Chapter 7
âGrandmotherâs Presenceâ
âNo⊠please donât apologize. It was probably my grandmotherâs own wish,â Ruri said quietly.
Even as she said it, though, she couldnât help but thinkâif only she had known of her grandmotherâs existence, she would have wanted to meet her, to talk with her at least once.
Seeing the faint loneliness in Ruriâs smile, Godai continued gently,
âFor someone in her nineties, she would have spent her childhood during the war. And the years after that werenât easy either. Maybe thatâs why she didnât like to talk about the past too much.â
âYes⊠that might be true,â Ruri murmured.
âOhâbut you know,â Godai said, recalling something, âMs. Ellis told me once that she first met your grandfather in a bamboo grove. Maybe thatâs why she loved this house so muchâŠ
My parents seemed to know about her son, too. Given the times back then, perhaps she had to send him away to work, or maybe there was some special reason they couldnât live together.â
As Ruri looked around the house, she tried to imagine the life her grandmother had led.
It must have been a life lived with care and order.
Everything was neatly arranged, tidy and peaceful.
A soft smile crossed Ruriâs face. So different from me, she thought.
âNow then,â said Godai, taking something from her bag, âIâll give you the house keys. If it makes you more comfortable, you can change the locks later.â
âThank you. But I heard you and my grandmother were like mother and daughter,â Ruri said after a pause. âI live alone, too⊠so if itâs alright, Iâd like to leave a spare key with you.â
At that, Godai smiled warmly.
âI live alone as well. Iâll keep it safeâas if it were my own daughterâs house,â she said, accepting the spare key.
Three days later, on her day off, Ruri returned.
If she were to rent a monthly parking spot near her company, half of her apartment rent would be gone.
Then there was car maintenance, gasoline, taxesâŠ
Which is cheaper, really? she wondered.
Her savings were almost nonexistent, barely enough to get by.
What should I do�
She entered the house and sat down in the small four-and-a-half tatami mat Japanese-style room connected to the living and dining area.
When she lay down, the faint scent of rush grass filled her nose.
What was Grandmother thinking?
What did she want me to do with this house?
As she pondered, her eyelids grew heavyâand before she knew it, she had fallen asleep.
When she woke, the sun was already high past noon.
Thenâshe felt it.
A presence.
Ruri bolted upright in alarm.
A burglar!?
The presence moved behind her, circling slowly⊠then stopped in front of the small alcove where a Buddhist altar stood.
G-Grandmother?
Ruri froze.
Before her stood a dignified woman, radiant and elegantâ
wearing what looked like a gown from a medieval film.
She resembled Ruriâs father so closely that there was no doubtâthis must be her grandmother.
Yet she appeared young, far younger than she should have been.
The woman turned toward Ruri, slowly raising one arm, as if pointing toward something unseen.
Oddly enough, Ruri felt no fear.
She could only gaze, mesmerized, at her grandmotherâs youthful form.
Just before fading away, the woman placed her hand gently atop Ruriâs head⊠and smiledâa soft, loving smile.
For a long moment, Ruri sat there, dazed and motionless.
Then, realizing what had happened, she jumped to her feet and began searching the room for her grandmotherâs figure.