~CHAPTER 42~
Mayna stepped out of the office and leaned weakly against the wall.
It felt as if she had just escaped from drowning.
âPhewâŚâ
She tried taking deep breaths several times, but the tightness in her chest refused to ease.
As she began walking aimlessly, Mayna recalled what Banze had said earlier.
Her suggestion about arranging a meeting soon with the new Holy Knight â Prince Viterion.
That conversation hadnât been for Caliphâs ears alone.
Lately, Banzeâs greatest interest had clearly been promoting Viterion, and ever since their first meeting, she had been waiting eagerly for his message.
Even though it wasnât *âLetâs meet againâ* but rather *âGo visit the hospital,â* the moment she received his letter, Banze must have felt indescribable joy.
Outside the building, a carriage was waiting.
âPlease get in, Lady Winslet.â
The coachman, assigned by Banze, opened the door for her himself.
âThank you.â
Mayna bowed politely and climbed aboard, sinking into thought.
Caliph was still inside.
Burdened with misunderstandings that hadnât yet been resolved.
âThen weâll depart for Renox Castle, my lady.â
Mayna finally called out to the coachman.
âWait a moment. Iâll go together with Sir Renox.â
âAh, understood?â
âYes. It might take a while, so please rest somewhere nearby. Iâll call you again when he comes out.â
She simply couldnât leave.
She couldnât pretend not to notice while leaving the problem â the misunderstanding that only he could untangle â entirely in his hands.
The cold, detached gaze he had given her, far beyond the boundary of anger, still wouldnât fade from her mind.
Even though in just five days their relationship would end, she didnât want it to conclude like this.
From the window, she saw the coachman stretching after stepping down from the carriage.
Mayna leaned against the window frame and closed her eyes.
*âBut then, how did His Highness the Prince know I was in the hospital?â*
The question that had been pushed aside by thoughts of Caliph came back to her.
When a Holy Knight and a healing mage formed a one-on-one bond, they could sense each otherâs state.
Especially the healer â they could tell where the knight was, how badly he was hurt, and even what emotions he was feeling.
But as mentioned, that only happened between a knight and a healer who had formed a bond.
She wasnât a mage, and there was no way the two of them had such a connection.
âIs he really following me around or something?â
Mayna muttered to herself weakly.
* * *
When she opened her eyes again after dozing off, it was already early evening.
Outside the window, she could still see the Ocean Agency building, and the sky was beginning to turn pink.
âAh.â
Startled, Mayna lifted her head from where it had been resting, and immediately saw a large carriage standing across from hers.
*âThatâs Caliphâs carriage.â*
The same one they had ridden together in not long ago.
Noticing that she had woken up, Caliph jumped down from his carriage.
He had his navy jacket draped over one arm and wore only a white shirt.
With long strides, he approached and opened her carriage door.
ââŚSir Renox.â
Caliph didnât answer.
He simply looked at Mayna with a face full of weariness.
Holding onto the doorframe with one long arm, he stood at an angle, and Mayna quietly looked back at him.
That familiar refreshing scent lingered around him â one sheâd grown used to after living together so long.
Yet somehow, the expression he gave her felt strangely unfamiliar, almost like a strangerâs.
*âHe looks exhausted.â*
More so than she had ever seen before.
Last night⌠she didnât know exactly what had happened in Hiscarn, but if he came straight to meet Banze after hunting, he wouldnât have had any time to rest.
Indeed, Caliphâs complexion looked terrible.
His skin had lost its sheen, his cheeks were slightly hollow, and his eyes seemed empty.
*âIâm sure the conversation with the doctor mustâve been heavy too.â*
So he must have wanted to go home and rest right away.
But when he found out she had been waiting for him, he had waited there too â all while she slept.
Not knowing what to say first, Mayna hesitated.
Caliph spoke before she could.
âGet down.â
A short, firm command.
*âI have no intention of letting you ride Banzeâs carriage home. Get out right now and come with me.â*
After seven years as his aide, Mayna had developed a near-perfect ability to interpret Caliphâs unique tone.
She quietly nodded.
* * *
On the ride home together after so long, Mayna thought,
*âCan someone actually die from awkwardness?â*
Sheâd never heard of anyone dying from it before, but right now, she felt she might be the first.
With the air so heavy and tense, it truly felt like it could kill a person.
Each breath hitched painfully in her chest.
Meanwhile, Caliph sat frozen like a statue from the moment they departed.
His back straight, hands on his thighs, eyes fixed forward â the perfect image of discipline.
He didnât move at all except to blink, and Mayna kept glancing at him, wondering if heâd fallen asleep or fainted with his eyes open.
âWhat brought you to Hiscarn yesterday?â
Unable to bear the silence, she finally spoke.
âIâm investigating why the Gates are opening.â
To her surprise, Caliph replied in a calm, almost casual tone.
In the office earlier, his eyes had looked capable of killing someone, yet now he seemed like a completely different person â as if another soul had taken his place.
He continued in that same detached voice.
âI thought there might be a clue in the Gate of Hiscarn we sealed three years and two months ago. I got that idea from something you said.â
âMe?â
Mayna blinked, puzzled.
âYou said the monster you encountered claimed it hadnât eaten for three years and two months.â
âYes.â
âIâll have to look into it further, but it seems like a credible lead.â
âI seeâŚâ
Mayna nodded blankly.
âSo, did you find anything?â
âNo. Not yet.â
Caliph kept his eyes forward, speaking mechanically.
âIâll assemble a proper team and return there soon.â
âThere were only three of you yesterday, right?â
She recalled what he had told Banze.
He nodded.
âThat place is dangerous. You should have taken at least one healer with youâŚâ
She trailed off abruptly.
It wasnât her place to say that anymore.
*Idiot.*
The silence that followed felt heavier than before.
All her effort to keep the conversation alive had only made things worse, pressing down on her heart even harder.
It felt like she had reminded both of them out loud that their relationship was about to end.
She turned her gaze toward his side profile.
Thankfully â or perhaps not â his expression hadnât changed at all.
âYouâre not hurt, are you?â
At that, Caliph finally turned to look at her.
And in that instant, Mayna realized she shouldnât have asked that.
âWhat?â
His voice trembled with intense emotion.
He was no longer the composed man who had answered her calmly moments ago.
If in the office earlier heâd seemed to barely suppress his anger, now it was something deeper â something far beyond simple fury.
So many emotions flashed through his eyes so quickly that she could see every one of them.
All of it because of a single, simple question â *Are you hurt?*
âStop the carriage.â
Caliph gave the order to the coachman and stepped out even before it came to a full stop.






