Chapter 4
âGoodness, Miss Caitlin, please calm down. Weâve told Miss Annette many times that she has plenty of fine clothes, and that she should wear Annetteâs clothes instead. But Miss Annette keeps saying Miss Caitlinâs clothes look better and keeps coveting them.â
The nannyâs mouth was spewing lies effortlessly.
Now that the dinner with the Grand Dukeâwho absolutely had to attendâwas over, the nanny had nothing left to fear. She calmly lied to Caitlin, who held real power in the estate.
âNanny, no matter how much my sister may be acting up, how long have you even worked in this household?â
âThatâs true. Itâs all my fault for Miss Annette behaving so rudely.â
While the two who were perfectly in sync played their little game, I changed into indoor clothes.
Flap.
The thin muslin undergarment floated in my hand.
Give this back? If she wanted it so badly, fine.
Riiip.
With a disgusting tearing sound, Caitlinâs muslin undergarment was split cleanly in two.
âEek! What are you doing? Thatâs my clothes!â
âYou told me to take it off. I did. How I take it off is my choice.â
âWho said you could tear it? Are you insane?â
âOh, I ruined something I borrowed from you. Fine, Iâll pay for it. Happy now?â
âYou⌠you!â
âYou were going to burn it anyway, werenât you?â
âWhat?â
âYou always throw away anything I touch because it disgusts you. I figured youâd do the same with this, so I handled it first. Was that too much?â
Caitlin turned deathly pale, gasping as if she might collapse at any moment. It was the first time the once-cowed Annette had retaliated so boldly.
âI read my old diary recently, and it had some interesting entries. Turns out youâve âborrowedâ quite a few things from me when I was younger, havenât you?â
âA diary?â
âThat muslin undergarment is nothing. If you were going to borrow things, you couldâve at least taken better ones. Instead, the maids were so careful around your mood that they brought the oldest, most worn-out pieces.â
Honestly, if I hadnât been pressed for time to attend dinner with the Grand Duke, I wouldnât have worn that muslin piece I just tore.
So tearing it wasnât wastefulâit was simply returning an already worn item to nature.
âIâll gladly pay for that cheap muslin. But in return, Iâll need back everything youâve borrowed and never returned.â
A crown.
âAnnette, this crown is so pretty. Can I just try it on for a bit?â
Allowance money.
âSis, can I borrow some money? Youâve been saving since childhood anyway.â
A hair ornament.
âSis, I have a tea party tomorrow at the Marlin Countâs house and I really want to wear your headpiece. It was your grandmotherâs, right? I donât have anything like thatâŚâ
âCome on, itâs just borrowing from your little sister. Arenât we family?â
Memories of Annetteâs past abuse and my past life in a new family overlapped.
People who only came close when they needed something.
Step-siblings who were closer than strangers yet treated me like a motherless child.
Honestly, strangers wouldâve been better.
These werenât things to be dismissed as a child âborrowing toys.â As the eldest daughter of House Fosche, Annetteâs possessions were all precious and expensive. And Caitlinâand the servantsâhad slowly taken them one by one.
âIâm not the old Annette who just endured everything silently.â
âPerfect timing. That pearl earring youâre wearing right now was mine too, wasnât it? You took it as a âsisterhood giftâ the day you first came to our house.â
Caitlin instinctively covered her ears. The white pearl earrings dangled from her lobesâgifts said to have been given by the former queen to House Fosche.
âWhat are you talking about all of a sudden? Youâre making a fuss over just a muslin undergarment? In a ducal family like ours?â
âYou were the one who started this over âjust muslin.ââ
At my cold voice, Caitlinâs face flushed red.
A muslin undergarment versus royal pearl earrings. She clearly thought I had lost my mind.
âI wonât nitpick the small things. But you know those pearl earrings are valuable.â
Ignoring her unease, I continued clearly.
âBesides those earrings, thereâs also the emerald bracelet you borrowed⌠and Simon, your younger brother, took my horse. And alsoâŚâ
As I listed them one by one, Caitlinâs face grew whiter and whiter. She hadnât expected me to remember everything.
Her anxious expression seemed to scream, That girl who used to stay quiet no matter what⌠was calculating all of this the whole time?
To them, Annette had been an easy, disposable step-sister who just endured everything. So seeing her suddenly standing tall and demanding answers left them shaken.
Cornered, Caitlin switched to anger instead.
âSo what if youâre marrying into the Grand Dukeâs house? What, you think youâre something now? Youâre just going to the freezing North where you canât even survive winter without our familyâs support!â
âWhat?â
âEven if thereâs a difference in rank, the Grand Ducal House is still pathetic enough to need our support. In that cold place, there probably isnât even enough foodâagh!â
Smack.
Caitlinâs head snapped to the side. I had slapped her.
âApologize.â
Annette⌠hit me? That disgraceful girl slapped me?
Caitlin stared at me in disbelief.
As a noble lady raised in luxury, she had likely never been slapped in her life.
But I no longer needed to tolerate idiots insulting the male lead.
âApologize immediately.â
âWhat are you doing!â
âInsulting me is a family matter. But you just insulted the North Iâm marrying into. I can forgive anything except that.â
âI didnât say anything wrong! Agh! Let go!â
Wrong. Insulting the protagonist of this novel was unforgivable.
The world of a transmigrator revolved around the protagonist, you idiot.
âI wonât let go until you apologize.â
I said sharply. Startled, Caitlin struggled but couldnât respond properly. Even the servants, who should have intervened, just stood frozen, stunned by the sudden violence.
Our tangled bodies struggled against each other.
Footsteps approached.
âSo Miss Annetteâs tolerance does not extend to her sisters, it seems.â
Suddenly, a strong force separated us.
âAck!â
Startled, Caitlin stumbled backward and fell to the floor.
I found myself held quite securely in someoneâs arms.
âYour Highness the Grand Duke?â
I gaped.
An iron mask covering his face. A distorted voice. It was unmistakably him.
Why was he here?
âYou said you werenât coming!â
âI apologize for entering a ladyâs room without permission, regardless of the reason.â
He bowed formally.
âBut when people fight with the door closed within the estate, this tends to happen.â
He glanced at the wide-open door.
âLooks like I ended up with some free time.â
Now that my anger had cooled, I realized I might have gone too far with Caitlin.
âIf I had known the Grand Duke was coming, I wouldnât have pulled her hair like that⌠or would I? It still probably looked like I was on the same side as him.â
If I were a proper noble heroine, I wouldâve defeated her with elegance and words. But I was just a short-lived extra, so my body moved before my mind could.
âI was wandering and somehow ended up here.â
His gravelly voice echoed near my ear. Even distorted, it somehow felt gentle.
Maybe the Grand Duke prefers wild women. I should remember that.
âPerhaps Iâve been thinking about Miss Annette more deeply than I expected.â
âIn that case, shall I prepare tea?â
Ignoring Caitlin still crying on the floor, I asked shamelessly.
âI would like that, but there seems to be another guest here first.â
Unfortunately, the Duke wasnât shameless enough to calmly drink tea in front of a crying young lady.
âIf you could spare me some of your time, I will arrange a proper appointment and return.â
âYes, of course!â
I nodded quickly.
âMiss AnnetteâŚâ
The Grand Duke hesitated as if about to comment on me. What? That I was calm? Charming? Bold? Why stop halfwayâdonât leave me hanging!
But instead of speaking about me, he turned to Caitlin, still sobbing in the corner.
âNorth is cold. We do not have the luxurious foods of the South. But please rememberâthe peace of the South exists because we guard the northern borders.â
His voice was cold, like frost.
Caitlin trembled.
âI⌠IâŚâ
âHe heard it.â
Barely able to stand with the help of Sir Daniel, Caitlin collapsed again.
âI will not accept apologies through violence in the North.â
He leaned slightly toward me and whispered softlyâjust for me to hear.
It was almost gentle, as if joking, if not for the iron mask.
By the time the Grand Duke left, Caitlin could not even meet his gaze. As she bowed her head, strands of red hair I had pulled drifted down onto her lap, one by one.