Chapter 5
Dad said that it had been a coincidence.
On that day, which had been no different from any other, spent battling monsters that had broken through a gate.
An ominous light wavered in the air, as though space itself had been torn open.
From the harsh flapping of the insectoid monsters pouring out of it, people could neither utter a scream nor even open their eyes properly.
Every time they swung their abnormally long front legs like scythes, people were slaughtered like sheets of paper, unable to even let out a cry.
All around, there were only torn banners and scattered blood.
âI didnât want to die like thisâŠâ
Left all alone, Dad had also closed his eyes in the moment he thought he was about to die, when the nearby lodestone mine collapsed with a tremendous roar.
Rumble!
The avalanche of poured-out lodestone enveloped the area around the gate, and Dad saw it.
He saw the empty air reacting with the masses of lodestone, flickering violently like mad.
He saw the gate being crushed shut beneath that invisible force radiating from the magnetsâthat magnetic field.
In order to survive that hellish scene, Dad had rolled across the ground cradling raw lodestone stained with his dead comradesâ blood in his arms, utterly convinced.
That this invisible wave was the sole key to closing this hellgate.
âScholars began researching magnetic fields in earnest, and they created neodymium and installed it all across the Empire. Ever since then, the rate of gate occurrences visibly decreased until they eventually vanished altogether.â
ââŠIf what you say is true, then your father was indeed a hero of the Empire.â
Even after that, I continued my explanation about Dad. Aidan, who had been listening quietly, spoke up.
âThen how did he come to take you in?â
âI was abandoned in front of a gate.â
âWhat?â
His expression crumpled. Yes, even in the mind of the arrogant Aidan, my biological parents had gone too far.
âItâs funny, isnât it? My biological parents left me there hoping I would die. But my dad was dispatched there, found me, and raised me. At the time, Dad was only twenty-two. How hard must it have been for an unmarried man to raise a little baby?â
A lump formed in my throat.
The sole existence in this world who loved me even more than my biological parents had. My dad.
So no matter what, I had to find out why Dad had vanished, and what I needed to do to make him appear before me once more.
I opened the diary and asked,
âWhere should we start reading from?â
âIf you want to trace clues about an incident, working backward is best.â
I also thought reverse reasoning was better.
âThis part is what I read earlier.â
I turned back just one page.
âThen letâs read slowly from here.â
There was one diary. Two people.
We had no choice but to sit close together and read side by side.
[I am troubled. What should I wear to Cynthiaâs graduation ceremony? The only clothes I own are the worn-out garments I wear when doing mercenary work, so after agonizing over it for a long while, I ended up borrowing a suit that Theodor wore to his son Edwardâs wedding. When I mentioned that the sleeves and leg lengths were a bit short, he pouted and grumbled that I shouldnât wear it then, so I had a hard time soothing him. At any rate, this guy is so petty for a man.]
âIt doesnât seem like anything significant is written here.â
âDiaries are like that to begin with.â
I shrugged my shoulders. To be completely honest, considering Dadâs personality, the very fact that he wrote a diary like this was astonishing. Although he was a person with a lot of affection, he was not a meticulous man.
Aidan turned to the preceding page once more.
âHe didnât write in it every day, either. It seems he only wrote when something happened.â
[I met Arthur after a long time. It had already been six months since he set off on a commission toward the south, so it was the first time in half a year. He spent the entire meal bragging about how peaceful the south was, and how wonderful the scenery was.]
âEven that entry isnât all that impressive of an event.â
It was just as he said. The contents of the diary were far too trivial to infer that something had been recorded.
âIf he got caught up in some incident like you said, wouldnât a work log be more helpful than a diary?â
âIâd like that as well if possible, but all of Dadâs belongings have vanished.â
âStill, you never know. Just as the diary remained, a work log might remain as well. How about going to the mercenary group and looking for it?â
Could that be? Thinking about it, even if a personal work log vanished, the tasks Dad took onârecorded by the mercenary group for administrative purposesâmight still be written down.
âThat could certainly be the case.â
âThen go tomorrow and look for it. For now, letâs finish reading this.â
Nodding my head, I reached out my hand to turn the diary page forward. Aidan seemed to have intended to do the same.
Both of us recoiled in surprise and pulled our hands back. Gasp, I had never even held another manâs hand besides Dadâs!
âFussing like that over just a brief touch of hands.â
âF-Fussing! When did I ever fuss!â
âYour face has turned red as a radish, hasnât it?â
I hurriedly turned my head away. Had it? Was it red?
I pressed the backs of my hands against my cheeks, but I couldnât really tell.
Did they feel hot? Hands are naturally warm to begin with!
I stole a glance to the side. As if his initial surprise had been a lie, Aidan was reading the diary with an unfazed expression.
âL-Letâs read together.â
After that, we examined the diary together for a while, but there was no noteworthy content. Occasionally, work was mentioned, but no exact location names were given, and it was roughly written as just âHeaded south.â
âWhew, for now, it seems there isnât much content among the parts weâve seen so far.â
âAs expected, the work log side holds more potential. Iâll set aside a day of annual leave for you tomorrow, so go and check it out.â
Aidan showing consideration? What brought this on?
âIn return, once you find the work log, make sure we look at it together.â
I wondered if there was really a need to look at it together, but he would probably just say again that it was to verify whether I was in my right mind.
Truly, out of sheer spite if nothing else, I am definitely going to find out where Dad is as soon as possible.
âI should get going soon. Itâs getting late.â
Just as he said, it was very dark outside.
âShall I call a carriage for you?â
âOh, does this house have its own coachman?â
âOf course not.â
I lightly shrugged my shoulders.
âI was wondering if I should call a public carriage for you.â
Aidan snorted at my gesture of goodwill and gathered his coat.
âA public carriage. Do you want to spread rumors far and wide that I was at your house until this hour?â
âOf course not!â
Aidan Winslow is one of the most eligible bachelor candidates in the current Empire.
What if other people were to find out that he was alone with me at my house until late at night?
âUghhh.â
Goosebumps broke out over my body, and I rubbed my arms continuously.
âSo forget it. Walking is fine.â
âBut the distance is quite far.â
âUnlike yours, my legs are long, so itâs fine.â
With those final words, Aidan rejected even being seen off and departed quickly. It seemed he was utterly appalled at the thought that someone might see me seeing him off.
âWell, I wouldnât like it either.â
I stuck my tongue out at the already closed door.
And the next day. I took the first coach down to the village of Robeang.
âHello!â
The moment I arrived in the village, I sought out the mercenary group. Although it wasnât even noon yet, the mercenaries who had no assignments were sitting in chairs drinking alcohol. It was a familiar sight.
âCynthia, what brings you here? Didnât you go to work?â
Familiar faces welcomed me.
âUm, I came because I have a favor to ask.â
âWork? Is there some job you want to entrust to our mercenary group?â
âNo. I need the work log.â
However, before I could even finish my sentence, the noisy chatter and the sound of clinking glasses in broad daylight ceased as if by magic.
âWhat should I do? Iâm sorry, but weâre not allowed to just show the work log to anyone.â
Derek, the head of the mercenary group, shook his head.
âPardon? Why?â
When Dad was filling out the work log here, he had shown it to me a few times.
âBecause there are many people who have trusted our mercenary group and entrusted us with secret assignments.â
âAhâŠâ
âWhy do you need the mercenary log? Is it work for the Imperial civil service?â
At Derekâs question, I hurriedly shook my head. If Iâm not careful, this will turn into a bigger deal.
âNo, itâs not thatâŠâ
What should I say? Should I make up a lie and take it? But itâll be found out right away. Should I steal it secretly?
But if it suddenly disappears, wonât Iâwho brought up the work logâbe the first one suspected?
It was right when I was biting my lip and staring down at the tips of my feet. The old wooden door opened with a noisy sound. At the same time, a familiar voice drifted in.
âWould the story change if it were an official request from the Ducal House of Winslow?â
I snapped my head up. Standing there was Aidan, wearing an arrogant expression.






