Chapter : 09
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The door opened, and someone came in.
At the doorway stood a girl and a boy, about Lucasâs age or perhaps a little older.
They were chatting happily, but the moment they saw the four children inside the room, they flinched in shock.
âS-sorry, young master! We thought the room was emptyâŠ!â
âPlease forgive us!â
It was the kind of mistake anyone could make, but the two turned visibly pale, trembling uncontrollably.
âWere you planning to use this place as you pleased if I hadnât been here?â
A chilling voice, unlike anything heard before, echoed in the room.
As if his earlier smile had been a lie, Herwinâs face hardened into ice.
âHey, why are you getting mad? It couldâve just been an accident.â
Sensing something off, Lucas nudged Herwin.
âYeah, they just wonât do it again. You two should just go now.â
Henry also agreed, urging the frightened pair to leave.
The two quickly retreated, worried Lucas and Henry might change their minds.
Lucas looked toward the closed door, then cast a sidelong glance at Herwin, who still seemed displeased.
âWhyâd you suddenly act like that? You didnât have to be so sensitive.â
ââŠâ
âBrother doesnât like those guys. Whenever he sees them, his brows go like this.â
Instead of Herwin, Henry answered, scrunching up his little face to mimic him.
âDid something happen between you and them?â
ââŠNo, nothing.â
Herwin mumbled evasively, avoiding the question. Then, as if nothing had happened, he went back to joking around with Lucas and Henry.
The once quiet room was quickly filled with laughter.
Hahahaâ
Among the smiling children, only Lucia didnât laugh. She silently watched the others tangled up in play, her eyes lingering on Herwin for a long while.
âLook, sis! Look at this!â
âClover, huh.â
âThey say if you do this and this, you can make it into a ring! Iâll make one for you!â
âIâll be looking forward to it.â
When Lucia gave him a bright smile, Henry perked up and began working hard with his tiny hands to fashion a ring.
They were on a small hill behind the ducal residence.
The four of them had heard the story about four-leaf clovers bringing good luck and were desperately searching for one.
âWow, itâs really hard to find.â
âRight? Thereâs so many clovers, but not a single one with four leaves.â
âThatâs why itâs luck, isnât it? Luck doesnât just come to anyone.â
âReally? Well, Iâll definitely find one.â
With burning determination, Lucas widened his eyes and searched even harder.
Tugâ
Just then, someone pulled at his clothes. Lucas looked over to see Henry fidgeting nervously.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âHenry⊠Henry needs to go peeâŠâ
âHuh?â
âSis, can you go to the bathroom with me?â
Luciaâs eyes trembled like a quaking aspen.
âO-OppaâŠâ
âWhat?â
Lucia sent an SOS.
âHenry says he wants to go to the bathroom.â
ââŠWhy are you telling me that?â
âBecause he asked me to go with himâŠâ
âReally? Then I guess thereâs no choice.â
Lucas stood and walked over to Henry.
Henry didnât like Lucas, who always teased him.
Clinging tightly to Lucia, Henry glared at Lucas, who only snorted. He then scooped up the little boy.
âWaaah! Put me down!â
âIf you need the bathroom, ask me or your brother, not Lucia.â
âI donât want you! Go away!â
âToo bad. Letâs go over thereââ
âUwaaah! I said over there!â
Apparently hating the idea, Henry burst into tears. His wails grew so loud that Herwin turned his head.
âWant me to go instead?â
âNo, itâs fine. Henry, stop cryingâahh!â
Lucas, who had been trying to soothe him, suddenly screamed.
âAhh! Why are you peeing here?!â
Along with a faint smell, Lucasâs clothes began to soak through.
Henry, relieved of his tension mid-cry, had an accident.
This time he bawled even harder, either from shame or sheer misery.
âSorry, oppa, I shouldâve just gone with himâŠâ
âNo, itâs fine. I didnât think heâd take revenge like this thoughâŠâ
Lucas gave a hollow laugh, patting Henryâs back.
âIâll take Henry back to the manor to change. You two stay here.â
âAre you sure youâll be okay alone? I canââ
âI said itâs fine. This is nothing.â
When Herwin moved to follow, Lucas waved him off and left with Henry in his arms.
Though Henry called out for Lucia and Herwin, his voice faded into the distance.
That left only Lucia and Herwin. Being alone together felt awkward, so they avoided each otherâs gaze.
âShall we hurry and look for the four-leaf clover?â
âHm? Oh, yeah, letâs do that.â
At Luciaâs suggestion, they bent down and resumed searching.
ââŠHey, Herwin.â
Amid the awkward silence, Lucia finally called out.
âYeah?â
âI want to ask you something.â
âWhat is it?â
âYesterday, when those older kids came into the room by mistake⊠why did you get so mad?â
Herwin froze.
âWhy do you want to know?â
âWell⊠because you donât seem like someone whoâd get angry for no reason.â
Herwin slowly raised his head.
ââŠYouâve only known me for a week.â
âBut we lived together for about a year and a half before, remember?â
âThat was two years ago. Honestly, I donât remember much from back then. Do you really remember everything we did together?â
âI donât remember everything either⊠but I know youâre not that kind of person.â
Herwinâs face twisted. He couldnât understand what Lucia was saying.
On what basis was she so sure?
It was nice to be seen kindly, but that didnât mean he was willing to spill the secrets he wanted to bury forever.
Unforgettable memories flashed in his mind.
Days when he was younger than Henry, mocked and ridiculed endlessly by the retainersâ children.
No matter how much time passed, those wounds would never fade.
Recalling them, his face hardened.
âI donât want to talk about it.â
ââŠIâm not the type to go blabbing to others.â
âI said I donât want to! And why should I tell you something like that anyway?â
Herwinâs tone grew sharp, edged with rising irritation.
âBecause⊠Iâm your friend.â
âFriend? Maybe we were close as kids, but not now. I donât think weâre at the point where we can bare our hearts to each other.â
Herwinâs icy eyes bore into her, radiating rejection and caution.
Lucia suddenly felt stung.
âHe used to always listen to everything I saidâŠâ
She couldnât be sure since it had been so long, but instinct told her it was true.
The Herwin before her felt so different from the Herwin she remembered.
That hurt and angered her, and her lips jutted out in a pout.
âWhere are you going?â
Without answering, Lucia stood up and stomped off into the woods.
âHey! Donât go in too deep!â
âWhat do you care! Iâll do what I want!â
Herwin frozeâthis was the first time heâd ever heard her yell like that.
But his shock quickly turned into irritation.
âFine, do whatever you want!â
From within the trees came her shrill voice:
âHerwin, youâre an idiot!â
âWhat? Idiot? If Iâm an idiot, youâre a fool!â
âUgh! Fine, Iâm a fool, so donât follow me!â
âHmph! Whoâd want to follow you anyway!â
After a few huffy breaths, Herwin looked back toward the spot where sheâd beenâonly to see she had completely vanished into the forest.
âWhyâs she mad now.â
She was the one who provoked him, yet she stormed off. It was ridiculous.
Grumbling, Herwin muttered complaints about how he had misjudged her.
But after a few minutes of sulking, his eyes drifted to the forest where sheâd gone.
âNever go into the forest alone. There arenât monsters, but there are wild animalsâitâs dangerous. Thatâs why you mustnât enter without an adult.â
Hyleâs warning resurfaced in his mind.
âShe wouldnât go deep if she isnât a fool.â
He convinced himself she wouldnât have gone far, and irritably yanked at more clovers.
ââŠ.â
After venting his frustration on the clovers, Herwin suddenly stopped, glancing once more toward the forest.
ââŠDamn it, sheâs really making me worry.â
He couldnât get Lucia out of his head.
If only heâd handled things more gently, she wouldnât have gotten upset or run into the forest.
Normally, he wouldnât care what others did. But when it came to her, he couldnât just let it go.
âMaybe itâs because we used to live togetherâŠâ
Was some forgotten memory holding him back?
He pictured her bright, sun-like smile turning into a tear-streaked face, and his chest ached.
âAh, damn it!â
Overwhelmed, he tore out another handful of grass.
But just as he was about to toss it aside, he frozeâthere, nestled between his fingers, was a large clover.
ââŠHuh? A four-leaf clover.â
By pure chance, heâd pulled out a perfect one. Its broad leaves were flawless, unmarred.
âWow! It really is a four-leaf clover!â
Herwin leapt to his feet in excitement.
But his joy quickly faded as he noticed the silence around him.
If Lucia were here, she wouldâve rejoiced as though it were her own discovery.
His lips curved downward, and his thrill ebbed away.
Looking at the clover in his hand, he gently closed his fist so as not to damage it.
ââŠGuess Iâll have to go find her.â
If he gave this to her, it would surely cheer her up.
It was rare and precious, but if it could make her smile again, it was worth it.
âWow, is this really for me?â
He pictured her delighted face, and despite grumbling aloud, a faint smile returned to his lips.
Caught up in the thought of reconciling, he even found himself humming as he stepped into the woods after her.
âIdiot, stupid dog, jellyfish, squidâŠ!â
Inside the forest, Lucia muttered every mean word she knew.
She stomped her feet furiously.
Thud, thudâ
âHerwin is a dumb idiot!â
He couldâve just said he didnât want to talk, but did he really have to lash out like that?
Sniff.
She tried to hold it in, but tears and snot betrayed her, welling up and spilling out.
She didnât want to cry. Crying over this would feel like losing to him.
Quickly, she wiped her sleeve across her damp eyes. But no matter how she resisted, the tears kept falling.
âHic⊠Herwin is such an idiotâŠâ
What hurt more than his anger was the fact that he didnât consider her his friend.
Had he hung out with Lucas more because he didnât see her that way?
The thought made her chest ache.
âFine! I donât need a friend like Herwin either!â
Even declaring she hated him didnât ease the knot in her heart.
The more she thought about him, the more sadness overwhelmed her.
âHic, snff, uuhhâŠâ
At last, unable to hold back, she cried out loudly.
Waaahâ
Her small sobs echoed through the forest like a lonely refrain.






