Chapter 16
I Come When Iâm Called, I Go When Iâm Tol
Luance and Lorirose ended up dueling over a woman. Word of the duel between the two spread in an instant. A story about two men fighting over one woman sounds romantic to anyone who hears it. But the problem was that one of those men was Lorirose. Everyone in society knew that Lorirose liked any woman as long as she wore a skirt. People were shocked. The worst rumor began to circulate â that Luance shared Loriroseâs inclinations. Whispers started: who wouldâve thought Luance could have such perverse tastes like Lorirose?
The rumor grew out of control and couldnât be contained. People wondered which woman both perverts liked. Naturally, attention turned toward who the illegitimate child of Count Paul Heredian might be.
Anne received a letter. The moment she read it she couldnât contain her agitation and rushed into Lorenciaâs room. Sheâd already been severely scolded by Brant for Luanceâs duel to defend Lorenciaâs honor.
She flung the door open with a loud bang. Lorencia was gently stroking a black cat on the back of its head with the back of her hand.
âLeo. Stay down for a moment.â
âMeow!
Leo, who had been hissing at Anne, puffed his tail and gracefully leapt from Lorenciaâs lap to the floor. Seeing that, Anne glared at Lorencia as if she swore she would catch and kill that black cat.
âYou knew it would come to this, didnât you?â
âKnew what?â
âThat you becoming Loriroseâs lover wasnât because you truly liked him!â
âI told you, Madame Anne. Itâs not something to create an incident that canât be managed.â
âYou monster.â
No matter what Anne said, Lorencia began to hum happily.
âYou didnât imagine it either, did you? Me either. I really had no idea Prince Luance liked me so much. You were even seriously jealous.â Lorencia chuckled as she looked at Anne. Anne couldnât stand it. She tightened her grip on Lorenciaâs collar.
âYouâre not a monstrous woman â Lorencia, you really are a monster. A dreadful one.â
Anne had never wanted this situation. She only wanted Lorirose to leave an irremovable wound on Lorencia. But instead of a wound, Lorencia had become the illegitimate child in societyâs spotlight.
âDo you know how much trouble youâve caused our Ilina?â
Ilina, the social butterfly, was exhausted by being bombarded at every tea and gathering with questions like, âHow young and pretty must one be for Prince Luance and Lorirose to be clinging like that?â Anne never wanted this. She had wanted Lorencia to get hurt, not for Ilina to suffer.
âDo you know how ridiculous youâve made me look?â
<Madame Anne. Itâs fine to hurt Lorencia, but this has clearly crossed a line. My grandfather wonât let this pass.>
<I acted rashly, Prince Luance.>
<There is only one way for someone who acted recklessly to make amends.>
<What is it? I will make amends.>
<Only death. If not that, donât try begging for forgiveness lightly, Madame Anne.>
âWhy were you even born? You shouldâve died when your mother did. Why are you still alive?â
âThe reason I was able to be born was because my fatherâs love reached my mother inside her womb, and because of that I was conceived inside my motherâs stomachââ
Anne shrieked and screamed. She raised her right hand high while still gripping Lorenciaâs collar with the other, and slapped Lorenciaâs cheek hard several times.
âDonât wrap it up in the word âloveâ. You are just proof of a filthy affair â a dirty impurity of Paul Heredian.â
Lorencia knew that. Her deceased mother had never once talked about Brant. So sheâd already suspected she hadnât been born from ordinary love. She believed she was able to exist only because of her motherâs absolute love â that she was a âmiracleâ born of love. It had nothing to do with Brant. Even if others pointed fingers and called her an âillegitimate childâ or a âmonster,â that was okay. If she could be love and a miracle to even one person, that was enough.
<Lorencia was a miracle to my mother. I love you.>
If she didnât think that, she couldnât bear it.
âBut what will you do? Because the things that were supposed to be covered up about that impurity of yours have not been managed at all.â
âYou deal with what you did. You fix it.â
âDo I have to fix it myself?â
âFix it before I kill that kitten!â Anneâs voice rose.
âIâll make a condition if Iâm going to fix it.â
âA condition? If itâs to spare the kittenâs life, Iâll accept. What other condition is there?â
âHonestly, if you want to kill the kitten, go ahead. But once the cat is dead, youâll have to manage the consequences afterwards.â
The smile vanished from Lorenciaâs mouth. Anne loosened her grip on Lorenciaâs collar.
âSpeak. Iâll accept the condition.â
âIt isnât much to call it a condition.â
âIf it isnât much, then spit it out. Donât dally.â
âYou simply have to admit the truth. That will clear Prince Luance of the rumors.â
âAdmit the truth?â Anneâs breath seemed to catch.
âLet people know the truth as it is. That the abused illegitimate child was starved and beaten; that Prince Luance, who was Ilinaâs suitor, took pity and persuaded Count Paul Heredian to register the illegitimate child as the Countâs daughter. Even so, Madame Anne continued to torment the illegitimate child and conspired with Lorirose to force himself on me. By chance Prince Luance, who happened to be at the estate, learned the truth, rescued me, and challenged him to a duel to defend my honor. Thatâs the perfect truth, isnât it?â
Anne refused to let those facts be made public.
âWhy? If you present a slightly dramatized version of the truth before my duel at the palaceâs martial grounds, Madame Anne and Lorirose will be socially ruined, but at least Prince Luanceâs rumor will vanish.â
âSo thatâs your condition?â
âMy condition isnât that you tell the truthââ Lorencia smiled sweetly. ââitâs that Madame Anne becomes the vilest villain in the Empire of Ishter. A villain who goes down in history. Thatâs my condition.â
âMiyaya nyaong.
Startled by Leoâs cry, Anne lowered her head a little and shivered. Leo had already crept under Lorenciaâs skirt again and began rubbing his head against her, begging to be held. Lorencia opened her arms and picked him up, slowly stroking his head with the back of her hand.
âThe worse a villain you become, the more Prince Luanceâs reputation will rise among the people.â Lorencia thought of Anne and Ilina who had trampled and trampled on her to boost their own reputations. They had used her as bait to torment; if no one else was there to bully, they took her down. To appear kind, they had made her the villain to be reviled.
âLorencia. You really are a monster. Someone like you should have been killed a long time ago.â Lorencia clutched the fabric over her left breast. She opened her mouth in displeasure toward Anne, who casually called her a monster.
âYouâre the ones who wanted me to be a monster more than anyone.â
âI never wanted that. You were always a monster like no other â impure, repulsive, filthy.â Anne half-smiled, but her eyes held a dangerous gleam.
Just then the door opened and Luance entered.
âLorencia. Come here.â Luance held out a hand and gestured; Lorencia put Leo down and stood by Luanceâs side.
âYes. Good. Thatâs how you should be â come when I call, go when I tell you. Understand?â
âYes, Prince Luance.â Blushing, with a dark bruise at the corner of her eye, Lorencia gave a shy smile. Luance looked down at her approvingly.
âDid you tell her, Lorencia?â
âYes. But she didnât like the condition. It seemed she didnât want to do it even though thatâs what would raise the princeâs reputation in the dream.â Luance shot an irritated look at Anne.
âMadame Anne. Youâd be wise to accept Lorenciaâs condition.â
It was like pouring cold water on the back of Anneâs head. She clenched the hem of her dress as if scratching it and looked at Luance with a twisted smile.
âPrince Luance. Butââ
âIf my grandfather, God forbid, finds you donât follow what Lorencia says, he said he might send Ilina as the thirteenth concubine to the King of the Western Desert.â Anne bit her lower lip until it bled. If it was the Greycan Duke â Luanceâs maternal grandfather â he was more than capable of doing such a thing. He was resentful that his daughter never became empress and that his grandson Luance was not crown prince. Anneâs own family and the Heredian countâs house were indebted to the Greycan house. They had many vulnerabilities held against them; they had no choice but to comply. They were trapped from the start.
âDonât worry about Madame Anneâs family or Ilina.â
âAs if I have any right to choose?â
âWe can send her to a convent thatâs good to live in.â It was called a convent, but it was no different from a prison.
âI hear many people end their own lives because of the harsh life in those convents. I hope Madame Anne withstands the convent life well.â Anne felt her mind go blank. No naive fool would miss Luanceâs implied meaning.
âNo, right? Prince Luance.â
âWhat do you mean?â She couldnât bring herself to ask whether he was subtly telling her to end her life in the convent. If that were his true meaning, she would never die and would fight to survive to the end.
âPlease take good care of Ilina.â
âYou donât have to worry about that, Madame Anne. I donât like how this turned out either. Itâs a shame â if you hadnât crossed the line this wouldnât have happened. Anyway, I wish you good luck.â Luance spoke as if he were being magnanimous. Anne felt hollow. She had no Julie to care for Ilina; she was already worried who would watch over her.
âMay I offer one piece of advice, Prince Luance?â Anne pointed at Lorencia with her finger. âWhen that monster has served her purpose, you must kill her.â If not, the monster would devour them â even Ilina.