Chapter 12
He finally understood why this woman had been so bold the first time they met. If he had not pushed her away back then, things would have gone exactly as she wanted.
âNo.â Su Li finally reacted. âWhat are you talking about? When did I get pregnant?â
Mo Xingyuan leaned against the wall. âThen why do you want to have my child?â
âI said I want to.â Su Li quickly explained. âI just want to. It doesnât mean I must. If you donât agree, then I wonât.â
âI donât agree.â
Su Li was not surprised. She still explained, âIâm not pregnant. I didnât go that far with He Shuming.â
âThat has nothing to do with me.â Mo Xingyuan did not want to waste more words on her. âIf you want a child, tell me. I wonât stop you from having one with someone else. But if you donât divorce me and still get pregnant with another manâs child, I will kill you.â
His tone was light, but it reminded Su Li of the day he made a phone call and calmly said, âHandle it.â
Her body could not help but tremble.
âHow is that possible?â Su Li took a deep breath. âI wonât.â
Mo Xingyuan straightened up. His deep eyes looked like a bottomless and dangerous abyss. The way he stared at Su Li felt like invisible tentacles reaching out, ready to drag her down at any time.
âYou were the one who insisted on getting married. Youâre also the one who refuses to divorce. Unless I die, youâll just keep dragging this on.â
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Su Li had never liked drinking. Alcohol was bad for the body.
But sometimes, it really helped calm the heart.
âDo you truly like him, or are you just saying it?â
Lu Jing had just returned from a business trip. She did not even change her clothes before coming to the bar to find her.
This time was different from when Su Li discovered He Shumingâs cheating. Now there was a strange kind of sadness.
Su Li brushed her long hair over her chest and looked at Lu Jing. âActually, I know Mo Xingyuan.â
Lu Jing was surprised. âSince when?â
âA long time ago.â Su Li stared at her glass. âThe year my mom found out my dad was cheating, she couldnât take the shock. She drove to the bridge and wanted to commit suicide. I couldnât stop her. It was Mo Xingyuan who happened to pass by and pulled her back.â
âItâs a pity my mom didnât cherish that.â
Su Li lifted the corner of her lips, but her eyes were shining with tears.
Lu Jing moved closer and gently hugged her.
âIâm fine.â Su Li smiled and took a sip of wine, pressing her lips together. âMo Xingyuan saved my mom. He probably doesnât remember, but when you mentioned his name that day, I remembered everything.â
âBefore he left, I heard a woman in the car call his name. Thatâs how I knew who he was.â
Lu Jing had not known about this.
âSo thatâs why you married him.â
âMm.â
Su Li held her glass. âI really hope it was a misdiagnosis. If he isnât sick, maybe the woman he likes wouldnât have left him.â
Lu Jing did not know what to say about Mo Xingyuan anymore.
The two of them drank quietly. Even the noisy environment around them could not shake their heavy mood.
âDo you really want to have his child?â
Su Li smiled faintly. âHe doesnât need it.â
âWhat if he does?â
âIâll give birth.â
Lu Jing frowned at her.
Su Li poured herself more wine. âJingjing, when I hear him say the word âdie,â my heart feels very uncomfortable. I donât want him to die.â
Lu Jing understood.
No matter what, Mo Xingyuan had saved Su Liâs mother.
âEveryone has their own fate,â Lu Jing sighed. âThere are some things we donât have the power to change.â
Su Li knew that. She rested her head on the table, feeling low. âThatâs why I want to do something for him. But thereâs nothing I can do.â
Marrying him was only her one-sided wishâto have someone by his side in his final days.
But in truth, Mo Xingyuan did not need it at all.
Lu Jing understood. There was no solution to the situation.
She poured Su Li another drink and patted her back. âJust live your own life.â