~Chapter 68~Â
Ruby, still happy from Grand Duke Luxâs praise, immediately went to Mariaâs room.
âLady Ruby, youâre here,â the nanny greeted her warmly.
âIâll watch Maria for a while. Please take a break,â Ruby said as she sat in the chair beside Mariaâs crib.
âIs that all right?â
The nanny looked tiredâshe had been caring for Maria even through the long carriage ride.
âOf course. Please rest comfortably.â
After giving the nanny her break, Ruby looked at Maria, who was sleeping deeply.
The nanny quietly closed the door on her way out.
âOur little Maria, youâre sleeping so well. How sweet you are,â Ruby whispered with affection.
ââŚYou should be loved much more than this. Iâm sorry.â
Ruby felt guilty that her younger siblings still couldnât fully accept Maria as their baby sister.
She had tried to persuade them, but deep in their hearts, Calix and Sasha still held resentment toward Maria.
Thankfully, they didnât treat her badlyâbut Maria was smart enough to notice that her older siblings did not welcome her warmly.
At an age when she should be surrounded by love, she had lost her parents and was being raised by a nanny she barely knew. The thought pained Ruby.
âAnd thereâs something else Iâm sorry for,â Ruby murmured.
She watched Mariaâs small chest rise and fall steadily.
Maria wouldnât hear her⌠but Ruby still wanted to confess.
She needed to say thisâeven if she was saying it only because Maria was asleep.
âIâm sorry for borrowing your idea without permission⌠your future business idea. I used it a little early.â
Ruby had handled Cordoniaâs problems with such confidence because she already knew the idea would succeed.
And that certainty came from Maria.
In the novel Our Family Must Regret, ten-year-old Maria creates an âarts districtâ and launches a festival to save her impoverished town.
Everyone is moved by her brilliance at such a young age.
Ruby had taken that core idea.
The details were her own, but the foundationâthe original conceptâbelonged to Maria.
So Ruby felt guilty.
âI might borrow your wisdom again in the future.â
Maria turned over in her sleep, and Ruby gently repositioned her on her back.
âBut everything I do is to protect my siblingsâand you. Only if I survive and prove myself here can you continue living safely in this mansion. So⌠please forgive me.â
Ruby slipped her index finger into Mariaâs tiny hand.
Maria squeezed her finger tightly, not letting go.
Ruby decided to interpret that as forgiveness.
âDonât worry. Iâll make sure that, when you grow up and become the heroine, youâll be happy. You wonât have to suffer the hardships described in the novel. Youâll achieve everything you want. Iâll make it happen.â
Ruby watched Maria sleep peacefully for a long time.
She wanted to confess everything, but Maria could never know that this world was originally a novel.
Nor that she was its heroine.
So Ruby could only speak while Maria slept.
After finishing her one-sided apology, Ruby let the rested nanny take over and quietly left the room.
***
When the Cordonia festival ended, Ruby went to the Frizia Palace.
âThatâs good news. So Grand Duke Lux praised you,â Ivan said, nodding after hearing everything.
âYes, and itâs all thanks to your help, Your Highness. I couldnât have succeeded without you.â
Ivan raised his teacup to hide the smile pulling at his lips.
âIt wasnât that big of a deal.â
âIâm glad to have a friend like you. If you ever need my help, please tell me anytime.â
ââŚMm.â
It was something she said oftenâever since they became playmates.
But lately, whenever Ruby called him a âfriend,â Ivan felt a strange prickling in his throat, like a thorn stuck there.
Even drinking tea didnât remove it.
âI want a friend too,â Sasha suddenly whimpered beside them.
âWhy? You have Prince Theo,â Ruby said.
But Sasha pointed to Calix and Theo across the room with a grumpy face.
âThey wonât let me join them because theyâre always doing sword training.â
Theo had been obsessed with getting stronger and was training seriously with Calix every day.
Ruby couldnât interrupt their practice just to tell Theo to play with her.
Ruby gave Sasha an apologetic look.
âAll right. Iâll find a child who can be your friend.â
âI want to train my friend too.â
âThat might be difficult. Most children donât start training at your age.â
âHingâŚâ
Sasha drooped sadlyâbut continued reaching for biscuits in the center of the table.
âIâll take responsibility and find Sasha a friend,â Ivan declared suddenly.
Sasha lit up immediately.
âYour Highness, are you sure?â Ruby asked, worried.
âItâs for Sasha. How could it be difficult?â
âWow! Prince Ivan is the best!â
Ivan was clearly growing attached to Sasha like she was his real little sister.
Seeing him smile gently at Sasha made Ruby feel strangely proud.
âThank you for helping, Your Highness.â
âSasha is practically my sister too. No need for thanks.â
Encouraged, Sasha began eating her biscuits even more enthusiastically.
Ruby wiped the chocolate around her mouth with a napkin.
âDoes Prince Theo have any friends besides Sasha and Calix?â Ruby asked suddenly.
Ivanâs face stiffened.
âHm. I donât really know.â
Ruby felt disappointed.
She thought she had helped improve their relationship, but despite that, the boys hadnât grown any closer.
Was it because adults around them whispered things and stirred up division?
Even if they were rivals, she still wanted them to get along⌠was that too much to hope for?
Ruby looked at Ivan sadly.
Ivan immediately understood the meaning behind her gaze.
âDonât meddle. Weâll sort out our relationship ourselves.â
âBut at least you can say âweâ now,â Ruby said brightly.
Ivanâs face burned red.
âItâs just words. It doesnât mean Iâm grouping myself together with Theo.â
âOf course,â Ruby repliedâbut her warm smile didnât disappear.
âPrince Theo and I⌠weâre like water and fire. We can never mix.â
Ivan glanced into his teacup, seeing his own troubled reflection.
What did he want his relationship with Theo to be?
No matter how much he thought, he couldnât find an answer.
People around him constantly warned him about Theo.
And even if he did open his heart, in the end they would be rivals for the crown princeâs seat.
Thinking of the future made him uneasyâTheoâs sword training, Theoâs studies⌠everything.
âI donât think water and fire need to mix,â Ruby said.
âBut they can complement each other.â
âWhat does that mean?â
âWhen fire is too strong, water puts it out. And when water needs to be warm, fire heats it.â
âThat seems unrelated,â Ivan muttered.
âAnd if they stay balanced, they become part of nature. But if one gets too strong, it becomes a disaster.â
Ivan still didnât fully understand. Rubyâs words felt vague and confusing.
âIf you think only about who becomes crown prince, youâll never find an answer,â Ruby continued.
She pinpointed exactly what he was worried about.
âBut you donât have to rule the country alone. If you two worked together, you might make the Baldur Empire even better than before.â
Together.
Ivan had never considered that possibility.
âDonât let othersâ words sway you. Prince Ivan is Prince Ivan. Who you open your heart to, who you care about, and what you thinkâthose are your choices.â
Ruby looked directly into Ivanâs eyes.
His red eyes trembled.
His chest felt as if something was burning from the inside.
His vision blurred, unable to focus on Rubyâs face.
Ivan reached out and grabbed Rubyâs shoulder to steady himself.
Only then did his gaze clear, and he could see her again.
âYou said youâd help me whenever I needed it, right?â
âOf course. I meant it.â
âThen⌠if I grow up and end up working for the Baldur Empire⌠no matter what position I take⌠will you stay by my side?â