Chapter 1
Deborah Seymour.
As the beloved only daughter of Duke Seymour, one of the most powerful figures on the continent, she was infamous for committing every imaginable act of cruelty under the protection of her illustrious family name. The moment Deborah—the woman branded as a villainess—entered the ballroom, the cheerful atmosphere froze into silence.
‘What on earth is that ridiculous makeup?’
‘It’s even worse than the rumors.’
Lady Deborah looked exactly like the witches that existed only in storybooks.
Her eyes were sharply lined with dramatic makeup that extended into wicked points. Her lips were blood-red, her skin deathly pale, and her long purple hair flowed freely without a single ornament. If the legendary witch who had once plunged the world into chaos truly existed, she would surely have looked just like this.
Her outfit was even more outrageous.
The ladies attending today’s spring party wore elegant pastel-colored dresses adorned with corsages in keeping with the season’s theme. Deborah, however, appeared in a dress of an audacious design, as though the party’s dress code meant absolutely nothing to her.
Several noblewomen couldn’t even decide where to begin criticizing her appearance. They hid their stiff expressions behind their fans and let out quiet sighs.
The most unbelievable part was that such a bizarre outfit suited Deborah perfectly.
Like a brilliantly colored poisonous mushroom, she possessed an eerie charm that captivated anyone who looked at her. It only made her resemble a witch all the more.
Then it happened.
Deborah unfolded a crimson fan and stopped directly in front of Baron Marco.
Smack!
Without warning, she lashed his right cheek with the fan.
The sharp crack echoed through the ballroom. The force of her merciless blow sent the baron’s wig flying from his head, where it landed pitifully on the floor.
“G-Gasp…”
“My goodness…”
The shocking sight made the more delicate ladies stagger.
Baron Marco, who had been struck out of nowhere, first stared at her in utter disbelief. Moments later, his face twisted with humiliation.
“L-Lady Deborah… Wh-What is the meaning of this…?”
“My hand slipped.”
She answered expressionlessly.
Then she casually raised her arm again and smacked his left cheek as if she were shooing away a fly.
“I must have twisted my wrist this time.”
The man’s goat-like mustache quivered furiously at her indifferent tone.
“W-Why would you commit such an outrageous act, Lady Deborah?”
At his question, the corner of her lips curled slightly.
“Your face is so greasy that my hand just kept slipping. Wipe it properly next time.”
Sneering, Deborah tossed him a handkerchief before turning away without a trace of hesitation.
The handkerchief landed neatly atop the pitiful wig lying on the floor.
A suffocating silence settled over the ballroom.
‘Good heavens…’
‘Who in the world invited that terrifying woman to this party?’
Everyone present was left stunned by the infamous young lady, yet no noble dared openly rebuke her. They merely whispered behind her back.
After all, she was the daughter of Duke Seymour, a man whose power was said to be great enough to make even birds fall from the sky. Fearing the consequences, no one could do anything but watch in silence, no matter what she did.
As if mocking the tense atmosphere, the orchestra began playing a waltz.
Having received no invitations to dance, Deborah walked toward the table lined with champagne glasses.
Then, like a common thug from the back alleys, she gulped the champagne down in great swallows.
After emptying three glasses in no time, she crossed her arms with an arrogant expression, radiating the unmistakable message that she had no intention of associating with any of the nobles present.
At last, Lady Ripplis, a woman renowned for her unwavering integrity, could bear it no longer.
Carefully organizing the advice she intended to give Deborah in her mind, she approached with measured, graceful steps.
“Lady Deborah. I have something important to discuss with you.”
Lady Ripplis elegantly opened her fan as she addressed her.
In response, Deborah coolly flicked open her own crimson fan.
Spread across it was the grotesque image of two snakes tearing into one another.
‘How revolting…!’
Lady Ripplis barely managed to swallow the scream rising to her throat.
Most ladies decorated their fans with flowers or birds.
Yet Deborah carried one painted with snakes.
Come to think of it, the Seymour family crest was a two-headed serpent.
Was this a warning not to overstep one’s place?
“Go ahead.”
Deborah’s voice was so cold it sent a chill through Lady Ripplis’s ears.
“L-Lady…”
Meeting Deborah’s blood-red eyes head-on made goosebumps spread across Lady Ripplis’s skin, and she unconsciously swallowed.
“L-Lady Deborah… Drinking too much isn’t good for you.”
“…”
“I-I only say this because I’m concerned for your health. You understand, don’t you? W-Well then… enjoy the rest of the evening.”
After ending the conversation in complete disarray, Lady Ripplis hurriedly retreated backward.
‘…What was that? She suddenly came over and nearly scared me to death.’
The instant Lady Ripplis disappeared into the crowd, Deborah finally released the sigh she had been holding back.
The hand gripping her fan was slick with cold sweat.
‘I got nervous for nothing.’
To suppress the tension still tightening her chest, Deborah downed another glass of champagne.
In truth, Deborah Seymour wasn’t actually bold at all, despite her notorious reputation.
More accurately…
Yoon Do-hee, the woman who had transmigrated into Deborah Seymour’s body, was timid.
‘Don’t shrink back. I’m not going to live like the nice, easy target I used to be.’
Deborah bit down firmly on her crimson lips.
‘There’s no reason to feel guilty. That baron deserved far worse.’
Baron Marco—the man she had struck with her fan—had not only carried on an affair with one of his maids but had even pushed his pregnant wife down a staircase, breaking her leg.
But the crowd, captivated only by Deborah’s terrifying appearance and outrageous behavior, had no interest whatsoever in the truth behind the incident.
‘Good. Everything’s going according to plan.’
Judging by the sideways glances and whispered gossip surrounding her, Deborah’s fearsome reputation had once again been perfectly preserved today.
‘I’ll keep living comfortably as the kingdom’s villainess.’
No one can ever find out that I’m actually a pushover.
As if reinforcing her resolve, she clenched her fist tightly.
I’m Going to Reveal My Cringe Past
You want to know just how much of a pushover I was?
“Do-hee, I need 100,000 won right now. My aunt suddenly passed away. She practically raised me when I was little… I’m devastated.”
“Oh no…”
Until the day I died, I genuinely pitied Han-jun, whose relatives seemed to pass away every single week.
I was so hopelessly infatuated with him that I fell for the same obvious lie over and over again.
“I’m really sorry, Do-hee. I’ll pay you back as soon as I have the money.”
After transferring 100,000 won to Kim Han-jun, I even sent him a message telling him to stay strong.
So what if my bank account is empty? I like him. I’ll just cut back on meals and coffee. Besides, I’ll get paid from my part-time job soon.
Convincing myself with that absurd logic, I hoisted my heavy, outdated laptop onto my shoulder and headed into the library beside the engineering building.
“Ugh… I’m so sleepy.”
Just looking at the mountain of assignments waiting for me made me tired before I even started.
I desperately wanted a sweet café latte, but I had no money.
That realization brought me back to reality.
After doing the math with a slightly clearer head, I realized that the money Han-jun had borrowed from me for all those “funeral donations” was approaching 500,000 won.
Couldn’t he pay me back just a little sooner?
But I felt guilty asking him for money while he was supposedly grieving one tragedy after another.
Instead, I chewed nervously on my fingernails and opened my laptop.
Everyone, please send me the materials you’ve organized by today.
Our group’s midterm presentation was coming up that week, so I left a message in the group chat.
The unread count kept dropping, yet no one replied for quite a while.
Sorry, Noona. I’ve come down with a bad cold.
I’ve got military reserve training today. Can I send it tomorrow? Sry.
Late replies were the best I could hope for.
Some people simply read my messages and ignored them completely.
Maybe I’d gotten used to it.
Even though no one was cooperative, I barely felt anything anymore.
Tuition is expensive anyway. I guess I’m just studying a little harder.
Once again, I convinced myself it wasn’t a big deal and continued preparing the presentation.
I worked late into the night until hunger finally drove me out of the library.
Dragging my exhausted body toward the convenience store, I suddenly stopped.
A familiar voice reached my ears through the acrid smell of cigarette smoke.
“Ah, damn it. They’re brand new. Watch where you’re stepping.”
Kim Han-jun.
The same man who was supposedly attending a funeral at that very moment.
Instead, he was standing there smoking and cursing.
The person with him was an older student from our project group—the one who’d claimed he had military reserve training today.
“Wait… aren’t those the limited-edition N-brand sneakers? How’d you get them? They sold out in like one second.”
“I bought them from a reseller. Cost me a fortune. So keep your damn feet away from them.”
“Those are crazy expensive on the resale market. Where’d you get that kind of money?”
“I found a sucker.”
Han-jun answered proudly.
My head rang.
Sucker.
Sucker.
Sucker.
The word echoed endlessly inside my mind.
“What kind of idiot would lend you money?”
“Yoon Do-hee.”
“Ohhh… Yoon Do-hee.”
The older student nodded as though everything suddenly made perfect sense.
Wow…
Just hearing my name was enough for him to understand.
Was I really that famous for being a doormat?
“It’s awesome having her in the same group. But seriously? She actually gives you money if you ask?”
“I kept making excuses about needing to attend funerals.”
“I just didn’t think she’d keep falling for it every single time.”
“Damn, Kim Han-jun. You’re a real piece of shit.”
“I’m not the bad guy. I was just a little nice to her, and that idiot Yoon Do-hee fell for it every time.”
I couldn’t listen anymore.
Like the fool I was, I couldn’t even confront him or demand my money back.
I simply ran away.
I should’ve at least stolen those sneakers and stomped all over them.
“Do-hee… I like you because you’re such a kind person.”
Han-jun’s sweet words echoed endlessly in my head.
Strangely, I couldn’t cry.
Instead, my chest burned as though someone had punched me in the stomach.
“Do-hee. Good timing. Wash the dishes.”
The moment I dragged my trembling legs home, my mother pointed straight at the sink piled high with dirty dishes.
My younger brother had been the one who ate dinner.
Yet somehow the dishes had naturally become my responsibility.
I’m hungry too…
As I searched the nearly empty refrigerator, I overheard my brother talking to Mom.
“Mom, can you get me a private tutor? All my friends are doing group tutoring or one-on-one lessons to prepare for college admissions. I’m the only one who’s just going to cram school.”
“Okay. I’ll look for one.”
There wasn’t even a hint of hesitation in my mother’s voice.
The milk carton slipped from my hand and hit the floor.
My stomach churned.
These were the same parents who had complained about how expensive even a few online lectures were whenever I wanted to study.
I’d always believed our family was desperately poor.
Dad was an incompetent office worker who’d remained a section chief forever, and there were three children to support.
But…
It wasn’t that we had no money.
They simply had no intention of investing it in me.
“Yoon Do-hee! Where are you going? Did you wash the dishes?”
Walking out of the house without saying a word was the greatest act of rebellion I could manage.
That somehow made it even more pathetic.
I should’ve shouted.
I should’ve asked why they always treated me differently.
Why did they think they could walk all over me just because I stayed quiet?
The sadness crashed over me a beat too late.
Standing alone by the roadside, I sniffled as my nose stung.
“Miss, I lost my bus card and need to get home. Could you lend me just 3,000 won? Please?”
I wiped at my damp eyes and let out a hollow laugh.
Even now, someone’s trying to take advantage of me.
I’d fallen for this same old woman at least three times before, handing over bus fare every single time.
I even walked her all the way to the bus stop.
Han-jun took funeral money from me every week.
This old lady took bus fare from me every week.
Damn.
Life must’ve been pretty good for both of them.
And I’m amazing too…
Amazing for only figuring it out after getting fooled so many times.
At this point, there was no denying it.
Even the homeless people on the street recognized me as an easy target.
Han-jun had been right.
I wasn’t kind.
I was stupid.
“Our Do-hee is so kind.”
“I like you because you’re so kind.”
I should have translated those words as:
“Do-hee is such an easy sucker. She makes my life so convenient.”
Why did I only realize something so important right before I died?
“Miss! I said give me 3,000 won!”
The homeless woman grabbed my arm angrily.
People say that if kindness continues for too long, others begin to think it’s their right.
Looking at the old woman acting as though I owed her money, my anger finally boiled over.
“I don’t have a single won! Let go of me!”
“Then 2,000 won! Just 1,000 won!“
While struggling with the old woman as she kept shoving me toward the road…
A speeding motorcycle slammed directly into me.
That was how I died.
Pointlessly.
And then…
I was reincarnated.
Into the body of the villainess in an R-rated reverse harem tragedy novel.