Chapter 2
In her past life, Catherineās favorite novel wasĀ The Dukeās Daughter Refuses to Regret, also known asĀ Dukeās Regret.
She loved it because the main character was a ācold-hearted heroine,ā a type she liked the most among all romance fantasy heroines.
But what exactlyĀ isĀ a cold-hearted heroine?
Romance fantasy novels have all kinds of female leads:
From the ā#OurHeroineIsAdorableā and ā#PureSunshineā types to the ā#SelfishAndProudā and ā#VillainousQueenā types. There are countless variations.
But the best of them all, in Catherineās opinion, was theĀ cold-hearted heroine.
These heroines declare,Ā āI will no longer beg for love,āĀ only to unintentionally attract everyone around them.
And in most cases, novels featuring a cold-hearted heroine also include the āfamily regretā or āsurrounding regretā trope.
In other words, once she gives up on everything, love starts pouring in from all directions.
That must be so frustrating for the heroineā¦
But for the readers? Itās the best thing ever!
A cold and indifferent heroine who has been through it all.
Men desperately trying to earn even a shred of her affection, regretting their past actions, and suffering in the process.
This kind of reverse harem dynamic has always been a surefire way to captivate readers and stir emotions.
And if you add a touch of obsession and angst? Readers will empty their wallets in no time.
As someone who once lived for these kinds of novels, CatherineĀ lovedĀ this type of heroine.
But nowā¦
āPossessing a character? Fine. But why, of all people, did I have to end up as the villain who torments the heroine? Damn it!ā
Catherine kicked her legs wildly in frustration as she rolled around in bed.
After exhausting herself, she lay still, trying to recall her memories.
She couldnāt remember much about her past life, but sheĀ clearlyĀ remembered the moment she was reborn in this world.
It was when she was just a newborn baby.
āEh⦠uhh?ā
āWait, was that baby talk? Huh? Why⦠am I a baby?ā
From the moment she opened her eyes as an infant, Catherine retained all her past-life memories.
At first, she was shocked, but as a dedicated reader of romance fantasy novels, she quickly grasped the situation.
āAlright! Iāve been reborn in another world. Time to live a life of luxury!ā
But that resolve didnāt last long.
Like a goldfish with a short memory, she forgot all about being a reincarnated soul after turning three years old.
āOther people remember their past lives just fine and thrive! Why am I like this?!ā
She silently wept over her stupidity.
She had wastedĀ threeĀ golden opportunities:
Living a cute baby life, getting pampered, and changing the original storyās plot.
Then she remembered what had happened earlier at the dining hallāwhen she saw Eleanor.
āWait, why is she here?ā
The moment their eyes met as Eleanor walked through the door, it was like a lightning bolt struck Catherineās mind.
Her memories came rushing back all at once.
At the same time, she instinctivelyĀ understoodĀ Eleanorās life story and the world of this novel, as if she were reading it like a book.
For a split second, Catherine shut her eyes tightly.
When she reopened them, she realized everyone was staring at her.
She had been mid-sentence, about to snap at Eleanor, before abruptly stopping.
But she couldnāt say anything now.
Terror gripped her body, cold sweat dripping down her back.
When she looked at Eleanor again, the image ofĀ Eleanor Valentineāas she had seen her in the novelāoverlapped with the real person before her.
āOh dear. No matter how much you beg, nothing will change.ā
āDamn it⦠Eleanor! Aaah!ā
āWhatās wrong? Iām only doing what you did to me, Catherine.ā
Specifically, it was Eleanor from when she was twenty years oldāthe one who came to kill her.
Catherine violently shook her head, trying to dispel the horrifying vision.
She shuddered again, the memory making her break into another cold sweat.
Someone once said,Ā āYou are the protagonist of your own life.ā
āThatās complete nonsense.ā
At least for her, it was.
She wasĀ notĀ the protagonist of this world.
The real protagonist here was Eleanor Valentine.
The very girl Catherine had been tormented, belittled, and treated like trash.
From now on, everything would revolve around Eleanor.
As expected of aĀ family regretĀ story, the entire family would soon be on their knees, begging for her forgiveness.
Love, influence, power, and fameāeverything would be laid at her feet.
And Catherine?
As the villain who had tormented Eleanor for years, she was doomed to a gruesome and pathetic end.
Catherine despaired.
āIām doomed! Completely doomed! F**!ā*
Normally, when someone possesses a villainous character, they struggle toĀ changeĀ the storyās course.
But Catherine?
She had no chance.
Just yesterday, she scalded Eleanor with hot tea.
āHahaha, stay still, little rat. Unless you want to get burned?ā
āHic⦠please stop, Catherine⦠Iām scaredā¦!ā
She had already crossed the point of no return.
No, not just a riverāshe was stranded in the middle of an ocean, sinking fast, with a hungry shark waiting below.
She silently buried her face in her pillow, crying.
āIām worse than an animal. No, even animals donāt deserve that comparisonā¦ā
Instead of living a beautiful and elegant life as a dukeās daughter, she was now headed toward a blood-soaked, tragic future.
One where she would pay for every single one of her sins.
Just like in the novel, she would suffer terribly before dying at Eleanorās hands.
If anything, death might be theĀ mercifulĀ outcome.
āNo way! I want to live!ā
Catherine agonized over what to do.
Finally, she reached a decision.
āI donāt have to become friends with Eleanor⦠I just need to make myself so harmless that she wonāt even bother killing me!ā
At fifteen years old, Catherine set her first goal: