Chapter 3
âUghâŚâ
Now that Idette had decided she wanted to live, a new fear crept in.
If she survived, wouldnât that change the original story? But then she thoughtâso what?
She was just an extra character anyway.
Would the whole story really collapse if a side character lived a little longer?
Even if it did change things, she could always step aside at the right time.
Her life came first.
So before anything else, she needed to confirm something: How skilled were these so-called apothecaries from the slums?
âHey, you.â
Idette pushed open the door and walked up to the maids she had overheard gossiping earlier.
They froze, startled, and quickly shut their mouths.
âAh, m-my lady. D-do you need something?â
âYou said Bibi was sick.â
âYou⌠you heard us? Weâre sorry! Truly sorry! We shouldnât have gossiped while working. Please forgive us!â
The maids turned pale and fell to the floor in fright.
But Idette wasnât here to scold them.
âIâm not here to punish you for gossiping.â
âT-thenâŚ?â
âBring me the apothecary. From the slums.â
âW-what?â
âI want to see one myself.â
The maidsâ eyes went wide with shock.
Then, misunderstanding, they scrambled lower to the ground, as if she had come up with this punishment just for them.
That wasnât it at all.
Idette sighed.
âFine. Then take me to see Bibi.â
She wanted to check on the girl who had suddenly collapsedâsee what kind of sickness it was.
âEh?â
The maids exchanged uneasy glances, but eventually nodded.
âWeâll⌠weâll go call her hereââ
âNo. Sheâs the sick one. Iâll go to her.â
âMy lady, please! The servantsâ quarters are dirty and unfit for you. You shouldnât trouble yourself for just a maid. Weâll fetch her.â
They spoke quickly, trying to stop her.
âHm. No. Iâll go.â
âMy ladyâŚâ
The maids looked like they wanted to cry, but Idette wouldnât back down.
At last, they had no choice but to guide her.
âTh-this way, my lady.â
It wasnât a long walk, but Idette was already exhausted.
Her weak body made even walking a chore.
âHahâŚâ
She stepped into the small quarters and spotted Bibi lying pale on a narrow bed.
âShe just collapsed suddenly?â
âYes, my lady.â
âWhat symptoms?â
âShe has a high fever and muscle aches. She also keeps running to the latrine all night because of vomiting and diarrhea. Her roommate Anna complained she couldnât sleep from all the groaning.â
A kitchen maid, if Idette remembered correctly.
âCould it be food poisoning?â
âBut none of the rest of us are sick. They already checked the ingredients. Nothing seemed wrong.â
Idette narrowed her eyes. She wasnât a doctor, but something about it seemed familiar.
It looked a lot like the food poisoning sheâd suffered in her past life. Most likely some kind of intestinal infection.
âAnd Bibi refused to see the apothecary?â
âYes. Apothecaries are⌠well, theyâre considered unholy. People say they use wicked powers, even that they bring the dead back to life like black magicians.â
âWicked powers, huhâŚâ
Raising the dead was impossible, of course. More likely, apothecaries had managed to save people on the brink of death, and rumors had twisted from there.
âWhat do you usually do when you get sick, then?â
ââŚWe just endure it. If we live, it means the gods showed mercy. If we die⌠then it was fate.â
Idetteâs lips parted. Thatâs it?
Before she regained her memories, she hadnât thought much about the servantsâ lives.
She wasnât a cruel master, but she never really paid attention.
She assumed, as a noble, that anyone sick could just receive healing. But for commoners, that wasnât true at all.
âTo say itâs fate if you die without divine healingâŚâ
âMy lady?â
âThatâs not right.â
She turned back toward Bibi.
âI want her to be treated.â
ââŚYou meanâyouâll summon a priest?â
The maidsâ eyes lit with hope.
âNo.â
ââŚThen⌠what treatment do you mean⌠D-donât tell meâŚâ
âI already told you. Bring an apothecary.â
The two maids stared at each other again, looking utterly lost. But when they tried to kneel to beg for forgiveness again, Idette quickly pulled them up.
âIâm not punishing you for gossiping.â
âY-youâre serious? You truly want an apothecary to treat Bibi?â
They looked at her like sheâd gone mad.
But Idette wasnât doing this with bad intentions. She simply wanted to see with her own eyes what an apothecary could do.
If Bibi improved, maybe she could seek their help too.
âDonât tell my parents.â
Idetteâs voice dropped to a whisper. The maidsâ faces went white.
âWeâre accomplices now.â
âW-what?!â
âIf you donât bring one, I wonât forgive you.â
âO-oh, my ladyâŚâ
Of course she didnât mean it literally. But the maids, terrified of losing their jobs, nodded quickly.
Better to risk being âaccomplicesâ than face dismissal.
***
After giving her orders to find an apothecary, Idetteâs body gave out again.
âItâs been a while, Lady Idette.â
ââŚYes.â
It was the day a priest came for her regular healing.
After her last terrible fever, the priests had admitted divine power no longer seemed effective on her. But her parents still couldnât give up hope and kept calling them.
âHow is your health?â
ââŚItâs fine.â
Truthfully, after visiting Bibi, her body had crashed with another high fever. She was better now, but far from fine.
This frail body⌠Idette sighed.
âIâm relieved. Last time, your fever was quite severe.â
âI see.â
But divine healing had its limits. Not every noble could receive it endlessly.
Each person had only a certain number of times they could accept divine powerâsome only once, others for a lifetime.
Idette had been unusually lucky to handle it so many times already.
The priests had even once suggested she might become a priestess herself.
For most nobles, that would be an honor. But Idetteâs fragile health had made it impossible.
âMm.â
As usual, the priest placed divine power upon her.
But this time was different. Nothing happened. Normally she would feel lighter, but todayânothing.
The priestâs expression darkened.
ââŚAs we feared. Lady Idette, it seems your limit for divine healing has been reached.â
The words struck like a death sentence.
âThere is nothing more we can do with divine power to heal you.â
For nobles who relied on divine healing, it meant only one thing: she had little time left to live.
âWhat? Priest, what do you mean she cannot be healed?!â
Of course her parents reacted like the world had collapsed.
âWeâre sorry. It is only our lack of ability.â
ââŚOh.â
But Idette only let out a quiet sound of wonderâstrangely calm.