Chapter : 37
Halbern was thrown into chaos without warning.
First, the young lady who had gone out suddenly collapsed and didnât return, and then, unexpectedly, the crown princeâwho seemed unlikely to ever come againâshowed up with her.
âWeâve contacted the temple, the Mage Tower, and the Medical Guild.â
âA priest has arrived!â
âA healer is here!â
âDoctors from the Medical Guild have arrived!â
Priests from the temple, healers from the Mage Tower, and doctors from the Medical Guild all gathered.
These specialists each examined Arellin using their own methods, and their final conclusion was unanimous.
âThere are no signs of life-threatening issues. Sheâs simply asleep, Brother.â
âThereâs no distortion, and her mana response is normal.â
âMy diagnosis is the same. Sheâs merely asleep.â
Mehen, who had been beside himself with worry over what might be wrong, finally relaxed at their words.
âSheâs just⌠sleeping?â
The three might have had different specialties, but each was a master in their field, especially regarding the human body. Their verdict could be trusted.
âThen can you tell us when the young lady will wake up?â
âWell, thatâs⌠difficult to sayâŚâ
The three, who had been discussing the case together, exchanged troubled looks and shook their heads.
The Mage Towerâs healer spoke with an uneasy expression.
âMiss Arellin is very frail by nature, so itâs hard for us to make a guess.â
âHahâŚâ
Disdainful eyes seemed to ask how someone like that made it to the top of their field, but the healer merely flinched, unable to reply.
âI understand. You may go.â
Even though the professionals had concluded that Arellin was simply asleep, she didnât wake easily.
The attending physician and the trio constantly checked her condition, running tests in case they missed anything. Despite their efforts, she remained unresponsive.
âWhy canât she wake up?â
âAre we all going to die here if this keeps up?â
âStop whining and cast the vitality spell again, brother.â
âThen you better make sure your blessings work, priest.â
âIâve been praying and blessing her every morning and night.â
âAnd I canât even give her medicine unless she wakes upâŚâ
Though caring for Arellin had originally been Uniâs job, for some reason Mehen had dropped everything and taken it upon himself.
But what truly made the trio trembleâŚ
âŚwas the presence of Crown Prince Pession.
âWhy is the Crown Prince here?â
Hic!
Healer Mariel hiccupped in shock.
âYou should refer to him as His Highness the Crown Prince, brother.â
âWhatever!â
Even for high-ranking mages who rarely left the Mage Tower, royalty was an intimidating presence.
âRumor has it that His Highness and the young lady are very close.â
âThat must be true. Otherwise, he wouldnât stay by a sick friendâs side for days.â
Their expressions grew even darker.
âIâll go cast the vitality spell again.â
âIâll join you, brother. I need to offer another prayer.â
âShould I check on her again as well?â
The three could only hope Arellin would wake soon.
Pession did not leave Arellinâs side, not even for a moment.
âYour Highness, you must return now.â
It had been four days since Arellin failed to wake.
The young crown princeâs extended absence prompted the palace to send a chamberlain to retrieve him.
âIâm not leaving.â
But they failedâevery time.
âYour HighnessâŚâ
âIâll leave once Arellin wakes up.â
Pessionâs resolve was unshakable.
âYou could return to the palace and come back laterââ
âWhat if she wakes up or gets worse while Iâm gone?â
ââŚâŚâ
âSo Iâm staying.â
The chamberlains were flustered by the crown princeâs stubbornness.
If it had been Lord Silua, they might understandâbut such behavior from Prince Pession was unprecedented. The royal court even convened an emergency meeting over it.
In the end, they couldnât overrule him.
âLet His Highness do as he wishes.â
With Empress Azenyâs permission, Pessionâs strange stay at Halbern began.
He refused to leave Arellinâs side.
âYour Highness, you must at least wash and eat.â
Chamberlain Griam tried, but Pession remained silent and unmoving by Arellinâs side. In the end, Mehen had to step in.
âIâll stay with the young lady. Please go.â
âButâŚâ
Pession looked reluctant, refusing to leave her side.
âWhen she wakes up, wouldnât she be happier to see you well-rested and healthy?â
ââŚ!â
Pession finally reacted.
âIf she wakes to see you looking worn out, it might distress her.â
At Mehenâs words, Pession frowned, visibly conflicted. Then, finally, he stood up.
âIâll be right back.â
âYour HighnessâŚâ
Griam, watching the prince heed Mehenâs words while ignoring his own, felt a wave of resignationâas if he were watching a son-in-law obedient to his mother-in-law.
âWell, at least the goalâs achieved.â
Griam was an optimist.
A sleepless night for everyone.
Rustling noises came from outside the room.
Even though he had his own guest chamber, Pession often fell asleep beside Arellin.
âArellin.â
He gazed at the sleeping girl.
Arellin still showed no signs of waking.
Sometimes, just watching her, heâd grow terrified that she had stopped breathing. He would place his finger under her nose just to be sure.
Once he felt her soft, steady breath, only then could he feel relieved.
âSo strangeâŚâ
A childhood friend he hadnât even known existed just a few months ago now felt like such a huge presence.
How could that make any sense?
âStrangeâŚâ
Since the day they met by chance behind the garden, all heâs wanted was to see her, be with her.
Had he really gone mad, like Silua said?
âArellin, wake up.â
His voice crackedâa soft, uncharacteristic plea. Pession looked at the girl he loved so terribly, who still lay there with her eyes closed.
âPlease wake up.â
He lacked nothing in life. In fact, he might have had more than most could ever dream of.
Thatâs what it meant to be a crown prince.
He remembered what Arellin once told him.
She was right. Wherever he went, he was welcomed and loved.
Everyone wanted him, worshipped him.
Rejection? Exclusion? Neglect? Alienation?
Such words simply didnât apply to the crown prince.
And for someone like Pessionâwho had proved his worth through overwhelming talent and genius from such a young ageâthey were practically foreign concepts.
Perhaps that was whyâŚ
âŚheâd been so arrogantly sure that she would love him too.
No one had ever disliked or rejected his advances.
âArellinâŚâ
You were the first.
The first for all of this.
The first to make his perfect, fearless, abundant life falterâjust by being you.
Only after meeting you did I begin to understand what it meant to lack something, to feel impatient thirst for something I couldnât grasp.
Even fearâcame only from you.
âWhat if we never meet again?â
âWhat if she doesnât like me?â
âWhat if she never wakes up?â
Iâm scared.
And at the same time, Iâm amazed by myself.
From morning to night, whether eating, training, studying, even while sleepingâand maybe even dreamingâ
All I think about is you. I wonder how you are, I want to be with you, I miss you constantly.
Being this consumed by just one person⌠itâs so unfamiliar, so surprisingâand yet now, I canât even imagine a life without Arellin.
These unfamiliar emotionsâI donât know what to call them.
Maybe Iâm too young, too inexperienced to understand what this feeling is.
I donât even know why I like Arellin so much.
âBut I still like you.â
Even saying I like you didnât feel like enough. No matter how many times he said it, it wouldnât be enough.
âArellinâŚâ
Still lying there like she were dead, Arellin showed no signs of stirring. Pession, watching her, began to learn helplessness.
Everything had always come so easily.
For the first time, he had met his limit.
âArellinâŚâ
Arellin, slipping beyond his reach. The one he lost. The one who disappeared.
Stupid me.
âThis wonât happen again.â
As the dawn deepened and the moonlight bathed the room in silver, Pession made a vow.
âNext time, Iâll be the one to protect you.â
No matter what it takes.





