Chapter 2
It happened in the blink of an eye.
Ricador, who had been staring down at the sword that had pierced through the center of his body with a shocked expression, looked at Oberon.
ââŚâŚYou, what do you think youâre doingâŚâŚ! Cough! Cough!â
âPlease forgive me, Young Master Ricador.â
Oberon bowed his head politely, then mercilessly pulled the sword out.
Rierusha, who had been staring blankly at Ricador collapsing to the floor, screamed.
âBrotherâ!!â
Oberon stopped Rierusha as she reached out toward Ricador and let out a sigh.
âBe quiet, Lady Rierusha. What will you do if the imperial soldiers notice?â
âWhat are you doing! Why would you do that to BrotherâŚâŚ!â
âDo you know this?â
Oberon kept watching the castle still burning, then looked straight at Rierusha.
His silver-gray eyes were filled with disgust.
âIf His Grace hadnât ordered me to protect you, things wouldnât have turned out like this.â
âW-what are you sayingâŚâŚ?â
Rierusha asked in a voice trembling with anxiety.
âIt means the reason House Arakrene will be wiped out is all because of you.â
Rierusha could only stand there blankly. She didnât want to hear Oberonâs wordsâthat everything was her fault.
âLook. Because of protecting you alone, see who has died now.â
Oberon pointed at Ricador.
Rierushaâs eyes widened in shock.
Was the reason her family had to die and the house to be wiped out reallyâŚâŚ.
âBecause of me?â
No. Grandfather had always turned away from Rierusha, and her father had not come to see her even once.
Her other brothers were the same.
They had always looked at Rierusha as if she were a stranger.
But Oberon shattered everything Rierusha had known until now.
âDo you know what sacrifices the young duke made just to protect you alone?
Rierushaâs gaze wavered violently.
âWhy did His Grace take in a child like that. Because of one child, now the young dukeâŚâŚ!â
The maidsâ whispers came back to her.
âDo you know how the house came to walk the road to ruin?â
Rierushaâs body trembled.
At a moment like this, the helplessness of not being able to do anything made her stomach churn.
âIf only I had an ability.â
If that were the caseâŚâŚ.
âBut what good is knowing now?â
Oberonâs sword rose high.
Soon, terrible pain engulfed Rierusha.
* * *
âN-noo!!â
Bolt upright. Rierusha flailed her arms and sat up. Her nightgown was soaked through with cold sweat.
Panting, Rierusha hurriedly opened the window and let out a huge sigh of relief.
The Arakrene ducal castle, seen through the dim window, was intact.
âTh-thank goodness.â
To think it had all been a dream.
It was just as she wiped the beads of cold sweat on her brow with the back of her hand.
ââŚâŚHuh?â
Rierushaâs eyes went round.
Her plump, stubby-fingered hands were more than a handspan smaller than before.
Not only that, her body felt small, and her eye level much lower.
Trying to make sense of it in a panic, Rierusha hurried to the mirror.
On the way, her feet tangled and she went crashing down.
It was because it was hard to keep her balance with a body that had suddenly shrunk.
âW-what is disâŚâŚ?â
The pain was brief. She only lifted her head, and when she saw herself reflected in the mirror, Rierushaâs mouth fell open.
In the mirror was a child with pink bobbed hair lightly framing chubby cheeks, red eyes wide, wearing a startled expression.
ââŚâŚTh-this canât be.â
When she muttered dully, the Rierusha in the mirror did the same.
She had returned to the past. And as a much younger child.
* * *
âWas that really reality?â
Until dawn, Rierusha couldnât tear herself away from the mirror.
She didnât care that the maid who came by briefly to bring breakfast looked at her strangely.
Feeling hungry only belatedly, Rierusha turned toward where the tray was.
ââŚâŚI have a nut allergy.â
Seeing the tray, Rierusha let out a deep sigh.
On the meager tray, she could see nuts embedded in the solitary piece of bread.
Rierusha, with practiced hands, picked them out one by one.
In fact, she hadnât known she had an allergy.
She had learned it around this time, after eating bread without thinking and getting terribly sick once.
As she absentmindedly picked the nuts out one by one, Rierushaâs eyes opened wide.
âItâs da same, isnât it?â
The same situation as the one she had experienced in the past was repeating itself.
Unable to tell whether this was a dream or reality, Rierusha dropped the bread.
âIt was weal. The family weally got ruinedâŚâŚ.â
The memories Rierusha had experienced up to the age of ten.
They were too vivid to deny as a dream.
But there were things she couldnât understand if it was all true.
âThat such a great house would be wiped out in an instant because of meâwhy?â
That in a few years, the House of Arakrene that had ruled the empire would be ruined.
If she told the people around her, she would be treated as a madwoman, nine times out of ten.
Because it was something unimaginable.
Even Rierusha, who had gone through it, could hardly believe it.
âHe definitely said it was because of me.â
Moreover, she couldnât believe that the house had fallen because of none other than Rierusha herself.
What influence could Rierusha, who had been inconspicuous until ten, have had to become the cause of the houseâs ruin?
Then, if she alone werenât in this house, could she save everyone in the family?
Rierusha quietly clenched her fist.
She wanted to protect everyone.
âBut even by the time I was ten, I hadnât awakened an abilityâŚâŚ.â
How could she protect her family?
Normally, in the bloodline of House Arakrene, if you still hadnât awakened after the age of four, you gave up on all possibilities.
No one had told her this, but this was around the time Rierusha had been completely cut off from the family, so she knew.
ââŚâŚStill, I have to protect them.â
Oberon never told her what the familyâs circumstances were until the very end. But one thing was certain: in this house, Rierushaâs existence was as good as poison.
âOkaaay.â
Then she just had to leave the ducal castle so that Oberon would have no reason to betray them.
In truth, Rierusha had vaguely known it.
How much Oberon had found Rierusha displeasing.
She couldnât forget how his blatant gaze had followed her, sharp enough to make even her skin prickle.
She hadnât expected it would lead to an irreversible situation, though.
âBut now I know.â
Rierusha looked around, found a scrap of cloth sticking out of the wardrobe drawer, and yanked it out with all her strength.
* * *
Rierusha was creeping along somewhere, carrying a neatly packed bundle.
âIf I just get out of that forest, it must connect to the outside.â
When the ducal castle burned, Ricador had taken her there.
That forest must surely be the path that connected to the outside.
Once, she had wondered why, when there were so many other empty castles in the Arakrene main fortress, she had to live near such a frightening forest.
That was probably because Grandfather disliked Rierusha so much he couldnât stand the sight of her.
But now, Rierusha was glad the forest was close.
Since no one paid her any attention, it seemed she could leave the castle safely without being caught.
âNnngh, itâs heaaavy!â
At this hour, the Arakrene heirs would be in class.
Normally, Rierusha would have slipped into the âTower of Truthâ where classes were held in secret, butâŚâŚ.
Instead, today she had decided to leave the ducal castle.
âWhy is dis so heaaavy?â
She hadnât even put many things in it, but her arms were already starting to ache.
Rierusha looked down at the bundle with a pouting face.
She had gathered all sorts of things that looked like they could sell for a decent price outside.
She had heard that, surprisingly, toys and items children played with sold for high prices.
She had learned that too from listening to the maids whisper






