Jacqueline strode confidently into the room.
âGood morning, Miss Somerset.â
His greeting was flawless as well. Jacqueline beamed warmly as she walked toward the boy.
âYes, good morning indeed.â
Betty, whoâd followed behind her, set down the bundle she was carrying onto the table.
The diligent maid didnât ask what Jacqueline intended to do with itâshe knew that question wasnât hers to make.
âThank you, Betty. You may go now. Benjamin, our first lesson will be about new movements in art. Appreciating art is fundamental to nobility, after all.â
After nodding to Betty, Jacqueline turned to the child and continued.
In truth, however, her words were meant more for Betty than for Benjamin. She could tell without looking that the maidâs ears had perked up attentively.
The maid gave a small curtsy and left the room. Jacqueline knew sheâd head straight to Madam Ritzâ
it was the duty of a diligent servant: to report every detail of the unfamiliar governessâs actions to the head housekeeper.
Click.
The door closed.
ââŚâ
She didnât hear footsteps moving away. Jacqueline sensed that Betty hadnât yet left the area outside the door.
Rather than go directly to Madam Ritz, the faithful maid apparently intended to gather more information first.
Alone in the room, Jacqueline moved with practiced ease. She squeezed paint onto her palette and dampened her brushâall while her lips kept speaking steadily.
âUntil now, painting has largely been divided into Realism and Impressionism. Realist painters depicted objects and landscapes exactly as they appeared. To illustrate just how realistic they wereâah yes, itâs best to mention that painter who rendered a funeral scene, once considered taboo, onto canvas. That work caused quite a stir in society.â
Benjamin listened quietly to her words. Though he already knew this material, he offered no objections.
He was more curious about what she was actually doing. His brown eyes darted busily, following her every movement.
âThen came Impressionism, which focused on fleeting momentsâthe unique appearance only visible in that instant. For example, even when painting the same cathedral, artists would depict it differently at dawn, afternoon, sunset, and under the dark night sky. Rather than precise forms, they emphasized light and color boldly.â
At that moment, soft footsteps finally receded into the distance. A knowing smile curled Jacquelineâs lips.
âAs I mentioned earlier, Realism and Impressionism have dominated art up to now. Though artistic trends have shifted over time, theyâve never strayed far from these two movements.â
She picked up her palette and brush and strode forward decisively. The brown eyes that had been following her indifferently suddenly widened in astonishment.
â!â
Jacquelineâs voice gained a brighter, livelier tone.
âAnd then, at last, Fauvism emerged. Stale traditions began to fade, and a new movement swept through the art world. In Fauvist painting, the most important thing isââ
Benjamin couldnât utter a word. But his wide eyes and raised eyebrows revealed his astonishment completely.
âNot to fear using vivid primary colors, and to express the artistâs individuality without restraint. At long last, a world made for oneself has arrived.â
â!â
Jacqueline pressed her red brush firmly against the ivory-colored wallpaper. Her strokes were swift and unhesitating.
Benjamin didnât even blink. He looked like an exquisitely crafted dollâif not for the slight trembling of his long eyelashes, one might truly mistake him for porcelain.
âWell, Benjamin? What does this painting look like to you?â
ââŚâ
The boy, still stunned, only snapped back to attention when he heard his name. He focused his mind, trying to answer his governessâs question.






