20. I Miss You
Rileyâs mind raced.
Who was this woman? With a fairly high degree of certainty, she concluded that the stranger was probably someone entangled in Gibnenâs complicated romantic history. Riley was well aware of the countless rumors surrounding him, so the situation itself wasnât all that shocking.
âWhat do you think this place is, barging in like that? Have you completely lost your fear?â
On top of that, the woman had a sharp tongue. Her rough speech didnât suit her beautiful appearance at allâit was the kind of language one might hear over beer at a pub. It rubbed Riley the wrong way.
Whoever she was, Riley had no reason to tolerate a nameless woman causing a scene here.
âI donât know who you are, but I have no reason to leave. Please stop.â
âŚBesides, I have nowhere to go.
She deliberately swallowed the rest of her words.
The woman narrowed her eyes.
âYouâre saying youâre staying here?â
âYes.â
âYouâll regret it. Your life will go straight to hell.â
ââŚâŚAnd who are you, to be so rude?â
Just as the woman was about to introduce herself, the door opened and someone entered the mansion. The servants moved in perfect unison, lining up neatly to welcome the master of the house.
âWelcome back, Master.â
The timing couldnât have been more dramatic.
âI wondered what all the commotion was.â
He stiffened when he saw the woman standing with Riley.
âWhy are you here?â
âWhy else? I had documents that needed your approval, but the so-called Master of the Mage Tower decided to go gallivanting around on romantic escapades and disappear for four days. What choice did I have but to come here myself?â
What was this vicious exchange? It didnât sound like lovers arguing. If anything, the womanâwhom Riley had suspected might be romantically involved with Gibnenâlooked like she utterly despised him. Gibnen, for his part, clearly felt the same.
Now that she looked closer, the two of them⌠both had silver hair and ash-gray eyes. They looked strangely alike.
Donât tell meâ
âBy the way, youâve done something awfully interesting this time. Setting up house before youâre even married? That doesnât sound like you, Brother. You mustâve been in quite a hurryâŚâ
âStop meddling in my marriage and worry about your own future.â
âAnd who are you to lecture me? Youâre the biggest contributor to our familyâs endless scandals.â
âEighty percent of those are rumors.â
âSo twenty percent are true, then. And this time itâs legendary. Stealing a woman who already had a partner? A woman who was even discussing marriage with the owner of a rival company?â
At that, Gibnen burst into laughter and leaned against the wall.
âIf I want something, I take it.â
âYouâre shameless.â
âNews to you?â
âI donât care who you date, but couldnât you at least do it quietly?â
âIâm not the loud one. People make it loud. I want peace more than anyone.â
âThen what was that stunt at the reception?â
At that moment, Riley was certain.
This wasnât a conversation between lovers. The razor-sharp back-and-forth felt more like a duel of swords and shields. Yesâthis was clearly a sibling quarrel.
âA romantic elopement with your lover? Marching straight through the central hall in front of everyone and heading to a hotel? Thatâs just attention-seeking, isnât it?â
Livneâs words made Riley feel a stab of guilt. Ah, well, it wasnât actually planned elopementâthere had been unavoidable circumstancesâbut no explanation would convince her.
They say siblings often donât get along. That seemed to be true here. To be honest, these two looked even worse than Claire and Riley, in a different way.
Neither side ever backed down. The elegance with which they exchanged such vicious words was almost suffocating.
âUmâŚâ
Riley carefully inserted herself between them. Only then did the bickering siblings fall silent.
Gibnen rubbed his tired face and introduced her.
âThis is Livne Riansterâmy twin sister.â
âLeave out the âsister,â will you?â
âA sister is a sister. Should I call you my older sister instead?â
Ignoring him, Livne extended her hand to Riley.
âLivne Rianster.â
Flustered, Riley clasped her hand tightly.
âIâIâm Riley Eardalin.â
âYes, nice to meet you. Actually, not nice at all. Leave this place. Donât stay and regret it later.â
Riley was certain nowâLivne didnât like her.
That was only natural. The gap between their families was vast, and from Livneâs perspective, this marriage was something Gibnen had pushed through unilaterally. Add the recent scandal on top of that⌠there was no way Riley could leave a good impression.
But contrary to her expectations, Livne gave a completely different reason.
âGet away from that bastard while youâre still sane. Donât let him ruin your life.â
ââŚExcuse me?â
âThat guyâhe looks normal on the outside, but heâs not. Heâs seriously insane. I swear, Iâve never met anyone crazier in my life. Maybe itâs because he was praised as a âgeniusâ from childhood, but thereâs something fundamentally wrong with him. I just donât get it. Whatâs so good about him? And people say heâs popular? Thatâs because they donât know him. Sure, our familyâs respectable, but he isnât. Any woman who dates him is the most pitiful person in the world.â
She unleashed this tirade without batting an eyeâright in front of the man himself.
What was even more astonishing was how calm Gibnen looked, as if he were used to this. To him, this seemed utterly routine.
âIâm telling you because you donât know any better.â
âYouâre meddling.â
Gibnen scoffed.
âIf youâre done talking, then youâre done here, right?â
âDone? Hardly.â
She flung a stack of documents at him. Instead of falling, the papers floated in the air around his face.
âItâs a report on expanding academy departments and constructing a new building, so read it carefully, Tower Master. Hm? I donât care about your dating life or marriage, but at least do your job properly.â
âYou were the one who told me to leave academy matters entirely to you.â
âAnd what was I supposed to do when those damned old men insisted on your approval? Iâm a student there right now, you know. Iâm busy with my own studies. Why do I have to deal with this just because Iâm your sibling? Isnât it because you keep running off everywhere?â
âIf you canât even secure the councilâs support, the academyâs future is bleak. If the positionâs too much for you, say the word. There are plenty of candidates who could replace you.â
ââŚYou bastard.â
âAgain, news to you?â
âUghhh!â
Trembling with rage, Livne turned sharply and blasted the door apart with magic as she left.
The massive iron door vanished without a trace. As a gaping hole opened in the mansion, Gibnen clicked his tongue and used magic to clean up the debris.
âAt this rate, I should really start charging her for doors. The repair costs will bankrupt me.â
What kind of terrifying siblings were these�
After temporarily sealing the doorway, Gibnen finally turned to Riley, who stood frozen stiff.
âAre you okay? You look pale.â
âŚYou just watched someone blow a door into nothingness. Who wouldnât be terrified?
âShe has a foul mouth, but sheâs not a bad person. Donât worry.â
She destroyed a door in one moveâŚ
Riley could only blink wordlessly.
There was an unexpected obstacle to her marriage with Gibnen Rianster.
A terrifying future sister-in-law.
ââŚIf I fall out of favor, will I end up like that too?â
If the sister was that extreme, then what about the father-in-law? The rest of the family?
A chill ran down Rileyâs spine.
âŚThis marriage will be okay, right?
After her harrowing encounter with her future sister-in-law, Rileyâs daily life proceeded fairly smoothly.
Perhaps because Livne had a history of smashing doors and storming off, she didnât show her face again.
By the fifth day, Riley finally managed to ease her fear that Livne might return to scold her about the marriage.
Once Gibnen returned to work, he became genuinely busy.
Extremely busy.
Even so, he sent messenger birds whenever he found time, updating her on his days. Sometimes he joked about quitting his position as Tower Master and moving to the countryside to farm. Other times, heâd go out for business meetings and come back with giftsâclothes, dresses, shoes, delicious desserts.
She could eat whatever she wanted and do whatever she liked. Still, the servants felt sorry that she stayed cooped up inside the mansion.
And Riley herself was beginning to feel the limits of an indoor life.
âHow can life be this boring?â
Compared to the days when sheâd been confined indoors with even her outings restricted, this was a privileged complaint.
Time passed painfully slowly when she did nothing but eat and rest. Each day felt endless.
The past month had been filled with etiquette lessons, leaving her no time to be bored. Now, even with the private tutor Gibnen had hired, she only had lessons three times a week, each lasting no more than three hours.
Apparently, private tutors here had legally regulated working hours.
So aside from those three weekly hours, all she did was eat, sleep, relieve herself, and occasionally read books. Boredom was inevitable.
At least the servants were kind and willing to keep her company.
âDoesnât it feel stifling?â Rachel asked.
ââŚA little, honestly.â
âIf only you could go out, but there are too many people watching our master. Especially with the scandalâitâs still noisy. Even after the correction was published, things havenât calmed down. Reporters are camped outside, and no matter how much the guards chase them away, they cling on like leeches.â
Riley asked carefully, âIs public opinion still bad?â
âItâs better than before.â
âThatâs a relief.â
âPeople donât really care whether rumors are true or false. They just want something to chew on. And in that sense, our master is a perfect appetizer.â
âWhy?â
âHeâs pure headline material. Is there anyone in this empire who doesnât know his name? They might not know his face, but everyone knows his name. Heâs been famous since he was a child.â
âSince childhood? Why?â
âHeâs the direct heir of the Rianster family and was born a mage. Mages have their magic measured at birth, you see? But Master Gibnen had so much innate magic that the testing device shattered. People even joked that he might live forever.â
Riley had heard that magic was a mageâs life energy, and those with immense magic could live over two hundred years. They aged slowly and had strong immunity. Unless deliberately killed, the more magic one had, the longer they lived.
âBut thatâs all in the past,â Rachel continued. âThese days, itâs an era of exploiting a handful of archmages. The amount of magic they siphon off instead of taxes is unimaginable. People even joke that the Mage Tower runs on it.â
âI see.â
âBut that much magic is basically a bomb. A living bomb. Mages have a separate magical bloodstream, and if it gets twisted, they die. The stronger the magic, the worse it isâthe body canât handle it and explodes. Shattered to piecesâŚâ
Shattered to pieces?
The sheer horror of it made Riley shake her head.
âThatâs terrifying.â
âThatâs why mages have to be registered and managed from birth. Itâd be a waste to lose such valuable talent. And if their body explodes, it doesnât just kill themâcivilians could be hurt too. Thatâs why birth registration and mage registration are mandatory.â
ââŚMandatory.â
Riley froze.
âThen what about meâŚ?â
A doubt sheâd long forgotten crept back in.
âWhy didnât Father register me as a mage, even though I was born one? If itâs that dangerous? If itâs a matter of life and death?â
âWhat happens if a mage isnât managed?â
âThey could explode at any time. You canât control magical flow by will aloneâit takes years of training and mental discipline.â
ââŚThen what about me?â
Riley was genuinely shakenâfar more than when her unknown uncle had suddenly appeared.
This was a matter of life and death. Her father had skipped it? He wasnât an ordinary manâheâd worked at Horizon. An elite mage who knew magic inside and out wouldnât make such a mistake. Noâthis wasnât something one could mistake.
So was it intentional?
That was worse.
Goosebumps spread over her body.
The fact that sheâd survived this long was a miracle. And didnât that mean she could drop dead anytime, anywhere?
âMiss, are you alright? Youâre pale.â
ââŚAh, itâs nothing.â
The moment she realized her body might be a ticking bomb, fear flooded in.
Riley decided to keep quiet. Rachel wouldnât be able to answer these questions. This was something she needed to discuss with Gibnen. He claimed not to know much about her father, but he would definitely know about magic measurements and registration procedures.
âRight. Maybe there was some reason it was omitted during the process. Father couldnât have been insaneâŚâ
Taking deep breaths to calm her racing heart, Riley steadied herself.
The saying âignorance is blissâ had never felt more true. The anxiety of not knowing when or how you might dieâ
As soon as she realized her body was like a time bomb, overwhelming fear and dread of death surged through her. She didnât want to die shattered into pieces.
Her stomach twisted, her chest tightened, and it became hard to breathe.
The more she thought about it, the more tangled everything became.
After sending Rachel away, Riley curled up on the bed, hugging her knees.
ââŚWhat were you hiding, Father?â
She was scared.
More than fearing what might happen to her body, she was terrified of how many unfamiliar sides of her father she would have to face from now on.
Even after dinner, Gibnen hadnât returned home.
Judging by the past few days, he probably wouldnât come back tonight either.
Then when would she see him again? Sheâd thought living together meant seeing each other every day, but nothing had changed.
âIs he going to be very lateâŚ?â
She had so many things to ask.
âMiss, the night air is cold. Why are you standing here?â
ââŚI just feel stifled.â
âAre you waiting for the master?â
Riley nodded slightly.
Rachel smiled and handed her somethingâa messenger bird used for correspondence.
âIn that case, why not send him a letter? If he sees your message, he might come home early.â
Would he?
Awkwardly, Riley accepted the quill and paper.
A letter⌠What should she write?
After hesitating, she carefully began to write.
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Tap. Tap. Tap.
Gibnenâs hand froze mid-movement. The sound grated on his nervesâespecially when his workload had already pushed his patience to its limit.
Turning toward the noise, he saw a messenger bird repeatedly pecking at the window.
Sending a message at this hourâwhoever it was had no manners at all.
With visible irritation, Gibnen opened the window. The bird fluttered inside and dropped a small note into his palm.
After reading it, Gibnen immediately grabbed his coat.
âIâm off for the day. And Iâm taking tomorrow off too.â
Leaving only that single sentence for Sak, who was waiting outside, he hurried home.
âI miss you.â






