chapter 6:
 Preparing for the Cultural Festival, and the Classroom at Sunset
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âWhat is it that you want to know about me?â
âEver since Kirishima-kun cornered me with that question in the hallway, my heart has been swaying between anticipation and a faint touch of fear.
He knows.
Heâs realized that the way I look at him isnât how youâd look at just a classmate.
And he knows that my curiosity is about to step deep into his territoryâmaybe too deep.
That afternoon, after school, I sat alone in the newspaper club room, writing down todayâs events in my âObservation Diary.â
(His reaction when I asked that question that hit the core. And those cold eyes that seemed to see right through everythingâŚ)
Just remembering it makes my heart race.
This isnât simple observation anymore. Itâs a quiet psychological battle between us.
Thatâs when it happened.
The door to the clubroom opened softly with a click.
Standing there, wearing his school blazer, was Rei Kirishima.
â…Saeki.â
His voice was lower than usualâcalm, but carrying a weight that didnât allow refusal.
âI need to talk to you.â
He walked slowly into the room and sat down in the chair right across from me.
The setting sun poured into the room, and silence fell between us. I swallowed hard.
âWhâwhat is it? If itâs an interview for the newspaper, Iâm always happy to helpâŚâ
I tried to play it off as usual, but his serious gaze made my forced smile freeze in place.
âYou looked at Yuutoâs graduation album, didnât you?â
The words were directâno way to dodge them.
ââŚWhat are you trying to do? Dig up my past and turn it into an article?â
His voice carried a quiet anger, and a hint of resignation.
Back in middle school, he must have been subjected to those cruel, curious stares.
Imagining that pain made my chest tighten.
I dropped the usual act and faced him head-on.
âThatâs not it.â
My firm tone made him blink, slightly surprised.
âAt first, maybe it was. You were just⌠too perfect, Kirishima-kun. I thought there must be some juicy scoop hiding behind that. I admit itâand Iâm sorry.â
I bowed deeply.
Then, raising my head, I continued.
âBut after seeing that photo, I changed my mind.â
ââŚChanged your mind about what?â
âBecauseâitâs amazing!â
This time, his expression clearly said What on earth are you talking about?
âTo go from who you were then, to who you are now⌠I realized how much effort that must have taken. Thatâs not something to be ashamed of. Itâs something to be proud ofâsomething I think is really, really cool.â
Those were my true feelingsâno lies, no mask.
I genuinely respected the effort heâd put in.
Reiâs expression went completely blank, as if Iâd caught him off guard.
The tension in his eyes began to melt, replaced by something unfamiliarâconfusion.
Maybe until now, whenever someone found out about his past, they either mocked him or treated him like something strange.
But my reaction was neither.
ââŚYouâre really weird, you know that?â
After a long silence, he muttered that softly.
But the sharp edge in his voice was gone.
âI get that a lot!â
I answered with a grin, my usual energy slowly returning.
Rei stood up and headed for the door.
ââŚDo whatever you want.â
His tone was still curt, but somehow softer than before.
âJust know whatâll happen if you write something unnecessary.â
With that sharp warning, he left the room.
Alone again, I let out a long breath.
(I wonder if my words reached him⌠even a little.)
It felt like I had managed to melt just a bit of the ice wall that surrounded his heart.
Our relationship had definitely moved to a new stage today.
He wasnât just an observation subject anymore.
We were now partners in a shared secretâco-conspirators.
And thinking that made the days ahead feel like theyâd be far more thrillingâand far more interesting.