~Chapter 33~
He suddenly remembered something his mother had joked about when he was little:
âIvan, you must meet a girl like me someday.â
Sheâd been sick, but always bright and cheerful when she said it.
Why was he thinking of that now?
Startled, Ivan looked down at Maria in his arms.
Surprisingly, the baby was also looking at the painting, just like her sister.
Even with her mitten in her mouth, her eyes stayed on the canvasâas if she were listening to Ruby and âappreciatingâ the art.
Curious, Ivan shifted Maria so she could see the painting better.
âCan a newborn really look at paintings?â
âYour Highnessâs painting must be special. Mariaâs interested,â Ruby said.
Ivan brushed it off as polite flattery. A newborn couldnât really understand art.
But Ruby spoke to Maria as if to prove she meant it.
âPretty, isnât it, Maria? This is the late empress. Remember her well.â
âO-ah,â Maria babbled, as if she understood.
Ruby kept explaining the paintings to the baby Ivan was holding.
When they moved to the next painting, she explained againâand each comment matched exactly what Ivan had intended when he painted them.
âCan you paint too?â Ivan asked, now more amazed than surprised. It felt like she could see right through his work.
âIâm not good at painting, but Iâve been interested in art since I was young,â Ruby answered.
In her childhood, Ruby had tried drawing and learned a hard truth: brains donât replace natural hand-skill.
So instead, she trained her eyeâto recognize valuable art. She knew this kind of culture would help her someday.
(Not that sheâd planned to use it to analyze Ivanâs paintings.)
âYour level is high. Most noble ladies couldnât read this much,â Ivan said.
âI just said what I saw and felt,â Ruby replied lightly.
To Ivan, it was very impressive.
Maybe he had looked down on her a little, thinking sheâd lived almost like a commoner.
Learning she also had refined culture, he found her even more remarkable.
After they finished the audience room, they went elsewhere.
âThis is my study,â Ivan said.
Once again, Ruby pushed open a wooden door.
The smell of books greeted them at once.
Both walls were covered with shelves; the room was large, and the number of books was huge.
It was hard to believe anyone could read them all.
âYou must like books, Your Highness?â
âI do.â
âI like them too,â Ruby said, moving to the shelves with bright eyes.
âMay I take one out?â
âGo ahead.â
With permission, Ruby carefully scanned the spines and pulled out one: Family Swordsmanship and Theory.
âYouâre interested in swordsmanship?â
âMy younger brother is. I thought teaching with a book like this might help. Thereâs a limit to what I can teach with just the bodyâhe needs to learn to understand on his own, too.â
Ivan was startled again.
That was exactly what his instructor, the current Captain of the Guard, always said:
âYour Highness, your swordsmanship is excellent, but not enough to break your own limits. Donât ignore the basicsâstudy theory steadily as well.â
While he was still surprised, Ruby took out another book: The Aesthetics of Combat.
âThen your family has talent in martial skills?â
âOh, this one is for my little sister.â
âThe sister from earlier?â
âYes. Itâs about Sasha, sheâs four.â
âA four-year-old has talent for combat? Already?â
Ruby glanced up from the book and lowered her voice, like sharing a secret.
âSasha actually has super strength. If she grips something hard, most weapons just⌠break.â
Ivan found it hard to believeâbut Ruby didnât seem like she was lying.
âBoth Calix and Sasha will be famous warriors someday,â Ruby said, turning pages.
Her voice held pride for her siblingsâso different from Ivan, whose relationship with his brother was distant.
âYou really cherish your siblings.â
âTheyâre family.â
âFamily,â Ivan repeated, sounding doubtful.
Ruby responded to the doubt in his tone.
âYou have family too, Your Highness.â
âYou mean His Majesty?â
The emperor was his father by bloodâbut he was, before that, the father of the entire empire.
His duty was to care about the peopleâs well-being, not the small details of his sonâs life.
So âfamilyâ felt awkward.
âNo, I mean Prince Theo.â
âTheo?â Ivan raised an eyebrow.
He and Theo were an odd fit to call âfamily.â
They were half-brothers, and to adultsâ eyes, they looked like rival princes.
Even Ivan himself didnât know how he should treat Theo.
Call them family? Together?
âIs it just because we share half our blood?â he asked coldly.
He was angryâRuby was speaking so easily about something she didnât know.
âFamily isnât decided only by blood,â Ruby said. âItâs the bond where you can trust each other and be each otherâs strength. Thatâs enough.â
Ruby stepped closer and took Maria back into her arms.
Her gaze on the baby was as warm as when sheâd talked about Calix and Sasha.
âMaria doesnât share our blood. But I consider her my real sister.â
Ivan knew from reports that Maria wasnât the grand dukeâs blood granddaughter.
But he didnât understand why Ruby kept caring for an adopted baby as her youngest sister, even after their parents died.
âHow can you do that?â
âBecause our mother and father said so. They told me, âFrom today, Maria is your sister. Take care of her.ââ
At first, Ruby had snorted at the idea.
She already had two siblings who were hard enough to handle.
And now she was supposed to take in a child with no blood ties?
Their living expenses were tightâwhy spend them on a strangerâs child?
For a time, she even resented her parents.
Then she regained Woo Yeon-sooâs memories.
She began to feel sorry for Mariaâfor the cruel fate of being bullied just because she wasnât blood-related.
Sheâd wondered if, as the heroine, Maria was âsupposedâ to suffer that story.
But even if it broke the original plot, Ruby chose to raise Maria.
She made a promise to raise the other siblings kindly, too.
She believed strongly that Maria was a sister, a gift from their parents.
To Ruby, thatâhelping without a specific reason and being on each otherâs sideâwas what family meant.
âOnce she became part of our family, Maria is my sister forever.â
Ruby lowered her forehead to touch Mariaâs.
Maria laughed brightly and reached a tiny hand to Rubyâs cheek.
It looked like the two were sharing a wordless connection.
Ivan stared, entranced.
Rubyâs pure smile for Maria was strikingâfar brighter than her usual faint smiles.
Maybe that expression was a special smile allowed only for those precious to herâher siblings.
Ivan felt a strange wish: that she would smile like that at him, too.
But he wasnât her family.
âStill, Your Highness doesnât have to accept my view,â Ruby added. âWhether you see Prince Theo as family is entirely your choice.â
âIs it really my decision?â
âOf course. No matter what others sayâif you think of Prince Theo as your younger brother, no one can deny it.â
âAnd if I do see him as my brother, what changes?â
âYouâll have someone on your side,â Ruby said.
Ruby knew the ending of Our Family Must Regret.
Thatâs why she wanted Ivan and Theoâs relationship to improveâespecially for Ivanâs sake.
Of course, the choice was up to Ivan and Theo.
Theo seemed to like Ivan, but Ivan still looked confused about Theoâs existence.
So she gave this small push.
âSomeone on my sideâŚâ Ivan repeated quietly, turning her words over in his mind.