CHAPTER 02…………………………………
For the first time, I wanted to break the old vow that I would never steal anything from him.
But I forced myself to believe. I didnât want to think he was avoiding me for the same reason others wouldâbecause a barbarian had âtaintedâ my body.
He was the only one who ever treated a wretch like me kindly. I couldnât be the one to let go of that hand that once shone brighter than jewels.
The servants, who had always despised me for âclimbing above my station,â now glanced at me as if I were something filthy.
Life in the countâs manor was becoming increasingly miserable.
Then one dayâ
ăEgrein, get up. Hurry!ă
âLeo?â
Leoâs urgent voice jolted me upright in bed.
âKyyaaak! Barbarians! Barbarians have broken in!â
A shrieking scream.
Clang! Clang! Clang-clang!
People screaming and weapons clashing echoed continuously from outside.
âKkiyaoooooo!â
A strange cry filled with rage. The sound of barbarians.
The kingdom was fertile and rich in resources, so the Empireâs barbarians frequently invaded to plunder.
But even so, to break all the way into the capital?
They couldnât handle the climate here, so they rarely crossed beyond the outer villages.
âSomethingâs not right.â
Despite the chaos, my room was quiet. No one came looking for me.
âKyyaaaak!â
A servant screamed nearby. The barbarians must have broken into the manor itself.
Suddenly, I thought of Hubert.
âHeâs in danger.â
âHubert!â
I ran to the lordâs chambers and flung the door open. The room was empty.
Had he gone to deal with the crisis?
I was about to run downstairs when another possibility entered my mind.
âNo wayâŚâ
Anxious, I ran.
I reached the place I feared mostâit was much closer to his room than mine. Arisâs room, where she, the collateral member of the Lorenst family, stayed.
Before opening the door, I sensed it. The scene inside wouldnât be pleasant.
My hand wouldnât move.
âKyyaaaak!â
The screams outside were getting closer.
I couldnât wait any longer. I threw the door open.
Inside was a world completely different from the one outside.
âIâm so scaredâŚâ
âThe soldiers are dealing with it, donât worry. The palace guards will be here soon. Try to sleep. Iâm worried youâll faint again.â
Hubertâwhom I had desperately searched forâwas there.
He was gently stroking Arisâs blond hair, comforting her.
My limbs went limp.
âEgrein?â
Lady Emmern frowned.
âWhat are you doing here? What about outside?â
Hubert flinched when he finally noticed me.
From the doorway, I took in the scene.
The former count, now viscount after Hubert inherited the title, and his second wife, Lady Emmernâpeople who always clicked their tongues at me as though I were a stain on their family record.
And Hubert and Aris, whom I once served as young master and lady.
The four of them huddled together, waiting for the danger to pass. A harmonious family.
Perfectâif you removed me.
âWas I ever truly part of this group in the first place?â
Even though I wanted to collapse, I forced myself to speak one last time.
âThe soldiers are fighting the barbarians. Is everyone alright?â
The viscount nodded wearily.
âHow could something so absurd happen? Go check the situation outside. Everyone is too frightened to move.â
Hubert avoided my eyes. Lady Emmern urged me sharply.
âDid you not hear the viscount? Why are you still standing there? Go!â
And then I realized.
Since I returned from the palace, not one of them had met my eyes.
The screams from outside gradually faded.
The ones who suppressed the chaos were the palace guards and the Empireâs ferocious prince.
From inside the manor and from the rear courtyard, our gazes met briefly through a windowâbut parted even faster.
Just a moment, but strangely, the princeâs black eyes burned themselves into my memory.
The Lorenst manor wasnât the only target that day. A barbarianâno one knew from whereâhad attempted to kidnap the princess.
The imperial prince intervened swiftly, and the plan failed, but the kingâwhose only daughter had nearly been takenâwas furious.
The Empire insisted the attackers were rogue warriors with no connection to them. It was a lazy lie.
People whispered that tensions between kingdom and empire had finally become real.
A war would hurt many. I prayed everyone would remain safe.
Perhaps the mistake was not praying for my own safety.
A week later, kingdom soldiers arrested me.
Even shoved into the courtroom waiting room, I could not understand what was happening.
I genuinely considered bribing the guard.
âNo, wait. Something must be wrong. A mistake.â
If I ran, it would look like I was confessing to a crime I never committed.
âHow dare you attempt to sell this kingdom to the Empire.â
âNo punishment is too harsh for a traitor.â
The contempt with which the courtroom greeted me made even less sense.
Sell the kingdom to the Empire?
Who?
âIâve fenced stolen jewels before, but Iâve never sold a whole country.â
Only during the trial did I learn the charges against me.
Several others had been arrested with me. Before them lay bloodied bodiesâtortured beyond recognition.
One face was familiar.
âArisâs friend?â
The man Aris had recently met at a salon. Jacques, was it? I recognized the smooth-faced young man.
People called him an imperial spy.
âEgrein Lorenst. Your crime of colluding with barbarians to open the Lorenst gates is grave.â
The judgeâs stern but nonsensical voice faded into the background as I searched for Hubert.
Even if things had been strained, Hubert would help. At least tell me what was going on.
That hope shattered when I saw the Lorenst family.
âI canât believe it. How could my sister do something so awfulâŚâ
Aris clung to Hubertâs shoulder, staring at me. His eyes were icy.
Until now heâd only avoided my gaze. But now he looked straight at meâwithout wavering.
âAh⌠hell.â
Finally, I understood everything.
My lips twisted before I realized it.
âI never thought youâd betray me like this, Hubert Lorenst.â
I stared directly into his eyes.
âYou conscience-less bastardâfit to boil your own hunting dog.â
It was the first time I ever cursed him. I had always watched my language since living in the countâs house.
Hubertâs face twisted. Aris pointed a trembling finger at me.
âHow dare you talk like that? Showing your true colors now?â
I had wondered why barbarians attacked the Lorenst manor specifically.
The traitor wasnât me.
It was Aris.
A laugh rose uncontrollably. Better that than crying.
Hubert spoke in a heavy voice.
âYou endangered the family, Egrein.â
ââŚâ
âThere was nothing else I could do.â
I ignored him and looked at Aris in his arms.
She glanced at me, fear flickering in her eyes.
âYou shouldâve chosen your boyfriends more carefully.â
Arisâs pale face twisted, and despite everything, I felt pity.
To think Iâd once tiptoed around someone like her.
Colluding with barbarians was treason punishable by death.
Even as they dragged me to the guillotine, I laughed like someone insane.
Memories of the day I rejoiced at being accepted into the countâs family flickered and crumbled like dust.
The moment Iâd secretly thrilled at standing proudly by the young master I loved also faded.
âThereâs nothing more foolish than giving your devotion to someone else.â
I regretted trying not to stand out for the family’s sake, regretted giving Hubert credit for everything Iâd done.
âThat was never like me.â
After being betrayed so many times, why did I still trust? Foolish.
The blade fell toward my neck.
At that momentâ
ăNo!ă
A desperate wail jolted my spirit.
âLeo?â
ăYou must live, idiot. Why are you realizing this only now? Live! Live and find the guardian who can help youâand find who you truly are!ă
Before I could ask what he meant, my consciousness plunged into darkness.
Born into the lowest rungs of the kingdom, I lived as a thief.
What my parents taught meâthough others might sneerâwas all useful for survival.
How to steal quietly, crack simple safes, clean, launder, cook, and demoralize an opponent with sharp, colorful insults.
Of them all, theft was the most practical.
My fatherâwho stole me away as a baby from my mother when she became a maid in the countâs householdâraised me with great affection.
He treated thievery as a respectable profession, so naturally I followed in his footsteps.
The ten years I spent with him shaped me entirely.
He left me at my motherâs feet when he was dying of illness, but I held only warm memories of him.
My mother, however, despised him. I canât blame her.
If my husband ran off with our entire savings, I wouldnât forgive him either.
Though she did fall for another man firstâŚ
âThey were both at fault.â
Either way, she wasnât happy to see her daughter return. At least she didnât throw me outâand for that Iâm grateful.
From then on, I lived as a maid, not a thief.
I held a broom and dusted flour off my hands. I was good at most physical work, so chores came easily.
But in a noble household, that didnât matter much. It meant nothing toward becoming a head maidâlet alone a lady of the house.