Chapter 82: An Unreliable Husband
That necklace was too valuable to sell outright.
âBut maybe I could use it as collateral to borrow some money?â
So, I took the sapphire necklace to the Barcot Bank in Goldrain.
The bank director rushed out to greet me, and though surprised when I said I wanted a loan, he agreed without hesitation and handed me 150,000 coinsâa huge sum.
When asked if he needed to appraise the jewel, he waved it off, saying, âFor Her Highness, that alone is proof enough.â
I passed all the money directly to Alchent as investment capital.
It was 300 times the amount of my dowry.
Even as I handed over the check, my hands trembled.
Still, if the investment succeeded, my personal fortune would grow.
If it failed, the necklace would be lost.
âThe only thing I can do now is help make sure Alchentâs business succeeds.â
âIâll publish two of Cecileâs recipes a week!â Cecilia declared, burning with determination.
Her passion made me laugh, easing the heavy pressure on my heart.
Thankfully, the problem seemed solved.
Or so I thoughtâ until that night, when I saw Loic.
***
It was late when the duke came to me, his face dark.
ââŚLoic? Please, come in.â
Calling his name still felt awkward, but âDukeâ didnât seem right either in this mood.
Normally, just stepping into the room, he would smile shyly and move carefully.
But tonight, there was no trace of a smile.
Loic strode in with heavy steps, standing before the sofa until I sat down first. Only then did he sit.
âWhatâs the matter?â I asked.
He lowered his lashes, then raised his eyes with a sigh.
âI thought you might have lost something⌠so I came to return it.â
âLost? Me?â
I touched my hairpinâFerdinandâs wedding gift. It was still there.
âEarrings, perhaps?â
As I checked my ear, Loic placed a slim velvet box on the table with a sharp thud.
âWhat is this?â
I opened it and gasped.
Inside was the sapphire necklace I had deposited at the bank earlier that day.
âHow⌠did youâŚ?â
Loic was clearly angry.
He said nothing, and the silence stretched uncomfortably long before he finally spoke in a low voice.
âWhy did you borrow money?â
âAh, thatâŚâ I fidgeted with my fingers.
âHow much should I tell him?â
Last time, with the egg incident, he almost punished Meisel severely until I calmed him.
If he knew Meisel was involved again, it could truly cause a disaster.
I couldnât be the reason the dukeâs family quarreled with an old vassal family.
Seeing my hesitation, his face grew darker.
âIs this something you cannot tell me?â
âNo, no, itâs not like that.â
So I briefly explained how I had invested in Alchentâs business to prevent The Northern News from being sold off, and that I needed money for it.
âThatâs why I borrowed it.â
âYou could have taken it from the household funds,â he replied.
âBut I couldnât use Blenheim money for something personal.â
Loic bit his lip.
âDid you trust me so little?â
ââŚWhat?â
His voice trembled slightly.
I looked at him closelyâhis lips were pouting faintly.
Not angry, but⌠hurt.
âLoic⌠were you upset?â
âUpset?â He clenched his jaw and forced his voice steady.
âAs a husband, I believed my wife was well. Yet to learn she was pawning jewelry and borrowing money because she lacked a few coinsâhow could I possibly feel upset?â
His voice shook. His eyes carried a trace of sorrowful reproach.
âBut it wasnât just a few coinsâŚâ
âI was simply disappointed. To realize Iâm such a useless husband that you couldnât depend on me at all.â
He turned his gaze aside, sulking.
Though he sounded serious, his expression was strangely⌠cute.
I had to bite my lips to hold back a laugh.
âIdiot, this isnât the time to laugh.â
It was my mistake.
If word spread that the duchess had pawned jewelry to borrow money, it would damage his honor greatly.
âI didnât expect the bank to be so loose-lipped.â
âIâm sorry,â I said, tilting my head toward him.
âItâs not that I donât trust you. I just didnât want to use household funds for personal matters.â
But Loic didnât move.
I leaned a little closer.
âYou must have been really hurt. Right? After all, you tell me every day who you meet and what you do.â
At my coaxing tone, his brow twitched, but his gaze still stayed fixed on the desk corner.
âPlease donât be angry. Itâs my fault.â
At that, his throat bobbed, and finally, he looked at me.
âDonât say that,â he murmured, his eyes softer.
âYou did nothing wrong.â
âBut I made you feel hurt.â
He ruffled his bangs, as if steadying himself, then lifted his head with new resolve.
ââŚAt the very least, when you need help, please come to me first.â
His tone was firm, almost commanding.
âI donât want to hear about you from other peopleâs mouths.â
The phrasing was oddly new.
Loic had often said, âYou mustnât,â but rarely, âI donât want to.â
ââŚAll right. From now on, Iâll always discuss everything with you first.â
âYou promise?â
At last, his mood eased, and he held out his little finger.
âSee? My dukeâno, my Loicâlearns quickly.â
Smiling, I hooked my pinky with his.
And silently vowed that next time I went to the bank, Iâd give that loose-tongued banker a piece of my mind.
***
Meanwhile, elsewhereâ
The Merchant Guild leader, Gelfry, clicked his tongue at the investment repayment note lying before him.
Alchent had just dropped it off.
It wasnât a sum impossible for Alchent to repay eventually, but far too large to raise so quickly.
âI even told people not to lend him money. Where did he get it?â
The opera business should have made a fortune. But now heâd ended up returning funds without gaining much profit.
Still, there was some gain.
Recently, Lady Meisel had stormed into his cafĂŠ, fuming.
Sheâd asked if it was possible to acquire The Northern News.
Her tone was too arrogant to even be called a ârequest.â
ââI and some acquaintances invested in Alchentâs businessâŚâ
ââSo, you can do it, right?â
âIs she trying to trip me again?â
He recalled the trouble from the âegg incident.â
Because the duchess had asked him to gather merchants, he had gone along, thinking heâd gain some favor with Count Avoirâs daughter.
Instead, radicals had appeared, causing chaos, and he had almost been arrested.
Though suspicion was avoided, he had been summoned by the duke, humiliated, and forced to clear the duchessâs name.
âAnd now she dares to come asking again?â
Still, The Northern News was tempting.
Its influence had grown strong, a perfect tool for shaping public opinion.
And since the duchess had excluded the Merchant Guild from the new marketplace after the failed first entry, his position had become awkward.
If this could strike a blow against her, it might be worth it.
ââVery well, Lady Meisel. Iâll help you.â
ââGood.â
ââBut on one condition.â
ââCondition? You mean to demand something of me?â
ââMerchants only act for profit. We are lowly creatures, after all.â
Meisel had raged, asking if heâd forgotten who her father was.
But he only sneered.
ââIf you wish, I can speak directly with Count Avoir about this.â
That shut her up.
If her father could know, she wouldnât have come to him secretly.
ââWhat do you want?â she asked at last.
ââNot long ago, wasnât there an incident in Goldrain while Her Highness was present?â
ââI know nothing of that!â she snapped, her face flushing.
Gelfry ignored her protest.
ââThat new lakeside shopping district⌠Isnât it the perfect place for radicals to cause trouble?â
OMG HONESTLY IS ANNETTE DUMB?! How can someone so smart make the same mistakes OVER AND OVER!!! She may be smart when it comes to her business acumen, but itâs as if her common sense is at 0.
AGAIN Meisel causes problems, again they are forced to fix it, again she lets her get away with it!!!! She says she needs to stop Loic from causing problems with his vassalsâŚ. But whatâs the point in a vassal you canât even trust who continues to cause problems?! A vassals role is to support the grand dukes family. Yet count Meisels daughter has constantly shown the duchess disrespect, which is the same as disrespecting the duke. She had her attacked, spreads rumours and tries to ruin her reputation, AND is now even causing financial loss, and maybe even a diplomatic problem!!! What is she THINKING by letting this go?! All that does, is give Meisel MORE confidence that she can do whatever she wants and consistently get away with it! Now ontop of it all they want to attack her new lakeside venture!!!!! And the delegation will be coming, which turns this into a political situation.
Not only has Annette put her heart and soul into this project, but peopleâs livelihoods, and a LOT of money and work went into this. The smart thing, would be to make sure NO issues happen, because it can become a huge diplomatic issue, AND would ruin both her and Loicâs reputation and honour. She should TRIPLE the security on the lakeside, as well as take care of any people who might cause a problem, aka count avoir and Meisel, the guild leader bastard, and even her father. She should be having them watched 24/7 until the opening, and should even think about planting a spy! Whether Avoir is a vassal or not doesnât matter after everything theyâve done. I mean, Because they didnât even inform him of all his daughterâs issues, HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW!!! Itâs insane! And now she had the opportunity to tell Loic that itâs time to deal with them, but she goes the OPPOSITE way trying to tell him to let it go, AGAIN?!
Sigh.
Iâm extremely dissatisfied in her right now, and honestly, sheâs ASKING for trouble. I know the novel needs drama, but stupid, is stupid.