Chapter 96
Her red hair, which made her white, translucent skin stand out all the more, blended with the green dress so that Annette looked exactly like a blooming rose.
Only then did Jeon realize, somewhat absurdly, that back in Heyworth Annette had always been in terribly shabby clothes.
And yet, despite wearing attire so ill-matched to her status as a princess and her position as the captain of the knights, she had always carried herself with dignity and confidence, so much so that her poverty never showed.
Jeonâs Adamâs apple moved slowly.
Perhaps it was because he had never once imagined he would see her dressed up like this.
It was undeniably the same face, but the woman before him felt like someone entirely different from the Annette Heyworth he had known until now.
That woman who used to exude such a chilling, bleak airâwho weighed heavily on everyone who looked at herâwas nowhere to be found here.
The moment he realized this, his chest tightened.
As though he was disappointed, like some unspoken expectation had just crumbled.
And then Jeon froze.
âWhat on earth am IâŚâ
âWow, Iâm completely shocked! I didnât recognize you, Captain! Sir Millard, donât you agree?â
ââŚâŚâ
âYouâre so stunned you canât even speak, huh?â
Lukeâs excited voice snapped Jeon back to his senses, and he frowned slightly as he looked again at Annette.
She still stood by the doorway, smiling awkwardly at Luke, who had hurried up to her, unable to hide his delight at seeing her.
ââŚâŚSheâs smiling?â
Realizing this a beat late, Jeonâs fingertips gave a slight tremor.
Just then, Annette, who had forced up a small smile, scratched her cheek.
âUm⌠is it really that surprising?â
She had only entrusted herself to Larisaâs hands because she wanted to look pretty for Cardin, and to make a good impression on the ducal householdâs retainers.
Since they had never seen her dressed this way before, it was only natural for Luke to be surprised. But confronted with such an over-the-top reaction, she suddenly felt strangely embarrassed.
âDoes it look weird, after allâŚâ
She muttered this under her breath, the clothes that hadnât felt uncomfortable now suddenly stifling. But Luke shook his head furiously.
âNo, not at all! Not weird in the slightest!â
Then, sneaking a glance behind Annette with a nervous look, he whispered cautiously.
âItâs not because that maid looks like sheâll kill me if I say otherwise. Really, youâre beautiful, Captain.â
Annette blinked at the words, then quickly turned her head.
There she saw Larisa, who had been wearing an aghast expression at Lukeâs remark. When their eyes met, Larisa quickly averted her gaze and fumbled to look busy.
Annette couldnât help itâshe let out a small laugh.
It was different from the awkward smile from moments earlier; this was a clearer, more genuine expression of feeling.
Seeing it right in front of him, Luke gasped in shock.
âC-Captain, you just laughed?â
Startled, Annette quickly suppressed her smile, smoothing her lips.
But Luke, still in disbelief, cried out:
âMaid, you saw it too, right? Our Captain smiled!â
âHmph! Of course I did. My lady smiles all the time. Whatâs so shocking about that?â
âReally? She smiles often? This is my first time seeing it!â
âReally? Iâve seen her smile every single day since the very first! Oh, and by the way, sheâs not your Captain anymoreâsheâs our lady, got it?â
Jeon did not take his eyes off Annette as she laughed again at the two bickering.
The look she gave her maid was so warm.
The Annette Heyworth he knew had always strained herself to seem indifferent to othersâ gazes, and in doing so tried to be equally detached from those around her.
And yet, she had already opened herself up to this maidâgiven her a place by her side, even in her heart.
Jeonâs gaze drifted from Annette to the young maid, who spoke up fiercely in Annetteâs defense. He now realized that what Hubert, the dukeâs chief steward, had said earlier was true.
Everyone in this household had accepted her wholeheartedly.
The sliver of hope he had stubbornly clung to, denying it until he could see with his own eyes, vanished.
In that moment, Jeon finally understood what it was he had been expecting.
âI⌠wanted to be her savior.â
He had expected Annette to still be isolated, unable to connect with anyone, silently swallowing her pain while pretending not to notice the ridicule and contempt aimed at her.
And then he would appear, like a single ray of light in the darkness, extending a hand she could never refuse.
Now he realized: for a very long time, he had assumed that if he stretched out his hand, Annette would have no choice but to take it.
He had thought time would always be on his side.
How laughable. How pathetic.
As he ran a hand across his mouth to hide the complicated sigh that threatened to escape, Luke and Larisaâs squabble continued.
âYouâre saying our Captain smiled every day?â
âOf course! And are you ignoring me again? Sheâs not your Captain anymoreâsheâs our lady!â
Snorting, Larisa shot back, and Luke smacked himself on the head as though realizing his blunder.
âSorry, I messed up!â
âHmph, as long as you knowââ
âIâll be more careful from now on. I should start calling her Lady too, right? Iâd better get used to it early.â
âWhat⌠what are you talking about?â
Larisa, who had been keeping wary guard in case they had come to take Annette away, gaped at his absurd words.
Annette too was dumbfounded.
âLuke, why would you call me âladyâ?â
âWell, uhâŚâ
âCome to think of it, I heard you quit the royal knights. Is that true?â
Luke scratched his head at her sharp questionâhe had been quietly planning to settle down in the ducal household. After a deep breath, he dropped to his knees with a thud.
âCaptain! Up until now, my dream was to protect people from monsters. Thatâs why I joined the royal knights. But now itâs changed. From now on, my dream and goal is to protect you, Captain!â
âWhat?â
Annette stared at him in disbelief, but he pressed on.
âIt was only after meeting you that I learned who had truly been protecting Heyworth from monsters all this time. You, Captain, were the real savior. And yet, because of meâŚâ
Thinking of how she had been forced to give up her captaincy so unfairly, Luke felt something choke in his chest, threatening to spill out.
Seeing him falter with emotion, Annette rubbed her forehead.
âLuke, protecting you was my duty, and getting hurt was not your fault. So you donât need to quit the knights. And you certainly donât need to follow meââ
âBut I owe my life to you, Captain! So Iâll repay that debt until the day I die!â
Annette flinched slightly at the determination in his unwavering eyes.
She was surprised at how firm his resolve wasâand more than that, at how stunned she felt by his declaration that his dream now was to guard her out of gratitude.
Even though she had grown accustomed lately to people standing up for her, a pang still welled in her chest.
âI really am weak to people who look me straight in the eye and crash into me with all their heart.â
For some reason, Lukeâkneeling there, swallowing nervouslyâand Larisaâclicking her tongue in exasperationâfelt oddly similar to her.
But she bit her lip to stifle a smile, knowing that if she said so out loud, Larisa would be furious.
Taking her silence as a rejection, Luke pleaded even more desperately.
âPlease, Captain. Please ask His Grace to let me serve here by your side!â
âLuke.â
At that moment, Jeon, who had remained silent until now, finally spoke.
âThatâs enough. Step outside for now. I have words for the Princess.â
Blinking, Luke jumped to his feet with an âAh!â
Of course, even if he had left the royal knights, his personal pleas were less important than the words of Jeon, who had come to the empire bearing the kingâs orders as Heyworthâs representative.
âIâll be here anyway, so please, Sir, go ahead and speak comfortably first!â
âWhy does this guy keep trying to sneak his way in? My lady, please put him in his place. There isnât a single vacancy in this ducal estate!â
ââŚLarisa.â
âYes, my lady!â
âWould you take Luke outside?â
âYes, of course⌠Wait, me too?â
Larisa, about to drag Luke out, stopped short.
Annette gave her an awkward smile and nodded.
The truthâthat Heyworth had requested knights from the dukeâwould soon come to light.
But Annette didnât want to discuss the kingdomâs unreasonable, inconsiderate demands in front of Larisa.
Nor did she want to trample on Jeonâs pride, knowing he, as the current captain of the royal knights, must be feeling the same bitterness she once had.
âLarisa, please.â
âUgh⌠alright, my lady!â
Though she felt uneasy about leaving Annette behind, she couldnât refuse her request. After some hesitation, she finally dragged Luke out.
When the door to the reception room closed, silence fell.
Clack, clack. The sound of shoes with distinct heelsânot the kind made for childrenâechoed as Annette slowly crossed the room and sat on the sofa opposite Jeon.
Already naturally poised and composed, she now carried herself with the elegance that came from earnest etiquette lessons. Every movement was flawless and refined.
Watching her, Jeon found himself thinking that she looked like a noble young lady who had never known hardship, raised among beauty and grace.
And he couldnât help the pang of deprivation that followed.
Because the one who had given her this chance to shine⌠wasnât him.






