Chapter 13
āThe Heroine Who Wasnāt Chosen, the Letter That Never Reachedā
Morning at the academy.
In the slightly restless air, Filia Estrella quietly climbed the stairs of the old library tower.
It was a tower that was now rarely used, a place where old books slumbered.
But she liked the stillness there.
(ā¦I hadnāt even meant to come here today.)
In her hand was a single sheet of stationery.
It was the letter she had writtenāafter tearing up draft after draftāto that person.
Dear Professor Cross,
When I first attended your class, I was simply astonished.
The way you taught, your words, the way you read magic circlesā
Everything was completely different from the āmagic artsā I knew,
and yet, strangely enough, it all stayed with meā¦
I found myself wanting to know more.
āWhat kind of world did this person come from?ā
ā¦But Iām weak.
Even though I wanted to stay by your side,
just one word from someone else was enough to make me give up.
That day, the prince said to me:
āIāll teach you myself. Donāt go near that man again.ā
I knew it wasnāt an order.
But I obeyed anyway. Because Iā¦
Because I like Lord Leon.
Thatās why I canāt return to that place.
I no longer think I have the right to take your classes.
But thereās one thing I absolutely had to tell you.
Professor.
I truly respect your classes from the bottom of my heart.
You were more of a teacher than anyone, and more human than anyone.
Please, stay safe.
From your student
Closing the stationery, she let out a small sigh.
(ā¦I canāt send it after all.)
No matter how many times she reread it, the words seemed to tremble.
Then she slipped the letter between the pages of a book and returned it to the back of the shelf.
(This feeling⦠Iāll keep it to myself alone.)
āāā
That night.
Filia lay in her dorm room with the lights off, stretched out on her bed.
In her eyes floated the image of a classroom from long agoāof that āstrange teacherā who handed out candies while speaking in a Kansai accent, laughing.
(Even now, I still dream of it sometimes. Of you⦠teaching me something in my dreams.)
(But I⦠I couldnāt become the heroine.)
āāā
Meanwhile.
Lutia was practicing magic circles late into the evening with Kai at the academy training grounds.
āā¦Impressive. There arenāt many students who can grasp the coordinates this well.ā
āOf course. Who do you think I am?ā
āHah, says the one who not long ago went on about āthis is only for nobles to studyāā¦ā
āShut up!ā
Her smile looked somehow relieved.
In her heart, ātrustā had already taken firmer root than ādoubt.ā
āāā
And then, deep into the nightā
A message arrived at the academy.
It was an official notice from the Ministry of Magic:
āTo Mr. Cross Kai:
By order of His Majesty the King, you are summoned to the royal capital,
where a judgment will be passed on your very existence.ā
āIt was a dangerous summons, one that would force him to choose between two extremes:
exile from the country, or being confined as a magical resource of the kingdom.
Upon learning this, Lutia clenched her fist in the darkened school building.
(Once again, someoneās trying to ādecide everythingā for him.)
(But⦠youāre the only teacher I have.)
And without anyone knowingā
that single sheet of stationery tucked away in a corner of the old library tower
remained there, quietly asleep, unseen by anyone.