~Chapter 13~
They should just run away together!
Princess Ostein, looking haggard, gathered every last ounce of strength left in her body and shouted in furyâher voice trembling with indignation.
It almost seemed as if she believed, with unwavering conviction, that they absolutely must do so. Yet, the frail princessâwho looked as though she might collapse at any momentâheld very little authority within the Kraniya Empire.
But to Pheon, her words were absoluteâthough even she herself would likely never believe it.
It was laughable and pathetic how, after having delivered upon him such a miserable and humiliating death, he now clung so desperately to Caella, who no longer had any connection to him at all. He knew Caella would find him repulsive.
Yet Pheon, who had always been tormented by the golden chains of duty and responsibility, dared not disobey her. Regardless of whether she reacted differently now compared to before her regression, he had to at least attempt exactly as she had commanded.
Perhaps it was penance from a foolâor perhaps simply Pheonâs own stubbornness.
âItâs been hard to meet lately.â
Immediately upon leaving the Ostein townhouse, he went straight to meet Beatrice Lavalle.
Ever since his half-hearted, ringless, passionless proposalâutterly devoid even of the word âmarriageââshe had been avoiding him with one excuse after another. Naturally soâafter all, she had no intention of marrying him, just as her mother, Duchess Monde, wished.
But Pheon had already stationed a loyal watcher over her, so it was easy enough to appear suddenly before Beatrice when she was alone.
âPheon.â
Beatrice was utterly flustered. He rarely entered high society even while in Krain, and he had always been considerate enough to avoid meeting herâso why had he come looking for her again?
She hastily glanced around, worried someone might be watching. But Pheon calmly looked only at Beatrice.
Beatrice rushed forward and immediately embraced him.
âHow did you get here? Someone might see usâŚâ
âItâs fine. Thereâs no one around.â
She looked up at him. With those deer-like eyes and that tender gaze alone, Beatrice had long known how to steal hearts and command attention. Pheon, however, looked down at her lovely pink eyes without a trace of emotion.
There had been times when those eyes had comforted him. Times when he had dreamed of marrying her. At twelveâor was it thirteen?âit had been the fleeting first love of an innocent boy.
Now, for Pheonâwho was living his twenty-eighth year for the second timeâthose eyes had long faded, their luster worn thin by time. Having seen the revolting truth hidden behind them, and having broken free from the golden chains, all that remained was the bitter realization that even his memories had deceived him.
ââŚI heard the news. His Imperial Majesty the Emperor has arranged for you and that CaellaâŚâ
Beatriceâs voice faltered, and tears welled in her eyes.
Pheon knew she could shed tears at will whenever she wished. At the same time, he caught the old contempt buried in her words âthat Caella.â Beatrice looked down on Caella.
âWhat do you want to do?â
Therefore, her tears werenât worth responding toânot that he had the energy to bother. Pheon was just as indifferentâalmost cruelly soâto those he deemed worthless, just as he had been with Caella in Lusenford.
âWhat do you mean, âwhat do I want to doâ? How can you even ask such a thing, Pheon? Of course I want to stay with youâbut how could I possibly defy the Imperial Edict?â
Knowing she held no power, Beatrice let her tears fall helplessly, gripping his hand with desperate urgency.
Through her tears and her grasp, the black golden chains seeped into him again. Every such sentence was a spell in itself. Each added word endlessly reinforced the binding enchantmentâcrafted precisely to make Pheon obey her words unquestioningly.
âPheon⌠will you⌠will you forget me? No. Iâm all alone here. You know that. I have no one but you.â
Suppressing the involuntary urge to flinch at those curse-like phrases, Pheon asked exactly as Caella had once cried out:
âShall we run away?â
He spoke words he would never have utteredâyet he spoke them. Beatrice turned deathly pale.
âThat⌠how⌠thatâs impossible, Pheon. Come to your senses.â
If she were truly going to pretend to be a love-struck maiden, she should have at least played along properly. Even Beatriceâwho could calculate exactly how many tears to shedâwas utterly stunned and unable to perform convincingly in that moment.
âThe Imperial Edictâitâs the Imperial Edict!â
The Imperial Edictâthe very word implanted deep within him to ensure his obedience. So why was Pheon suddenly acting this way?
âThen youâre fine with me marrying another woman, I suppose.â
His tone was calm. Everything aligned exactly as heâd foreseen, so he wasnât even surprised.
But his voice was naturally very deep, and even when he spoke plainly, listeners always flinched in fear. Beatrice anxiously scrutinized his inscrutable face.
âHow could I possibly be fine with that? Iâve only ever looked to you! How can you say something like that, PheonâŚ?â
Leaving her weeping into his chest, shoulders shaking, Pheon couldnât shake the feeling of annoyance.
He was annoyedâand disgusted. Because of these golden chains disguised as pitiful tears, he kept learning anew just how foolish he had been.
âRunning away⌠how could we possibly run? His Imperial Majesty wonât leave us alone. Itâs not that Iâm okay with you marrying someone elseâitâs just⌠my heart feels like itâs being torn apart.â
She had once muttered to herselfâbitterly thinking Pheon was a fool who understood nothingâwhile standing before her dead husbandâs corpse. Recalling those words, Pheon simply waited for her to finish on her own.
Though Beatrice spoke many words, none truly reached his ears. Now, all the spells sheâd carefully woven were nothing but empty, meaningless prattle to him.
âI understand.â
Pheon gave a vague nod.
âYou understand what I mean, right, Pheon?â
âYes.â
âDonât you dare forget me. Promise me youâll love only me.â
He gave no answer to the woman who would surely have mocked him for looking at Caella instead of her on their wedding day.
Another day had passed in Krain, and darkness was falling once more.
Beatrice cast spell after spell upon him, repeating again and again that he must never abandon her, before parting with an air of helpless resignation. The two lovers, feigning affection while concealing their true intentions, were each dreadfully busy.
*
âCome here.â
The Emperor, who had summoned Pheon briefly, beckoned to him.
âCome closer. It must be overwhelmingâbeing told to marry so suddenly.â
Ever since the Empress collapsed, the Emperor had treated Pheon with unusual warmth. Having once been thoroughly broken by the Emperorâs own hand, Pheon knew all too well that this kindness could turn to cruelty in an instantâso he attached no special meaning to it.
Yet the nobles, excluding him, were astonished. The Emperor had never shown such tenderness toward the Empressâs illegitimate childâwhom heâd always banished to the front lines.
To the Emperor, Pheon was pure humiliationâthe Empressâs only child, and worse, a robust son at that.
Among all the Emperorâs bastards, none matched Pheon in talent, versatility, and noble bearing. Rumors persisted endlessly about the mystery man the Empress had lovedâsurely he must have been incredibly handsome.
âItâs just⌠I feel uneasy about marrying while Your Imperial Majesty is worried for Her Imperial Majesty the Empress.â
Was there any way at all to undo this? Though countless lives depended on his shouldersâlives that would vanish meaninglessly if this marriage were canceledâPheon refused to give up and kept probing for possibilities.
âYes, yes. I understand your feelings. But the Empressâs collapse has jolted me wide awake. You must settle down and become a proper head of household.â
The Emperor nodded and gestured to the chief steward standing nearby. The steward approached respectfully and presented a velvet box to Pheon.
Pheon took it without hesitation. Even if it contained a poisoned dagger or some deadly toxin, he wouldnât have been surprised.
âOpen it.â
But inside the box was not a bladeâonly jewels. A stunning bracelet of citrine and diamond, intricately woven to sparkle brilliantly, and a rather large diamond ring.
âOne of the Empressâs jewels. Still, itâs a marriageâsurely you ought to have an engagement ring to propose with.â
ââŚThank you for your thoughtful consideration, Your Majesty.â
âThe ring should be provided by the man.â
He had once given Caella a ring as wellâbut heâd been so careless he couldnât even recall its design or how heâd obtained it. All he remembered was that Caella had always worn it with great care.
He remembered once, from afar, watching her cry while searching desperately after losing it. In Lusenford, rumors spread that the Grand Duchess had enchanted the wedding ring to communicate with the Emperorâs side.
âIt must have been Beatriceâs doing. That brief disappearance of the ring back then must have been deliberate.â
Amidst the Lusenford noblesâ hostility toward the foreign Grand Duchess and the Emperorâs spies, Lusenford had spiraled into extremes. Whom could he blame? In the end, it was his own fault as Duke.
âItâs an honor, Your Majesty.â
Though he felt no real honor, he had become adept at uttering hollow courtesies. Offering the usual polished phrases nobles employed, the Emperor now regarded him almost as a beloved son. A bitter smile tugged at Pheonâs lips.
*
What to do about this marriage? He had returned, done his utmost to prevent death, and his mother, the Empress, had quietly collapsed.
Much had changedâyet the marriage remained fixed, absurdly so. But in truth, Pheon couldnât possibly reject this marriage according to his current plans. Even at todayâs luncheon, Duke Ostein had tightly grasped Pheonâs hand.
âTake good care of my daughter.â
Adeo knew well that Pheon was currently the best possible match for Caella.
But Pheon himself knew clearly that he was the absolute worst. Hadnât Caella herself raged at him? Each time he faced her, Pheon keenly felt just how pitiful and powerless he was before her.
It was even more pathetic that, no matter how much he thought it over, the only conclusion he could reach was that he had to marry her to protect her.
âYour Highness, Lady Lavalle has entered the Soleil Palace again today.â
Sir Renard, approaching quietly, reported Lady Lavalleâs increasingly suspicious activities, casting a cautious glance at Pheon.
From the very first report until now, Beatrice had visited the Soleil Palaceâthe Emperorâs private chambersâevery single day, secretly and without fail.
It was shocking news: the belle of high society, not yet married, regularly slipping into the Emperorâs palace unnoticed by others. Pheon, who had precisely pinpointed this crucial detail that no one else knew, merely smiled in response.
âShe must be busy.â
Sir Renard sensed that his resolute lord had changed greatly lately. Pheon issued orders with unclear purposes, and each time Sir Renard carried them out, he uncovered new truths that left him deeply shaken.
âWhat should we do?â
âKeep watching.â
âYes, Your Highness.â
Night had fallen over Krain, and unknowingly, Pheon found himself lingering near the Ostein townhouse. While Caella was ill, he had frantically tried to stop this marriageâbut the diplomatic situation involving Kerujan had become crystal clear.
The entire Empire agreed: the Ostein Duchy could not be handed over to Kerujan. Therefore, the Ostein heir had to be wed to Lusenford.
âThe Emperor is already arranging Princess Osteinâs marriage entirely to his own liking.â
Even if Pheon overturned this marriage, Caella still wouldnât get the marriage she wanted. In the worst case, Adeo might die againâwhich was precisely why Adeo had entrusted his daughter to him.
With no time to gather strength, Pheon was nearly helpless. This time, the political landscapeâunknown to him before his regressionâwas now glaringly obvious, reading easily and troubling him deeply.
It was then that Pheon, walking through the darkness, caught sight of someone slipping quietly out of the Ostein townhouse.
*
Objectively, Caella was in no condition to run away just yet.
Her fever hadnât fully subsided, and the household anxiously fretted over whether her illness might worsen. Caella had always been prone to frequent minor ailments since childhood.
âBut itâs death either way, isnât it?â
That was right. Sheâd die if she stayed sick, die if she defied the marriage and the Emperor subjected her to something worse than death, and die even if she obediently went to Lusenford.
After all, she was merely a cunning spy of the Emperor, pretending to be meek and obedient! The people of Lusenford had already decided she was the woman who would bring miseryânot happinessâto their Duke.
Ha ha ha haâa clear laugh burst out. Though it was followed immediately by painful coughing, Caella was no longer in her right mind.
It would be far better for her dear fatherâwho she was already grateful just to have survivedâto have a troublesome daughter causing him grief than to burden him further, especially when he was already so tense every time she entered the Imperial Palace.
The seemingly harmonious Ostein household was, in truth, each carrying their own heavy burdens.
âI never thought Iâd actually go through with it.â
Caella looked back at the receding Ostein townhouse. During her time as Grand Duchess of Lusenford, everywhere had been dreadfully quiet, and winter had seemed endless.
In her utter isolation, sheâd developed a habit of bitterly replaying the past, and her thoughts sometimes drifted meaninglesslyâturning vague regrets like âI should have done that thenâ into concrete plans.
In the bone-chilling cold and loneliness, Caella had vividly imagined running away before her wedding. Sheâd rehearsed it so many times she could execute it instantly now.
She stole a maidâs clothes, smeared soot on her face, and wrapped her platinum hair in a headscarf. Sheâd learned harshly in Lusenford how cruel the world truly was. Even if she fell into ruin, anything would be less miserable than Lusenford.
âIf they catch me, Iâll die.â
Or theyâd drag her back to Lusenford. Either way, death awaited.
A painful death, a less painful deathâeither way, a horrible death. Ha ha ha. Caella laughed silently. Then, until the very end, she would do exactly as she pleased and die as cleanly and quietly as possible.
To the warm south. Unlike Lusenfordâwith its unnervingly silent, deadly snowâshe would go to the lively, warmly vibrant south. Ever since Lusenford, Caella had always wished to die in the warm south.
âIs the Jutilang household gate closed already?â
âI heard theyâve been closing early lately.â
Sharing a smelly hired carriage with strangers was no trouble at all.
The northern tower where sheâd last lain was far filthier. After taking the carriage and disembarking in the residential district where commoners lived, Caella resolved to walk a very long distance. She well knew that elopement wasnât something done elegantly on horseback with guards in tow.
Once sheâd walked far enough, all that remained was to pass the city guards at Krainâs gate. As she carefully stepped forward, anticipating the heightened security due to the Empressâs recent condition, a voice stopped her.
âItâs dangerous to go any farther.â
The voice, unable even to properly address her as âPrincess,â seized her abruptly.