Chapter 15
Just like she promised her father, Idette stopped taking her medicine that very day.
And the very next day after stopping, she collapsed again.
She couldnāt get out of bed, breathing heavily, her body burning with fever.
Count Lushe looked completely lost and miserable.
He couldnāt help but think ā Was the medicine actually working?
Did I make her worse by stopping it?
Even Idette herself hadnāt expected her health to decline this fast.
āShe was perfectly fine yesterday! How can she suddenly fall ill overnight?!ā
No matter how much he yelled at the servants, there was nothing they could do.
āWeāre⦠weāre sorry, my lordā¦ā
āWe just did everything as usualā¦ā
The only thing that had changed was ā she had stopped taking her medicine.
āHaahā¦ā
Even so, her father refused to admit that the medicine might actually be effective.
He didnāt want to accept defeat.
One day passed. Then two. Then three.
And Idette grew worse and worse.
She couldnāt even recognize when she was awake anymore.
Her mind was hazy, her whole body burning.
Then she tasted something bitter on her lips.
āMm⦠hrrā¦ā
And through the blur, she could hear her father crying.
Thatās when she realized ā he had poured the medicine into her mouth himself.
Not long after, Idetteās breathing became calmer.
The fever didnāt drop right away, but her pain eased.
After taking her medicine three times a day for one full day, Idette finally regained consciousness.
āIt⦠it felt like my heart was being ripped to pieces.ā
Those were her fatherās first words when she opened her eyes.
āIām sorry for being stubborn. I thought Iād do anything ā even sell my soul to the devil ā if it could save you. But I refused a healerās help over prideā¦!ā
The Count cried as he held her hand, swearing he would now give her anything she wanted.
āThank you, Father.ā
āThank me? You probably planned this from the start, didnāt you?ā
He laughed helplessly ā and he wasnāt wrong.
Just in case her father refused to bring back the medicine, Idette had already asked three of the maids to hide some and give it to her later.
So yes ā they were her accomplices. And it worked perfectly.
āSo⦠if you keep taking the medicine, youāll live?ā
Now that heād accepted the medicineās effect, he began to wonder.
But Idetteās disease ā āVein Collapseā ā wasnāt something curable just by taking medicine.
āNo,ā she said quietly.
āNo?ā
āItās an incurable disease. The medicine can extend my life a little, but Iāll probably never live past twenty. It just makes things less painful.ā
The Count collapsed to his knees.
In truth, in the original story, Idette had married Brinnen at eighteen and died around twenty, after giving birth.
No one knew if it was childbirth that killed her, or just her body finally giving out.
āThen⦠then what can we do?ā
āThereās one way ā though itās difficult ā to extend my life.ā
āThereās a way?ā
āYes. If I can gather rare herbs and make an elixir from them. But the ingredients are said to be nearly mythical.ā
āIt doesnāt matter! As long as it can save you, Iāll get them!ā
Idette nodded with a faint smile.
āIāll find them. All of them.ā
The Countās eyes burned with determination.
He had once rejected medicine, but now he was ready to move heaven and earth to get more.
Fortunately, the Lushe family was rich enough to afford it.
āTell the servants to fetch the list of herbs you need!ā
āYes, Father. I love you.ā
Idette hugged him tightly, and the Count laughed and cried at the same time, hugging her back.
Unfortunately, the warm moment didnāt last long.
āWhat?ā
āIām just saying ā since the apothecaries need to check on me often anyway, wouldnāt it be better if they lived here in the mansion? Itās safer that way.ā
āHa⦠ha ha haā¦ā
Her fatherās expression froze.
He had barely come to terms with Idette taking medicine, and now she wanted to let apothecaries live in their home.
āIf they stay nearby, they can check on me quickly if I get sick again. And they can make the medicine in advance ā thatās convenient, right?ā
āSince when did you become so good at arguing?ā
He stared at her in disbelief as she continued talking nonstop.
āAnd I want to learn a little about herbs, too.ā
āNo!ā
That one word came out faster than a sword strike.
āAbsolutely not!ā
āHeeengā¦ā
(Idette made a small whining sound.)
āNo whining, no excuses! I wonāt allow it! Learning herbs is the same as becoming a healer ā and thatās as good as being a heretic!ā
āI just want to understand how the herbs work, thatās all.ā
āNo means no.ā
He looked more serious than ever.
But that same look had appeared when heād forbidden her medicine ā and look how that ended.
āBut Father, if I donāt even understand what Iām taking, how can I trust what the apothecaries give me?ā
ā…!ā
The Countās eyes went wide.
He looked like heād just been struck.
āI should know what Iām putting into my body, shouldnāt I?ā
He didnāt have an answer for that.
After a long silence, he muttered that heād āthink about itā and walked out, looking utterly defeated.
Idette smiled as she watched him leave.
It looks like Iāll win again.
Meanwhileā
Last week, Brinnen had gone to the Lushe mansion, only to be told Idette was too sick to meet anyone.
He had returned home disappointed.
Heād been looking forward to seeing her, so the letdown was heavier.
He couldnāt stop worrying ā Did she overexert herself again?
This week, he came back, carrying all kinds of healthy foods his mother had personally prepared.
Some were hard to find, but she didnāt mind the cost ā especially after Brinnen subtly encouraged her.
āHello.ā
āWelcome, young master.ā
The Count greeted him warmly. Brinnen noticed the Countās face looked calmer now.
āThese are gifts from my mother. She was worried when she heard Lady Lushe was unwell.ā
āOh my, you shouldnāt have. Please thank her for me.ā
ā…May I see Lady Lushe?ā
āFortunately, sheās feeling much better today.ā
The Count smiled gently and led him in.
Brinnen had expected to see her still pale and weak ā but insteadā
āYouāre here,ā Idette said, smiling.
She looked full of life.
Her silver hair and violet eyes still gave her a cool, delicate aura, but now her cheeks had a healthy blush.
Her face had filled out, her eyes were bright, and her faint smile made her even lovelier.
When theyād first met, sheād looked so frail she reminded him of a ghost ā but now, she was radiant.
Brinnen couldnāt help but think:
When she joins social gatherings one day, people will fall over themselves to praise her beauty.
He genuinely believed that.
That ethereal beauty wasnāt just in his imagination.
Without realizing it, he muttered softly, a bit relieved:
āYou really do look better.ā
āOf course. I wouldnāt be chatting like this if I werenāt.ā
āThatās a relief.ā
āItās been hot lately, hasnāt it?ā
ā…Yes.ā
āI prepared something to drink.ā
āThank you.ā
Brinnen remembered his own mother being like this ā trying everything anyone claimed might help her health.
Sometimes, it made things worse.
He had seen the Duke, his father, rage over failed cures more times than he could count.
Maybe Count Lushe was doing the same ā desperately trying anything to save his daughter.
But Brinnen also knew one thing better than anyone:
It wouldnāt last forever.
āLetās go for a walk,ā Idette said with a bright smile.
āAll right.ā
As she laughed softly and led the way outside, Brinnen felt a strange ache in his chest.
Would she⦠die one day too?
That thought ā for some reason ā felt unbearable.


