Chapter 38
Why Does It Have to Be My Brother?
April 7, 2024
At Sitherâs blunt remark, Lady Briar let out a disbelieving laugh.
Even if I really did something wrong, shouldnât my own child at least try to understand what could have driven his mother to such an act?
But instead of understanding her heart, her son was threatening her like some ungrateful wretch.
Lady Briar frowned and replied sharply.
âAre you really going to talk to me like this?â
âWhat did I say?â
âDo you truly not understand who Iâm doing all this for? Itâs all for you.â
âIf I donât become the duke, does my life end or something?â
At his calm retort, Lady Briarâs thin patience finally snapped.
She slammed her teacup down on the table.
âI must have raised you wrong! You were always right within my reach, so you never learned how precious you were! Thatâs why you throw everything away so easily!â
The title of Duke. It was the highest of positionsâone that bowed to no one in this country.
How could he talk about tossing it away so easily?
Do you know how much I sacrificed to bring our family to this point?!
But Sither couldnât understand her words either.
âIâm not throwing it away easily! It wasnât mine to begin with!â
âYouâre the eldest son of the Granite family! The heir! How is it not yours?â
âMother.â
A long-forgotten face flashed through Sitherâs mindâhis younger brother, so distant that even his features had become faint.
Grisha Granite.
If Sither hadnât been born, that boy would have grown up peacefully and been loved without hardship.
[Was it you, brother? The one who made my mother die?]
Just remembering that moment made Sitherâs chest tighten painfully.
âDo you truly feel no guilt at all toward Grisha, Mother?â
His voice trembled slightly. Lady Briar lifted her chin and replied coldly.
âWhy should I feel guilty?â
ââŚI suppose I canât change the past. But Mother.â
Yes, that was the kind of person she was.
Sither stopped himself from saying more; there was no point. Instead, he met her eyes squarely.
âIf you lay a hand on Nelly, I wonât stand by and watch.â
âNelly? Who is that?â
âMy wife.â
At his warning, Lady Briarâs mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water. Then she shrieked.
âYouâare you out of your mind?! Donât tell me you actually love that walking corpse of a woman?!â
âYes. Thanks to you, I realized that a quiet woman is far more lovable.â
âSither Granite!â
Her shriek nearly split his eardrums. He raised a hand dismissively.
âI know what you did to the previous duchess.â
ââŚW-What are you talking about?â
âI have proof. Until now, I kept silent out of filial duty. But if you ever touch my wife, I canât promise Iâll stay quiet.â
His cold eyes locked on his mother.
âI hope youâll remember that.â
Lady Briar trembled violently, glared daggers at her son, then stormed out with heavy footsteps.
Left alone, Sither scratched his head and slumped into his chair.
God, Iâm tired.
The exhaustion was not physical but mental.
Dragging up the incident with the former duchess had made it worse.
Iâd better stay close to Nelly for a while. Motherâs bound to start acting out.
He pressed his fingers to his aching eyes, and naturally, thoughts of Nelly filled his mind again.
[Come to think of it, I guess my death wouldnât really be a loss for you, would it?]
âAh, seriouslyâŚâ
He clenched his fist reflexively, and the sofa armrest crumbled to dust under his grip.
Sither pressed his temple with a groan.
How can she say something like that, blinking those big eyes so innocently?
Did she really see him as such a cold manâa man who would let his contract wife die just because it was convenient?
I know Iâm not exactly warm, but stillâŚ
No, according to Haile, heâd actually been quite gentle and considerate. So why was she the only one who couldnât see it?
He felt restless inside, though outwardly he looked the same as alwaysâgrim and unreadable.
And honestly, she hadnât been wrong.
Mother sent assassins. The whole âcontract marriageâ thing clearly benefits me. Nellyâs the one risking her life to keep it going.
Just as she said, even if those assassins killed her, it wouldnât damage the contract itself.
It was only natural that Nelly, who bore all the risk, wanted time to think about their marriage.
Still, I donât want a divorce.
Brushing the powdered fabric from his hand, Sither clenched his fist again.
It didnât make sense, but in that short time, heâd fallen for her completely.
I donât even understand myself.
Nelly was different from every woman heâd ever met.
She didnât speak softly or elegantly, couldnât wear dresses properly, and never braided or styled her hair. She probably didnât even know how.
She left her vegetables untouched and barely ate a handful of food.
And she constantly fainted because she didnât know her own limits.
Yet somehow, all of that shook him to his core.
She had no idea what he felt, kept saying things that made his blood boilâand still, his heart raced for her.
Still, I shouldnât have yelled at her today. I shouldâve let her think clearly and decide on her own.
But divorce? The mere word made his fists tighten again.
He pictured her, then shook his head.
No. Itâs not that I want to keep her here. I just want to protect her.
It was definitely loveâbut it was love that shouldnât exist. His eyes darkened.
I realized it the day I learned how the former duchess died. A happy home is a luxury I canât afford.
And yet, when they argued, he couldnât help but imagine itâher standing beside him, smiling.
Bang!
Though Lady Briar had left, a loud crash rang out from Sitherâs office. A startled subordinate burst in.
âWh-What happened, sir?!â
He found Sither slumped over his desk, his forehead pressed to the table so hard that a circular dent had formed in the wood.
But of course, his body was so well-trained that not a single mark remained on him. Sither brushed his bangs aside coolly.
ââŚNothing. I just felt pathetic.â
Heâd slammed his head in frustrationâbecause he was drinking imaginary soup before getting the rice, as the saying went.
But the subordinate couldnât read minds and instead came up with a dramatic interpretation.
A swordsman tormented by emotional pain after clashing with his mother.
As expected of the Captain!
He looked at Sither with shining eyes.
âSir, whatever choice you make, Iâll support you! Youâll always be our captain, no matter what!â
âYou donât even know what Iâm thinking about.â
âEven soâplease remember this. Humans live to be happy.â
He had no idea what was really going on, but his random words were exactly what Sither needed to hear.
Happiness, huhâŚ
He was right. Sither had been thinking far too much.
âYeah. Thanks for the advice.â
Rising from his seat, Sither patted the manâs shoulder, grabbed his jacket, and left the office.
As he headed for the door, the subordinate blinked.
âWhere are you going, sir?â
âHome. Tell them Iâm on a weekâs leave.â
âWhat?â
He hadnât even confessed his feelings properly yet, and he might very well be setting himself up for unrequited love.
But stillâ
I want to be by her side. For now, thatâs enough.
Heâd tell Nelly the truth this time.
That no matter what, even if a fearsome dragon came for her, he would protect her.
So pleaseâjust keep this contract marriage a little longer.
Worst case, Iâll just say the Granite family doesnât do divorces. Theyâd probably let it slide as tradition anyway.
With that thought, Sither returned home quickly.
The moment he opened the front door, he spotted Haile carrying a tray of tea.
Haile jumped at the sight of him.
âCaptain! What are you doing here?â
âIâm on leave. ButâŚâ
Sitherâs eyes fell on the trayâthere were two cups of tea.
Haile shrugged.
âOh, we have a guest.â
A guest? A bad feeling stirred in Sitherâs gut.
He moved quickly toward the drawing room.
He didnât even need to ask whereâthey were easy to find.
âHa-ha.â
Nellyâs bright laughter spilled out from the room.
It was the first time heâd ever heard her laugh out loud.
Sitherâs face hardened.
ââŚ.â
Through the open door, he saw her smiling radiantlyâand across from her sat a man with black hair.
Funny, really. Heâd just been thinking how he could barely remember that face.
But the instant he saw him, he knew.
Grisha Granite.
His half brother was sitting in his drawing room.

