ChapterĀ 17
Seeping In
March 17, 2024
āNo need to worry that sheāll miss her sister. Maybe I should just cut things off cleanly.ā
Cedar, whose eyes had glinted sharply, suddenly realized he was once again overstepping into someone elseās affairs.
āHa⦠Iām going crazy. Whatās wrong with me?ā
He wanted to punch himself. Get a grip!
But the moment he looked at little Nellieāso tiny, like a baby squirrelāhis composure began to fade again.
āHow could anyone not worry about that woman? Sheās so small, clueless about the world, canāt even sleep alone at nightā¦ā
And on top of that, her lifespan was said to be short.
Sheād spent her life buried in research at the academy, never even enjoying good food, only to die young.
Suddenly, the woman before him seemed unbearably pitiful.
So uncharacteristically, Cedar blurted out whatever came to mind.
[Canāt you make some kind of medicine that helps people live longer?]
And the moment Nellieās eyes widened in surprise, he realized his mistake.
If extending life with medicine were possible, this world would be full of immortals.
More importantlyā
āAnd what am I even planning to do if she does live longer?ā
Their marriage was built on anything but loveāconvenience, circumstance, mutual benefitābut married they were, nonetheless.
Cedar was a swordmaster who could defy even death and time.
āThis sounds like Iām saying, āSince Iāll live long, shouldnāt you too?ā Ridiculous.ā
He really must have gone insane.
What made it worse was that while he was quietly tormenting himself, she just blinked up at him innocently, as if she hadnāt understood a thing.
It felt like he was the only one aware they were married at all.
āSeriously, what the hell am I doing?ā
All this nonsense was just because he was thinking too much.
Annoyance swept through him, and Cedar let out a long sigh. His tone softened, deflated.
[ā¦Youāre right. I donāt care about gardens anyway.]
But deep down, what he meant wasāI donāt want traces of you left in this house weāre only staying in temporarily.
[Do whatever you want.]
Once again, his lips betrayed his true feelings and spoke on their own.
āGreat. Brilliant. If it bothers me, I shouldāve told her not to do it, not the opposite!ā
Ever since Nellie Fairway had opened her eyes, his life had become a complete mess.
Eating three meals at home, preparing food for someone elseānone of it had been part of his old routine.
Even worse, he couldnāt stop his mouth from spilling words that contradicted his thoughts.
āI donāt even like flowers. Actually, I hate them.ā
Because flowers reminded him of her.
[Cedar! Youāre all I have. Youāre the most precious thing in my life.]
When he was young, heād believed her sweet, affectionate whispers. Her joy was his joy.
[Look at this beautiful face. It was Godās mistake that I was born low, but I regained my place with my own strength.]
[Youāre lucky you look like your father. Iām glad I gave birth to you.]
When had he realized those words were never love, but manipulation? That she only said them to make him act as she wished?
By the time he grew old enough to sense the twisted nature of her affection, she had already begun hurling cruel words at him whenever he resisted.
[Donāt use you? Thatās the funniest thing Iāve ever heard. You exist to give me everythingāwealth, fame, power! Thatās your reason for being born.]
[Do you think I wouldāve had you otherwise?]
A woman who hid sharp thorns beneath her beautyā
His mother, Lady Briar.
Thinking of her made his chest sink heavily. She had adored beautiful thingsāflowers, jewels, dresses, and all the rest.
Under her command, the Granite Ducal House changed its curtains every season and replanted the garden the moment flowers began to wilt.
Heād grown to hate it all. Thatās why he left the house.
āAnd now⦠another garden.ā
Cedar turned abruptly. Behind him came a cheerful voice.
[Wow, thank you!]
She only ever looked that happy when food was involved.
When he sat her down to eat, she chewed like a little calf on cud no matter what dish he served herā
yet just being told she could do as she pleased with the garden made her that delighted. It was absurd.
āStill⦠watching her scurry around hugging flowers might not be so bad.ā
He imagined Nellie surrounded by blossoms and thoughtāit suited her somehow.
Of course, heād completely forgotten that sheād said she wanted to plant poisonous herbs and medicinal plants for her potion-making.
After a pleasant time at the banquet, Diana returned homeāonly to be greeted by a mountain of debt notices.
āSigh. What a waste of paper. They should know Iāll pay them back eventually.ā
Muttering shamelessly, she tore open the envelopes piled on her desk.
They were loan statements from the bankāvarious types of debts sheād taken out, all in anticipation of the Fairway inheritance.
The numbers differed, but the message was always the same: Repay immediately.
āThey sure tried hard to phrase āPay up nowā politely.ā
But to Diana, those collection letters were neither painful nor frightening.
A person timid enough to be scared by such things would never have borrowed that kind of money in the first place.
With a bored flick of her wrist, she swept the letters into the trash.
Then she removed the heavy necklace from her neckāit was so weighty it almost hurtāand placed it on the desk.
The jewels shimmered brilliantly, and she couldnāt take her eyes off them.
āOh, how lovely. I knew buying this was the right choice.ā
The moment she saw it, she hadnāt been able to resist. That necklace had clearly been made to adorn the neck of a beautiful woman like her.
āSure, my debt grew a little because of it⦠but what choice did I have? My parents didnāt leave me any fortune to maintain my status. If only Iād been born into a richer family.ā
I shouldāve been born a princess or a nobleās daughter. God mustāve made a mistake.
Diana often thought that way.
Her parents had done everything they could for their beloved second daughter, but it had never been enough for her.
She always wanted something grander.
āBut soon⦠soon itāll all change. Once I get my inheritance, Iāll live like a princess.ā
She didnāt even know what the ancient founderās inheritance was, but she was certain it must be priceless gold or jewels.
What else could an inheritance be?
āThen again, if itās meant to be passed down only once one becomes a Great Mage, maybe itās a magical artifact. Either way, itāll be worth a fortune.ā
Whatever it was, Diana had no intention of keeping it.
She would sell it immediatelyāto fund a more luxurious life. That was her one and only goal.
As she hummed, lost in dreams of a dazzling future, the door opened softly.
āYoung Lady.ā
It was her maid, coming in to help her change out of her gown.
They had lived together for so long that she was more like a sister than a servant. With deft hands, the maid removed Dianaās makeup and dressed her in a soft nightgown.
Lying still like a doll under those practiced hands, Diana spoke.
āAnything happen today?ā
She didnāt really careāit was just to break the silence. But the maidās answer was unexpected.
āThere were strange noises coming from the eldest ladyās room. Everyone was frightened⦠She couldnāt have⦠passed away already, could she?ā
The maidās pale face looked truly terrified. Diana snorted in disbelief.
āShe canāt be dead already. Though I wish she were. Then I wouldnāt have to deal with the hassle of receiving the inheritance from Sir Cedar.ā
Even though she and Cedar Granite had formed a contract based on mutual benefit, Diana didnāt actually trust people.
āWould Cedar Granite really hand over a massive inheritance without hesitation?ā
Regardless of how wealthy the Granites were, people always grew greedy when treasure was in front of them.
āBut if my sister dies before living even a single day as his wife, thatās a different story. I can file for annulment and claim the inheritance myself.ā
After all, they hadnāt fulfilled any of the marriage requirementsā
not even the signatures on the oath were truly her sisterās; Diana had forged them. She was confident she could win the case.
āAnd in the meantime, it wouldnāt hurt if Cedar and I grew closer.ā
He was, after all, an enticing manāhandsome, one of the worldās few swordmasters, and the eldest son likely to inherit the ducal title.
āHis only flaw is his bloodline, but marriage with me would fix that, wouldnāt it? Iām from the great Fairway line of archmages, after all.ā
As she spun these fanciful, unshared dreams, Diana chuckled softly to herself.
Then, spotting the pile of debt notices in the trash, she scowled and kicked the bin.
āUgh, stop sending those damn letters! Iām sick of them already!ā
While she brushed her hair, the maid soothed her gently.
āThe three-year deadline is almost up, my lady. Just hold on a little longer.ā
āUgh, why did our ancestors have to add such an annoying condition?ā
They couldāve just released the inheritance as soon as her sister became a Great Mage. Why make them wait three more years?
āAll mages are social misfits. And my sisterāwho didnāt even question such nonsenseāmust be insane too.ā
Honestly, wasnāt it strange that the Fairway familyās inheritance was being kept secretly at the academy?
What if it turned out to be land or property? Who had been collecting the harvest and rent all this time?