Chapter 7
Return
â…Am I already dead?â
Mioon had asked himself that same question so many times heâd lost count.
Right up to the moment his consciousness faded, there was no doubtâhe had been lying in a pool of his own blood, waiting for the judgment of fate.
âWhat are the odds Iâll survive this?
The pitch-black void around him was eerily silent, devoid of all life.
No emotion showed on Mioonâs face.
Strangely enough, he found himself oddly calm about such an endingâalmost detached, as if it didnât concern him.
âThe first day I became a magician… and the last. I guess thatâs what youâd call a speedrun ending.â
He gave a bitter, self-mocking laugh.
Despite the heavy wounds heâd taken, he didnât feel any pain now.
There were only two possible explanations for wounds that severe to vanish in such a short timeâ
âmagic, or death.
Since neither he nor Reona could use healing magic, he concluded it must be the latter.
âWaitâif Iâm dead, then what happens to Reona…?â
He vaguely remembered her tear-streaked face beside him as he fell.
That part of the memory was one he didnât want to revisit.
It was one of the few questions for which he didnât want an answerâbecause he could already sense it would only hurt.
(âŚReâonâŚ)
And yet, the last words of the bearded man came back to himâwords claiming that the very existence of him and Reona had been a mistake.
(âŚReonaâŚ)
Those words lingered like a splinter in his mind. They sounded like mockeryâlike a curse aimed at denying everything about the Scarlet family.
Why?
(Hey, ReonaâŚ)
âŚWell, whatever.
If he was dead, heâd have all the time in the world to think about it.
(Mioon, please⌠get better soonâŚ)
(Huh?)
A soft, gentle voice reached him.
It was faint, but it filled the hollow inside him with warmth.
âRâReonaâŚ?â
Hearing her voice here could only mean one thingâ
that the tragedy had happened again.
And that thought terrified him more than death itself.
Fortunately, when he looked around, she wasnât there.
That alone eased his panic a little.
âThank goodness⌠Reonaâs alive⌠Wait, then that voice just nowâtelepathy? Which meansââ
Suddenly, everything tilted.
A powerful pull cut his inner monologue short.
Mioonâs soul, which had been drifting between the underworld and the realm of the living, was yanked downwardâstraight into the depths.
Or perhaps not downwardâ
more like through a tunnel leading to an exit.
And thenâ
He returned to his original vessel: his own body, which had been lying unconscious.
ââAh?!â
Mioonâs eyes flew open.
He kicked off the blanket and sat up, blinking against the blurry light as he scanned his surroundings.
The room felt deeply familiar.
Of course it didâheâd lived here for over ten years.
The clock on his desk showed 7:30 AM.
Wednesday.
The day after the forced event.
âI slept that longâŚ? Waitââ
His body felt heavier than usual.
Then he noticed why.
On the left side of the bed, Reona was sound asleep, using his thigh as a pillow.
There were faint dark circles under her eyesâclear signs she hadnât slept all night.
âReona⌠ah, right!â
He quickly lifted his shirt and looked down at his stomach.
There it wasâa four-centimeter scar, proof that the previous nightâs attack hadnât been a dream.
Bandages wrapped his arms and other wounded spots, and the neatly applied ointment suggested careful tending.
It was obvious who had done it.
âThank you, Reona.â
He smiled faintly as he glanced at the first-aid supplies scattered across the floor.
But his brief peace was shattered by a sharp headache.
âUgh! Damn it⌠what the hell happened to me?â
His head throbbed. His memories were fragmented, disconnected.
If survival counted as victory, then none of the cells in his body were celebrating it.
All he could remember was being carried halfway by someoneâand then, standing before a door, being enveloped in light.
Only fragments remained.
Why was I attacked?
Why were there magicians hereâaround Silphas?
And that silver-haired girl who appeared at the endâwho was she? An illusion? A dream?
Those questions gnawed at him.
When he looked at himself through the mirror in his closet, he saw a worn-out, exhausted reflection staring back.
âTchâŚâ
He clutched the blanket and looked out the window.
Outside, everything seemed so peacefulâ
people walking by, students heading to school, office workers waiting for buses.
The same everyday scenery as always.
And yet⌠something felt subtly wrong. Something he couldnât name.
â…I need answers.â
He considered staying home to rest.
But his irritation turned into determination.
He had to find the missing pieces of his memory.
Information gatheringâthatâs the priority.
With that plan in mind, Mioon climbed out of bed and quickly changed into his school uniform.
âLetâs go together. Yesterdayâs still notâŚâ
Her sleepy mumble trailed off.
He turned. Reona was still curled up, breathing softlyâher peaceful, kitten-like face enough to melt anyoneâs heart.
He couldnât bring himself to wake her, not after sheâd stayed up all night caring for him.
The fact that he could breathe this morning air at all was thanks to her.
ââŚGet some rest, okay?â
He found a blanket and gently draped it over her small frame as she murmured, âFnyaaâŚâ in her sleep.
Then he brushed his hand through her red-violet hair and moved toward the door.
But the moment he opened it, he stopped.
Instinctively, he turned back to look at her againâsleeping peacefully, the embodiment of warmth.
For a few seconds, he stood there, unmoving.
In his eyes shimmered quiet kindness and gratitude.
âThanks, Reona. Really.â
Even if she couldnât hear it now, he knew the feeling would reach herâtelepathically, somehow.
And for once, before stepping outside, Mioon added something rare:
â…Iâm off.â