Chapter 48
Divorce Him Right Now
(2024.04.17.)
I had been explaining to Grisha all about the magic circle Iâd carved in the garden, and somehow, I ended up talking about the young mossa leaves I needed to harvest as well.
When Grisha heard that, she cheerfully volunteered.
âThen Iâll go pick the mossa leaves. Nellie, you canât go outside the estate anyway.â
âHuh? B-but, Grisha, you must be tired too. I canât ask you toââ
âFrom what I saw, you didnât plant that many anyway. Just wait a bit.â
Before I could stop her, she darted out the door.
And as if she had read my mind, she returned soon after, holding exactly the kind of young mossa leaves suitable for potion-making.
If it were Cidder, he wouldâve plucked even the ones too small to use.
Not that I was complainingâGrisha being a fellow mage meant we understood each other without much explanation. It was nice, really.
I bowed my head slightly.
âThanks to you, I got the ingredients quickly. Thank you.â
âIt was nothing. It wasnât hard at all. The academy gave us way worse chores, remember?â
âThatâs⌠true.â
I couldnât find a single fond memory from the academy, even after all this time. I looked down, unwilling to recall those miserable days.
Almost as if weâd agreed beforehand, both of us shook our heads, trying to erase those awful memories from our minds.
Grisha changed the subject and fiddled with the herbs she had picked.
âThese mossa leaves are excellent quality.â
âThey are.â
Now that I had someone to help me, maybe I could make the potion right away.
Not that I was creating anything dangerousâno deadly poison or shape-shifting elixir. Those required too many ingredients and complex processes.
In my current situationâwithout even a house to call my ownâmaking something that elaborate was impossible.
Thankfully, Cidderâs house had clean water and plenty of containers.
I brought the mossa leaves to the kitchen and began brewing the potion diligently. The mossa leaves were added at the very end.
âIf I grind this finely and mix it with the liquid hereâŚâ
As soon as I stirred in the powdered leaves, they melted away like sugar. I held out the mixture to Grisha.
âCan you infuse it with just a tiny bit of mana? Like⌠blowing softly on it.â
A tiny amount of mana that was precious to me meant nothing to her.
As soon as she infused it, the transparent liquid turned a deep violet color.
I grinned and announced proudly:
âTa-da! The Charm Water is complete.â
âCharm Water? The one that makes people look more beautiful?â
âYup!â
I shook the shimmering bottle and explained its effects.
âIt just makes your skin look a little clearer and your eyes sparkle a bit more. Thatâs all. Sure, I could make an actual love potion, but thatâs unethicalâyou canât just make and sell those freely.â
âYou can make them?â
âOf course.â
There were two kinds of mages at the academy:
Those who explored many fields broadly and shallowlyâand those who focused deeply on a single specialty.
I was the former. Grisha was the latter.
They used to laugh at me for studying potion craft. Who knew itâd actually become useful one day?
Potion-making wasnât considered prestigiousâit was a field studied mostly by lesser magicians or charmers with weak mana. The academy never treated it as serious magic.
To them, casting a spell looked more impressive than brewing a potion.
I only learned it out of curiosity⌠but see? You never know when knowledge will come in handy.
Feeling pleased, I nodded to myself.
Grisha smiled warmly.
âYou really know so much about potion craft too. I guess not just anyone can become an archmage.â
âFlattery doesnât work on me, you know?â
I felt so embarrassed that my fingers tingled.
Grisha studied the potion thoughtfully.
âBut this is more like a luxury item, isnât it? Wouldnât medicine or nutritional tonics sell better? Why start with this?â
âCharm Water is easy to make, so I wanted to test it first. And people will probably buy it out of curiosity. What do you think?â
Grisha stroked her chin, answering seriously.
âIf the effect is noticeable, of course people would want it. But itâll be hard to prove the effect repeatedly, so⌠maybe let someone influential try it for free first. Then, when people start asking around, you can sell it to them.â
ââŚâ
âWhat? You donât like the idea?â
âNo, I love it! I was just taking notes because itâs such a good idea! Grisha, youâre amazing.â
This was too useful to let slip by. I quickly found a pen and paper to jot it down.
It looked concise but captured the essence perfectly. I bit my pen and muttered.
âI was planning to just sell it on the street⌠but youâre right. For something rare, word-of-mouth marketing is better.â
âExactly. People value whatâs hard to getâand want it more desperately.â
âRight. If itâs too easy to buy, it doesnât feel luxurious.â
I nodded earnestly. For a luxury item, scarcity was key.
I was still deep in thought when a dark shadow fell across my face.
I looked up to find Grisha standing closeâvery close.
âNellie.â
âMm?â
Her voice was low, heavy, and filled with emotion. I couldnât tell what kindâit was too complex for someone like me.
Her long, slender fingers brushed my hair, twirling a strand around them.
As I lifted my head, my lemon-blonde hair glinting in her fingers, I met her sharp blue eyes.
âHow long are you planning to stay here?â
âWhat? Whereâs that coming from?â
âYou said it wasnât a marriage you wanted. And now that Iâm here to help you, shouldnât you just get divorced? Before, you said you had nowhere to goâbut now you could come with me.â
The way she said itâso naturally, so matter-of-factlyâmade my heart sink instead of feeling grateful.
Just like when she once tried to abandon her dream of becoming a mage for me, now she was rearranging her entire life around me.
At the academy, we had been as close as family. Grisha was dear to me.
But she canât keep centering her whole life around me.
She should walk her own path and reach out to me from there, not live her life orbiting mine. That would only hurt both of us in the long run.
How could I convince her gently?
I gave her a soft smile and said lightly:
âYou should only say that kind of thing after youâve got your own house first, you know?â
It was my way of saying, youâre still too young to talk about supporting someone else.
But her response wasnât what I expected.
âI do have money. My father transferred all the dowry my mother brought with her into my name.â
âOh? Thatâs⌠surprisingly tidy of him.â
Not so tidy when it came to women, though.
Grisha frowned at my muttering.
âDonât change the subject, Nellie.â
ââŚâ
She wasnât going to back down easily. I sighed and finally answered.
âIâm not getting divorced. Not yet.â
âWhy not?â
âCidder said he needs a wife. If he doesnât have one, Lady Briar will probably pick one for him herself. So I agreed to stay as his wife until heâs free.â
âWhy do you have to help him? Heâs always managed fine on his own.â
âI met Lady Briar tooâsheâs terrifying. Thatâs why I wanted to help him.â
âNellie.â
Grishaâs face hardened more than Iâd ever seen.
âThen when will he be free?â
âHuh? Well⌠good question.â
I honestly didnât know.
Come to think of it, we never discussed the end of the contract.
Cidder wanted a contract marriage so he wouldnât have to inherit the dukedom.
The condition for inheriting it was having a child.
So if someone else inherits the title of Duke of Granite, our contract ends�
But who else could inherit it?
Before I could finish the thought, Grisha spoke again.
âIf you really want to set him free, then divorce him right now. I can make you free.â
âHuh?â
How could she possibly do that?
Wouldnât the same condition apply to herâmarriage and children?
Did she already have a spouse? Or was she planning to run away with me beyond the empireâs borders?
Her sudden words left me speechless, my lips parting but no sound coming out.
Time passed silently. Thenâmercifullyâthe moment broke.
âIâm back.â
Cidder had returned.
âCidderâŚ!â
I tried to greet him, but Grisha was still holding my hair, keeping me in place.
Cidderâs calm blue eyes rested on us, as if searching the depths of my thoughts.
That gazeâit made my breath catch.
Iâd never felt that kind of tension before.
I couldnât look away or step back, just stood there awkwardly until Cidder finally walked into the kitchen.
âYou twoâwhat exactly are you doing in here?â

