Chapter 34
At the time, Marsha had been convinced that once Claudio discovered who she really was, he might cast her aside, slandering her before sending her off to Count Emelideâs estateâstraight into Rosanaâs clutches.
I know now he was only joking.
Heâd probably thought it would amuse a country girl to be called a young lady of noble birthâa light, harmless tease.
But back then, Marsha hadnât been in her right mind.Â
Even a hand extended in concern had seemed, to her, like a hand trying to seize and trap her.
How on earth am I supposed to explain this?
How could she possibly untangle such a ridiculous misunderstanding?
I canât exactly tell him everything about my situationâŚ
She hesitated for a moment, then rose to her feet, forcing herself to speak.
âIt wasnât you who startled me.â
Claudioâs brow furrowed, as if to say, âWhat is that supposed to mean?â
âI⌠Iâve always been a bit jumpy in sudden situations,â she added, fidgeting with her fingers, hoping desperately he would just let it go.
So, was it only a surprise?
In his mind, Claudio replayed the image of Masha flinching away from his hand earlier.
No⌠that wasn’t a surprise.
That was fear.
Why lie about it?
Did she think heâd feel sorry for her?
In truth, something had been bothering himâher face had been pale long before heâd reached out to her.
So it wasnât my hand⌠something else was wrong.
Her expression had turned rigid right after heâd said she looked like a nobleâs daughter.
Was that so unpleasant for her to hear?
Noâunpleasantness and fear were two very different things.
Which meant⌠sheâd felt fear at his words.
But why?
Well, there was one way to find out.Â
Instead, Claudio said lightly,
ââŚHow very kind of you.â
His teasing tone made Marsha look up.Â
As always, his face was relaxed, a faint, almost lazy smile playing at his lips.Â
One eyebrow lifted in mockery.
âDid I look that pitiful to you? Pitiful enough that youâd go so far as to comfort me?â
âIt wasn’t a pity. I was telling the truth,â she shot back, her voice sharp as she glared at him.
âReally?â
It was then that Claudioâs hand began to move toward her, slow and deliberate.
WâWhat is he doing?
Her eyes blinked rapidly as she watched his hand draw closer, as if it meant to touch her cheek.
âWâwhat are you doing?â
His hand stopped.
âJust seeing if you really are that jumpy.â
A crooked smile tugged at his lips as he withdrew his hand.
âI didnât even reach suddenlyâI went slow, evenâand you still flinched. Guess you are easily startled. How does someone with a heart that delicate survive in a world this rough?â
âOh, forâ! âIâm surviving just fine, thank you very much!â Marsha huffed, her cheeks blooming pink. âAlways with the strange pranksâŚâ
âWhen have I ever pulled strange pranks?â
âYou just did!â
Snatching up the basin from the floor, Marsha thrust it into his arms.
âThis split because of youâso go wash it all properly!â
âDidnât you just say people can make mistakes?â
âThis is your punishment for being so insufferable!â
Punishment?
Claudio blinked at her, wide-eyed.
âYouâd better hurry. Unless you want to eat a half-boiled stew for dinner!â
Once again, Claudio was pushed out of the house by a Marsha who scolded him like a stepmother from a fairy tale, pushing him towards the door.
Outside, under the deepening blue of evening, he thought again of her face.
It had been so smallâsmall enough to fit entirely within his palm.Â
Her wide eyes had been round and lovely, like a full moon hung in the night sky.Â
Her cheeks had looked as soft and sweet as fresh cream.
I almost⌠stroked her without thinking.
Balancing the basin in one hand, Claudio stretched out the same hand heâd offered her earlier toward the moon.
If he had touched her, what would it have been like? Soft? Warm? And what kind of expression would she have worn as she looked at him?
No matter how he imagined it, he couldnât be sure.Â
And he had no idea why he was thinking about it in the first place.
***
It had been when Urian brought the newsâlike a miracleâthat Claudio had been found.
Visd had immediately insisted that he go see him in person.
âItâs not that I doubt you, Sir Urian. I just need to see him with my own eyes to feel at ease.â
âI donât fault you for that,â Urian replied with a grave look, as if carrying the weight of all worries on his shoulders. âIf I were in your place, I couldnât sit still either. But⌠the DukeâŚâ
He shook his head.
âIf you go to him now, you might end up in the same situation Iâm inâŚâ
Startled, Visdâs gaze drifted to the mountain of papers piled in front of Urianâthis quarterâs administrative documents for the Sedem market district.Â
Every minor request and petition was written there, so a stack so thick came in fresh each day.
Ordinarily, this was work far beneath Urianâs stationâdocuments should have been checked several times by lower officials, with only the truly important matters passed up to him.
And yet⌠the Duke told him to handle every single one himself?
And on top of that, heâd ordered that until the work was done, Urian was not to come.
 Which was as good as saying, âDonât come at all.â
Visd could not understand his lordâs reasoning.
What was so precious about staying in that shabby little house?
âAh⌠could it be that His Grace wishes to experience the life of a commoner for himselfâto truly understand the hearts of the people?â
For someone who already possessed so much, was he now seeking to add compassion and humanity to his virtues as well?
What a noble master we serveâŚ!
Visdâs eyes shimmered with tears of admiration.
âWhat is with him nowâŚâ
Urian gave an awkward smile to the suddenly moved Visd.
âAnd⌠His Grace has also ordered me to investigate the Marquis of Hemes.â
âWhy the Marquis of Hemes all of a sudden? Donât tell me⌠You think heâs the one bold enough to pull something like this?â
In an instant, Visdâs expression hardened, turning razor-sharp.
It looked as though he might storm off to the marquis and slit his throat on the spot.
âHis Grace isnât certain. But no one has shown such open hostility toward him as that man hasâso thereâs no harm in suspecting him.â
But Hemes wasnât the only one to watch.
Doubts about the western territories couldnât be set aside entirely.Â
The situation in the West would have to be monitored closely, and it was still unclear whether more tattooed men existed beyond the ones already found.
âThe Orderâs going to be busy.â
âItâs our duty,â Visd replied flatly. âAnd busy or not, itâs nothing compared to what you have on your plate, Sir Urian.â
âI can manage well enough.â
Visd frowned, as if questioning whether that could really be true, but Urian only chuckled low in his throat.
âCompared to the days when we feared for His Graceâs very life, this is nothing. Iâm sure the knights feel the same.â
âThatâs true⌠But honestly, I still canât rest easy. Iâll only feel relieved when I see his face myself. And I worry about whether that commoner who saved him is truly able to care for someone as⌠particular as His Grace. I meanâmen who live out in the forest tend to be rather rough, donât they? His Grace isnât overly fastidious, but still⌠heâs a precious man!â
âNow, thatâs just prejudice,â Urian said. âAnd besides, that person isnât a man.â
âWhat?â
âSheâs a woman.â
Visdâs eyes went wide and round.
âA woman? Youâre telling me a woman was living alone out there?â
He asked again and again, as if unable to believe it.
âYesâŚâ Urian replied, his tone leisurely, as though picturing Marsha in his mind. She was an unusual one in many ways. Most illegal residents had predictable storiesâtheyâd fled from somewhere, their pasts filled with hardship. And while she did seem to have endured some trials, she didnât look as though sheâd lived her whole life in suffering.
Women who worked only with their hands tended to stoop a little, their shoulders rounded.Â
But sheâher posture when standing, the way she moved her handsâwas refined, almost like that of a noblewoman.
I wonder if the injury I gave her has healed.
A pang of guilt stabbed through Urian âs gut.
He had truly lost his senses that day.
To treat a woman so roughly!
And worse yet⌠the very woman who had saved His Grace!
Even if he hadnât known at the time, he couldnât forgive himself.Â
He would likely carry the guilt for the rest of his life.
WaitâŚ
Noticing that Visd had been frozen like a statue for some time, Urian tilted his head in puzzlement.Â
Then, suddenly, Visdâs eyes lit up.
âAh! She must be an old woman, then? Wasnât the previous owner of that house said to be elderly?â
Looking as though he had just solved a fiendishly difficult riddle, Visd awaited confirmation.
âThe former owner was indeed elderly,â Urian said, âbut the current owner is not. Sheâs a young woman.â
ââŚWâwhat?â
Visd stiffened all over again.