~CHAPTER 68~
â…Itâs nothing.â
Despite saying that, the man looked perfectly fine.
Maybe he realized it was hard to keep pretending he was sick, because he lowered his eyes and leaned against her.
âLincia.â
âThen you should rest more. Lie down. Iâll get up now.â
Though she was relieved Harvich wasnât actually sick, she was still annoyed that he had made her worry.
âPlease donât go.â
Lincia firmly pushed away the hand gripping her robe and said coldly,
âSick Harvich Cassius. Rest.â
As Lincia tried to rise, he quickly spoke.
âItâs a sickness that only gets better when I go somewhere with you.â
âWhat kind of sickness is that?â
âThis kind.â
Harvich gently took her hand again and placed it over his heart.
âIt seems to be the kind that strikes when one breaks a promise.â
Hadnât he written in his letter that he would show her a new place if she stayed healthy until they met again?
He had also said yesterday that he would stay by her side.
Harvich added things like how he had to go in the daytime, as if to make his lie about taking sick leave sound more convincing.
âPlease, just this once, close your eyes to it. I need some rest too.â
The way he clung to her â like a man trying to act cute â melted away her anger completely.
Besides, she was curious about the place he mentioned.
Once Lincia admitted defeat, Harvich immediately called for the servants, saying they should first have a proper meal.
He had them bring various dishes, but he spent more time taking care of Linciaâs plate than his own.
He kept pushing her favorite foods toward her and insisted on feeding her himself.
At first, she was too embarrassed and refused to let him feed her, but he persisted, offering different dishes until she gave in.
By the end, she was sure she had eaten more from his hand than on her own.
âIâm full.â
âHow about just one more bite?â
âYou keep saying that and adding another each time. I really canât eat anymore.â
When Lincia grimaced, Harvich set his spoon down reluctantly.
âUnderstood.â
Only after she finished did Harvich start eating properly himself.
Lincia, mimicking what he had done, speared a piece of food and held it to his lips.
Harvich softly caught her wrist and ate it without hesitation.
She thought heâd at least check what it was first, but he simply accepted it.
âDo you even know what Iâm giving you?â
âDoes it matter? Itâs from you.â
â…Donât you have any shame?â
âAnything you give me is good.â
âAnd if I hesitate, youâll have to keep holding up that fork with your delicate arm â I donât want that.â
At his low, teasing voice, Linciaâs cheeks burned.
Do men in love always become this shameless?
She couldnât help thinking that as she looked at him.
â…Thereâs nothing you dislike or canât eat?â
âI eat everything.â
True to his word, Harvich didnât refuse a single thing she offered.
Now and then, he glanced at her arm as if worried sheâd get tired, but Lincia was too amused and pleased by how obediently he ate to stop until the dishes were empty.
When she finally looked down and realized all the plates were cleared, she was horrified.
âYou didnât eat all that just to please me, did you?â
Harvich paused, then nodded.
âYes.â
He then called for the servants to clear the table.
âPlease wait a moment while I get ready. Make sure you dress warmly too.â
He said that, but seemed reluctant to part from her, still holding her hand.
âItâs hard to let go.â
âAre you saying you want to watch me change?â
When Lincia teased him with a glare, he quickly released her hand.
âIâll step out.â
His ears flushed red as he vanished from the room.
Once she finished getting ready, Lincia ordered Erna to call Harvich back.
He appeared wearing a coat â something he rarely wore indoors.
Harvich carefully looked her over from head to toe.
âThat seems too light.â
âIâm dressed plenty warm. Itâll take me forever to take all this off.â
His expression stiffened, his neck turning red as he pulled something from his coat and placed it in her hands.
The fur scarf was soft and warm, embroidered with flowers at the ends â elegant and delicate.
Trying not to show her delight, Lincia asked,
âWhatâs this?â
But no answer came.
For a simple question that should have been met with âItâs a scarf,â Harvich hesitated for quite a while.
âA gift…â
He finally managed to say the word.
That only made Lincia more confused.
âYou donât like it?â
He had given her unexpected gifts many times before â jewels, a coat, even when he had placed a ring on her finger â yet he had never acted so awkwardly.
âNo, I do. But whatâs wrong? You donât look well. Did I make you eat too much?â
At her concerned voice, Harvich waved his hand.
âActually, I meant to give this as a token of thanks for the handkerchief you gave me. Not the coat from before.â
At his words, Lincia suddenly remembered the day she had left the Grand Dukeâs castle.
âCan you stay with me tomorrow?â
Harvich, who hadnât kept that promise â and everything that followed because of it.
âWhy are you telling me this now?â
âBecause His Majesty came here for your sake.â
Now, receiving a gift in return for the handkerchief felt strange.
Hadnât Harvich already given her the jeweled flower back then?
Linciaâs eyes drifted toward the table, where a glass jar holding a dried flower sat beside the sparkling jeweled one.
âI know itâs a memory that pains you.â
Lincia stared blankly at the scarf in her hands.
He knew that â and still.
âEven so, I wanted to give it to you.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I wanted to respond to your sincerity with sincerity of my own.â
Lincia looked down at the scarf again.
It was lovely, though not particularly unique.
âItâs made from a fox I caught myself.â
â…â
âBut if it brings up painful memories, you may throw it away.â
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Harvich hesitated as he watched the woman smile over the scarf.
But he knew that if she ever discovered the truth later, thereâd be no chance for forgiveness, so he chose to confess.
Even if she discarded it, he would accept it.
Yet, Lincia showed him unexpected mercy.
When Harvich couldnât take his eyes off the scarf around her neck, she spoke coolly,
âThat doesnât mean Iâve forgiven you, so donât get the wrong idea.â
âIâll keep that in mind.â
Her fair skin and the memory of her in a white dress flashed through his mind.
The scarf suited her even better than he had imagined.
As they walked toward the greenhouse, Harvich began talking nervously, saying things like he had thought one fox would be enough, and sharing things he couldnât easily tell anyone else â just so she might look his way.
âYou told those embarrassing things when I wasnât there…?â