Chapter 34
It had been an hour since Ria forcibly locked Lucian and Kaiser in a room. The two of them stayed far apart.
At first, since their feelings were hurt, they kept their distance, but as time passed, the situation got boring and stifling, and their bodies started to itch with restlessness.
So the two of them kept sneaking glances at each other, gauging how to break this situation. Then their eyes met.
But the moment they met, both of them started, and without either of them meaning to, they turned their heads away. Still, that didnât last long.
Kaiser spoke first.
ââŠâŠWhat are you staring at.â
ââŠâŠWho said I was staring.â
Their words wouldnât come out nicely, and that made them sulk all over again. Both of them wore pouty expressions and turned their heads away.
âIn the first place, if youâd just talked a little nicer, it wouldâve been fine.â
âWhat? Are you saying this is my fault?â
âYeah! Do you think it feels good to get cursed at every time? Did I ask for something big?â
During class, Lucian had held it in and in and finally said something.
He wasnât even asking for praiseâjust not to say things in a way that made him feel bad.
In response, Kaiser had momentarily flared up, and because he thought he had to deliberately keep his distance from Lucian, there was no denying heâd been harsher on purpose.
Kaiserâs conscience prickled for no reason, and he stuck out his lips. Then he also complained about what heâd been upset over.
âAnd youâwhy do you call me by my name?â
ââŠâŠWhat?â
âWhen did you call me hyung, and why are you just calling me Kaiser now?â
Kaiser, too, liked it better when Lucian called him hyung.
It felt like heâd gained a cute little brother, and it felt more friendly, too.
But now, with him calling his name so properly like they were being formal, it made him feel hurt.
Kaiser, whoâd been grumbling to himself, stole a glance at Lucian. And in that moment, he panicked.
Lucianâs face was scrunched up, right on the verge of getting angry.
âYouâre the one who started itâŠâŠ.â
ââŠâŠ.â
âYou told me I was nothing first! So why should I call you hyung!â
âNo, IâŠâŠ.â
Kaiser couldnât continue. Lucian had already started sniffing, tears welling up drop by drop.
âHngh, you were mean. When I was sick you didnât show your face at all, you only said cruel things, and you said I was your little brother! You said I was nothinggg!â
Spilling out his resentment, Lucian couldnât beat his emotions in the end and bawled.
âWaaah! Kaiser is the person I hate most in the world!â
Heâd seen Lucian cry a few times, but it was the first time heâd seen him cry this miserably, like the whole world was unfair.
And thinking he was crying because of him made Kaiser utterly at a loss.
Waaah! Waaah!
Lucian stood there blankly and bawled, and Kaiser crept closer, checking his mood.
When he got close, Lucian, whoâd been crying, glared daggers at him.
âYou were mean!â
ââŠâŠSorry.â
âStupid idiot!â
ââŠâŠSorry.â
âStupid lizard!â
âHeyâŠâŠ haa, I was wrong.â
Uuuuuhâ
Lucian clamped his mouth shut and glared at Kaiser with all his might. Then his tears burst again with a pop.
Kaiser patted him with awkward hands, pulled him into his arms, and sat him on the sofa. Lucian rejected Kaiserâs arms and struggled.
âLet go! I donât need a dragon who says he doesnât like me either!â
âI said Iâm sorryâŠâŠ.â
âIf youâre sorry, you shouldnât have done things you have to be sorry for!â
Yeah, youâre right about everything.
Kaiser reflected on himself for acting up for no reason. He was going to crumble to Lucianâs tears anywayâso why had he tried so hard to keep distance?
âWhy did you do that to me.â
ââŠâŠ.â
Lucian looked up at him with tear-soaked golden eyes, and Kaiserâs lips twitched.
He fumbled out the words with difficulty.
âI was afraid Iâd hurt you againâŠâŠ.â
Lucian kept staring at Kaiser, eyes still hard.
Kaiser continued, stammering, with great effort.
âI was scared that I might kill you again. âŠâŠYouâre too weak, and you can die with just one flick of my hand.â
Even though he no longer felt the way those thoughts had dug through his head back then, he was still afraid that the same thing might happen again.
âI thought the answer was to cut it off before I got completely attached.â
âThen why didnât you just leave? Why did you stay.â
ââŠâŠYeah.â
At the lifeless reply, Lucianâs lips eased in a little.
âWell, I was really scared too. That was the second scariest thing in my life.â
âWhat was the first?â
ââŠâŠWhen I first came here.â
The first time he felt despair and fear was when he realized he had been abandoned by the family heâd waited for so long.
The one who appeared like a beam of light while he was only ever walking through an endlessly dark tunnelâthat was Ria.
âEven now, when I think about the basement, my heart starts pounding, and whenever you act scary, it reminds me of that.â
Kaiser flinched and stiffened his face.
âThen it really is right for me to stay awayâŠâŠ.â
âBut even more than that, it was scarier when you said I was nothing.â
At Lucianâs words, Kaiserâs mouth opened. Lucian rubbed at his eyes, tears welling again.
ââŠâŠI donât want to grow distant from you, hyung.â
Lucianâs words pleased Kaiserâs heart. His eyes, too, reddened before he knew it.
Kaiser pulled Lucian into his arms.
âMe tooâŠâŠ I want to go back to how things were.â
ââŠâŠAm I really nothing?â
âHow could you be. Youâre the first human I ever got attached to.â
âAnd youâre the first dragon I ever got attached to.â
Lucian hugged Kaiserâs back tightly too. Hearing the faint pulse and feeling the warm body heat, Kaiser finally cried.
Maybe acting harsher and spitting out words was his unconscious desire to be looked at more.
He didnât want to be hated, and yet he had to be hated. That way Lucian could be safe.
Lucian felt something damp against his head, sniffled, and lifted his head. Kaiser was crying.
Lucian panicked, then grinned.
âHeh, you crybaby.â
ââŠâŠYou little punk. Who are you to talk.â
They both pouted at each other, and soon burst into laughter.
Then, as if theyâd been waiting, they finally started talking, spilling without pretense everything theyâd been upset about, everything theyâd wanted to say.
Like that, without noticing time passing, the two of them talked.
Three hours later, Ria came up after preparing dinner to check on Kaiser and Lucian.
She undid the barrier and cautiously entered the room.
At first no one was in sight, and she panicked, but only after going in front of the sofa did she find them.
Ria burst into laughter.
[Ha-ha, when were you acting like sworn enemies?]
Kaiser was lying long on the sofa, and Lucian was sprawled on top of him as if crushing him, the two of them sleeping side by side.
Judging by the tear tracks and the reddened eye corners, they had definitely had an honest conversation.
With a satisfied smile, Ria recalled something and headed to her room.
Then she came down with parchment and a pencil, and left behind a drawing of the two of them.
In the future, Lucian and Kaiser would look at this drawing and remember it, laughing about how they were both crybabies.
But that was still a far-distant future story.
* * *
About two weeks had passed since Lucian and Kaiser made up.
In the meantime, James came by the mansion again to deliver supplies. Using that timing, the three of them ran an experiment on him.
Whether he could see her if he ate the food Ria made.
âMm, these cookies are good. Did you buy them in the village? Which shopâs cookies are these?â
To get to the conclusion first, he couldnât see Ria.
Even when she paced back and forth in front of him several times, he didnât blink even once.
It seems the condition to see her isnât simply eating the food.
It had already been about four months since Lucian came here. And it was exactly one month since Kaiser stayed here.
Kaiser was still a hatchling who hadnât yet undergone the adult dragon ceremony.
The maximum time he could come out into the human world without a guardian was one month.
When it came time to say goodbye to Kaiser, Lucian had no intention of leaving him starting from the morning.
[Lucian, thatâs enough, come down. Kaiser has to go now.]
ââŠâŠNo.â
[If you keep doing that, Kaiser will get tired too.]
âItâs fine because of magic. Itâs not heavy.â
Lucian grumbled and clung to Kaiser like a cicada.
Unlike Ria, who was at a loss, Kaiser smiled.
âYou donât want me to go?â
ââŠâŠ.â
Lucian nodded.
This was the first time Lucian had to part from someone heâd grown attached to, and it was terribly hard.
Kaiser understood Lucianâs heart well. It made him very happy, but time wasnât infinite.
If he didnât leave within today, his parents would forcibly summon him.
Kaiser tapped Lucianâs arms looped around his neck and lowered him.
Lucian was desperately holding back tears.
Kaiser matched his eye level.
âIâll go and come back again. This isnât forever.â
âEven so, youâll come back late. Ria said you come once every four to five yearsâŠâŠ.â
âThatâs only because Ria doesnât mind it being like that. Iâll come back again in one year. Okay?â
ââŠâŠEven one year is too long.â
When Lucian grabbed at Kaiserâs clothes again and clung, Ria went behind him and patted Lucianâs shoulder.
âThen Iâll come back as fast as I can. Hold out for five years. Once I become an adult dragon, I can come whenever I want.â
âIn five years youâll definitely come again, right?â
âOf course! Even if I canât, Iâll come within one year!â
ââŠâŠUuuh.â
Even after Kaiser coaxed him, Lucian burst into tears in the end.
Ria and Kaiser looked at each other and smiled as they hugged Lucian tight.
âI guess weâll have to call him the crybaby prince.â
[Seriously. What kind of prince has this many tears?]
âCâmonâŠâŠ donât tease meâŠâŠ.â
Saying it with snot hanging in a string only made him more teaseable. But teasing ended here, and they truly prepared to part with Kaiser.
Kaiser probably wouldnât be able to come here for a year.
At most one month in a year. That was the time given to a hatchling in the human world.
Itâs not like Kaiser wanted to be away for a year either.
He too looked reluctant, unable to easily move his feet. He looked at Lucian, who was sobbing, then recalled something and rummaged through pocket space.
âHere. Take this.â
âSniff! Th-this, what is itâŠâŠ?â
It was a crystal orb about the size of a ball.
âYou can contact me with this. Of course, only from my side, though.â
Because a dragon lair is covered in a massive barrier, unless itâs a verified communication network, itâs impossible to contact it from outside.
But itâs possible to send contact from inside to outside, so Kaiser would contact him through this whenever he had time.
âIf you keep it, Iâll contact you whenever I have time. Got it?â
âYou have to do it every day.â
ââŠâŠIâll do my best.â
Kaiser hugged Lucian tight.
âWeâre different species, and our blood isnât mixed, but weâre brothers. Remember that.â
âYeah! Hyung and Ria are my family too!â
[Ha-ha, youâre including me too?]
When Ria beamed, Lucian and Kaiser laughed too.
The three of them had a tear-soaked farewell like that.
After Kaiser left via teleportation and Lucian cried for a long while, he would endure it well, since it wasnât a complete separation.
âRiaâŠâŠ.â
[Yeah? What?]
âRia, you canât leave me.â
[Whoâs leaving. Unless you leave me.]
âThat will never happen, so Ria canât ever leave me!â
Lucian buried his face in Riaâs chest. Because her body was transparent, his ugly face was plainly visible.
âIf you leave, my world will collapse.â
[That sounds like youâre more upset than you are about Kaiser leaving?]
ââŠâŠHyung not being here is sad, but I canât imagine you not being here. Youâre my bride. So you have to stay by my side for my whole life.â
Saying it while covered in tears just made him look trivial and cute. She understood his anxious heart, but there was no worry more useless than this.
[Donât worry. That will never happen.]
âThere will never be a time when I leave your side first.â






