#102. Because He Never Loved Me
Bellia lifted her chin, her eyes coldly fixed on Elin. Elin, in turn, smiled even more brightly, as if refusing to yield to that gaze.
It was unusual for her not to back down like this.
Had Elin Canterif always been so sharp-tongued?
Even without her, there were already plenty of things to worry about. Bellia didnāt want to stress herself by dealing with Elin unnecessarily.
Just as she decided to ignore Elin and move toward her designated place, she heard a faint voiceābarely audible, meant only for her:
āYou put on airs, yet your actions are shockingly shallow.ā
Elin covered her mouth with a fan, letting out a low, amused laugh.
āI always thought royalty meant nobility⦠but apparently, thatās not always the case.ā
āYou should be careful with your words, Your Highness. Speaking recklessly can bring serious consequences.ā
Bellia found Elinās display somewhat laughable. Only after Khalid had disappeared did Elin openly show hostility toward her. It seemed almost absurd.
Besides, in a moment when everyoneās attention was already on her, Bellia saw no reason to lower her reputation further by engaging with Elin.
āWeāll see whether your words are truly reckless or not.ā
Bellia didnāt respond. Instead, she turned away from Elin, who still whispered meaningfully behind her.
Todayās event was held alongside the templeās Thanksgiving Festival, and seats were assigned strictly according to rank. As the Second Princeās consort, Belliaās place was higher than that of Elin, who was still engaged to the First Prince.
Bellia walked past Elin with a composed air and moved toward her seat.
But when she took a few steps closer, she noticed a chair placed beside her own and frowned.
āā¦Of all times.ā
Khalid, who was currently reported missing, wouldnāt be attending, so his chair would be empty. That meant this chair was almost certainly for Raul. The thought of sitting next to Raul instead of Khalid already made her uneasy.
āThey should be arriving about now.ā
The royal family members who had finished their prayers at the temple were expected to reach the party hall. During prayer, only those who carried the royal bloodline were allowed entry, aside from the empress. Thatās why Bellia had come straight to the party hall.
āStrange⦠the Empress still hasnāt arrived.ā
Soon, the herald announced the arrival of the First Prince, Raul. With confident steps, he ascended the stairs to the dais and took his seat beside Bellia. Holding a pre-arranged glass of wine, he addressed the nobles.
āUnfortunately, due to unavoidable circumstances, Their Majesties the Emperor and Empress cannot attend the party. I shall hold the place for them, and I hope you all enjoy this yearās harvest and have a pleasant time.ā
Raul then sat back down. With both the Emperor and Empress absent, the highest seats at the event were now occupied by Raul and Belliaāa sight that struck many as unusual.
āThis is a problem. I didnāt expect the Emperor and Empress to be absent.ā
Given the rumors surrounding Bellia and Raul, their seating side by side only fed further speculation.
Soon, lively music filled the hall. Raul stood, descended the stairs, and extended his hand toward Elin. Shyly, she took it, and they met at the center of the hall.
As they danced gracefully to the music, Bellia watched with an indifferent expression. Raul held Elinās waist and guided her hand with ease. When the music was about halfway through, he asked her:
āElin, may I dance with Princess Bellia after this song?ā
Elin said nothing. Silence fell between them. She bit her lip and shook her head firmly.
āI donāt want Your Highness attending to the Second Princeās consort.ā
Raul didnāt frown at her refusal; he simply tried to persuade her again.
āThe Second Princeās consort has lost her husband and is in a difficult state. If I let her sit idly and leave, it will make her a subject of ridicule. Iām only helping out of compassion, Elin.ā
It was a ridiculous excuse.
Elin wanted to shout that she would be the laughingstock if Raul danced with Bellia, yet she couldnāt. In their relationship, Elin was thoroughly powerless.
ā…Do my feelings not matter to you?ā
āYou are kind and considerate, arenāt you?ā Raul smiled gently.
Elin could only lower her head in despair.
āMy opinion is no longer needed, it seems.ā
āNot at all. If you truly dislike it, I wonāt risk hurting your feelings just to tend to the Second Princeās consort.ā
A lie.
Elin watched Raulās polished shoes move gracefully to the rhythm, as elegant as his smooth words, completely indifferent to her shattered heart. She had dared to hope he might care for her a little, based on his few polite words, yet now, with Khalid gone, Raul revealed his true intentions.
āHe never intended to let go of Princess Bellia from the start.ā
He had never truly made an effort for her. Everything he did was only to get what he wanted.
Elinās sincere heart crumbled under the cruel, merciless reality.
āI truly loved himā¦ā
The song ended, and Elin answered weakly:
āIf Your Highness cares for her, then do as you wish.ā
With her permission given, the music ended as if by coincidence. Raul lightly embraced Elin before letting her go, whispering in her ear:
āThank you, Elin. Iām glad you are such a thoughtful person.ā
By the time Elin returned to her seat, her smile was gone. Raul, however, walked toward the higher position beside Bellia.
Feeling abandoned, Elin glanced briefly at his retreating figure. The sparkle in her eyes faded.
Raul didnāt sit; he stood before Bellia and extended his hand. The hall fell silent instantly.
āBellia. Will you grant me the honor of this dance?ā
The man who had just danced with his fiancƩe now extended his hand to her. Bellia glared at him.
āIām afraid Iāll have to decline.ā
There was no way she would dance with him.
Yet Raul raised a corner of his mouth, maintaining a calm and composed demeanor, still holding out his hand.
āDid you not hear me?ā
Belliaās voice was sharp.
Still, Raul naturally took her hand, lifting her to her feet and leading her to the center of the hall.
āWhat⦠is this?!ā
She tried to resist, but Raulās grip was firm, guiding her to dance. The music began anew. Everyone watched silently, occasionally glancing at Elinās expression.
Bellia faced Raul in the center and asked,
āWhat on earth are you thinking?ā
Raul held her waist and matched her hand with his.
āI told you to come to me. I will grant you everything you desireāwhy do you resist so stubbornly?ā
āI want nothing from Your Highness,ā she said coldly.
They remained in place, dancing in silence, the music flowing around them.
āEverything else, Iāll give. Iāll let you live as the Second Princeās consort. Publicly, youāll still be Khalidās wife.ā
āBullshit.ā
Not worth listening to.
Raul slowly led Bellia in the dance. They couldnāt remain frozen forever; she reluctantly moved to the musicās rhythm.
āDo you realize how ridiculous we look? You, making advances on my fiancĆ©e, and me, dancing with the brother of my missing husband. All for the sake of othersā opinions. You always wrap lies in the guise of love.ā
āā¦Because I love you.ā
āDonāt hide it behind love.ā
Having danced since the middle of the song, the music was nearing its end. Bellia released his hand, speaking coldly:
āYouāve never once loved me.ā
As expected, the social circles buzzed with gossip about Bellia and Raul.
From stories of Khalid being used, to claims that Bellia was merely playing with the First Princeāpeople spared no shameful words.
āIsnāt he completely insane?ā Rachel exclaimed in anger.
āI thought the First Prince had finally lost his mind at the party,ā she added.
āHowās the atmosphere?ā Bellia asked.
āNot good. No matter how much I deny it, people arenāt listening. Theyāve finally found someone to tear apart.ā
To those unfamiliar with them, this was just juicy gossip.
āMany still support Your Highness, trying to shift opinions, but everyone is too busy criticizing her. Besides⦠that day, Princess Canterif was in such a pitiable state.ā
Bellia closed her eyes, thinking of how to handle the situation.
Given Rachelās concern, Bellia knew the social image was clear: Elin as the pitiable victim, and she herself as the ultimate villainess.
Since that day, Elin had not left the mansion. Rumors multiplied, and Raul seemed unconcerned with explaining anything.
āWhy is the First Prince acting this way? Everyone knew he couldnāt forget Your Highness, but to openly ignore Princess Canterif like thisā¦ā
āHow is Duke Canterif reacting?ā
āHeās furious. He says itās disrespectful to the Canterif family.ā
Bellia sighed. The situation was grim.
āLetās watch a little longer before taking action.ā
Her reputation was worseningāand this wasnāt the outcome she had anticipated.
āThis is troubling.ā
As she pondered how to resolve matters that night, news arrived: the death of Marquis Selone.