Chapter 61Â
Anette momentarily lost her words. As always, she turned her head sharply away and quickened her steps, pretending not to hear.
As a result, Cardin, who had been holding her hand, was pulled along like a paper doll fluttering in the wind.
Naturally, those who saw the scene all assumed the once-cold and indifferent master was just being playfully excessive.
They had completely forgotten how, on the first day, Anette had bent a fork with one hand in the dining room.
âPrincipled. Cold-blooded. Sharp-tongued…â
Anette stared blankly at Cardin, who, as soon as the food was served, casually took her bowl and began blowing on the steaming pumpkin soup.
She thought it was a bit much, but then again, she had burned the roof of her mouth a few days ago when she tried to eat in a hurryâbefore he could feed her.
âPrincess, I made sure to cool it down, so itâs not hot.â
Thankfully, the trauma from that incident seemed to have taught him something; Cardin no longer insisted on feeding her himself.
He gently placed the cooled bowl in front of her and smiled softly, then began slicing the pancakes topped with sweet maple syrup into perfect bite-sized pieces.
After slurping down a spoonful of warm soup and popping a piece of pancake into her mouth with a fork, Anette began chewing. Cardin watched her and smiled again.
âYou like it? Iâm so glad to see you eating well.â
A man who fussed over her like this during every mealâhow could this be the same âsharp-tonguedâ person Larisa had described?
She couldnât help but question it, especially knowing how famous Cardinâs stories were in the Alcan Empire.
âIsnât this almost a completely different personâŚ?â
Of course, Cardin wasnât the type to be cruel or disrespectful without cause. In every story, it was always someone else who provoked him first.
Still, that didnât mean he had a âgoodâ personality eitherâŚ
Cardin never forgave those who acted arrogantly toward him, flattered him insincerely, orâmost especiallyâthose who pretended to know his heart.
In those tales, his beautiful lips delivered not just sharp remarks but piercing words that cut deeper than any blade.
âI thought he only said sweet thingsâŚâ
While idly staring at his lips, Anette suddenly saw his red tongue flick across them. Startled, she clattered her fork onto the plate.
âHm? Are you done already?â
Cardin, who had just begun eating, looked at her curiously.
âAh⌠umâŚâ
Anetteâs face flushed bright red. Her lips parted, but no words came outâher heart was pounding too fast.
âYou canât be done already. You promised the Empress, remember? That youâd gain a bit more weight before she sees you again.â
While Cardin nagged in a tone of concern, Anette finally managed to calm her trembling heart.
She had faced demonic beasts in the wild and leapt out of bed at a momentâs notice during battleâbut never had she been caught so off-guard like this.
âIn some ways, heâs more dangerous than the beasts.â
With wary eyes, she looked at Cardin and firmly resolved: I must never lower my guard again.
âIâve had enough. Itâs breakfast, after all. And besides, Iâve already gained quite a bit of weight.â
She had once explained to him that she wasnât a growing child and that eating balanced meals now wouldnât suddenly make her taller.
But lately, every time she looked in the mirror, she could see her cheeks noticeably filling out.
She was sure the weight would remain even after she returned to her adult form.
âWell, I donât see it. Not at all.â
Cardin stared at her thin arms and wristsâso delicate they looked like they might snapâand looked genuinely troubled.
âThis wonât do. Iâll have to tell the head chef toââ
âYour Highness.â
Anette interrupted him mid-sentence, shaking her head slowly but resolutely.
Even Cardinâs almost pleading eyes couldnât break her will.
Eventually, he sighed in defeat and sulkily began eating againâquite a contrast from the gentle energy heâd shown while serving her.
Only then did Anette let out a tiny breath of relief.
She was already overeating every day with all the delicious mealsâany more and her stomach might actually burst.
Now that she thought about it, not long ago she had been trying to find a chance to invite Cardin to dine with her, worried about eating alone.
In hindsight, there had been no need for that at all.
Ever since the evening she removed her mask and showed her real face, Cardin had been waiting for her at the dining room each day.
And aside from a few mornings when she overslept after reading all night, they had never missed a single meal together since.
Maybe thatâs why it felt like they had grown closer far too quickly.
âŚTo the point it was a little overwhelming.
âI realized something after watching how His Highness acts only around you, my lady. Heâs never let anyone close to himâonly you.â
Larisaâs words came to mindâthe ones she had said after recounting all the infamous stories about Cardin.
Anette flushed a little at the memory. But in truth, she still couldnât clearly grasp Cardinâs feelings.
Was it really as Larisa said? That he harbored romantic feelings for her?
His words and actions were clearly more than simple kindnessâbut the root of it was a mystery. It confused her.
âIn the end, only the person themselves knows their true feelings.â
That bitter thought made her pause.
ââŚThen what about me?â
Her own feelings were also known only to herself. So, what did she really feel for him�
ââŚ!â
In that moment, it felt as if a bucket of ice water had been poured over her headâher eyes flew wide open.
âHaâŚâ
As realization dawned, a short laugh escaped her lips.
Cardin, still chewing on a piece of salad with a gloomy expression, immediately looked up at her, concerned.
That expressionâhis earnest reaction to even the smallest sigh, his attentiveness to every tiny change in her faceâmade her laugh for real this time.
How could anyone not be swayed by a man like this?
Especially when that man was her fiancĂŠ, who earnestly hoped she would fulfill their duties as husband and wife.
âPrincessâŚ?â
Cardin had seen Anette smile many times before, but never with such warmthânever just for him.
He stared in stunned silence.
Anette, seeing his dumbfounded expression, smiled even brighter.
Her beloved fiancĂŠ, who tried so hard to tone down his pride and coldness just for herâhow could she not love him?
âHonestly, I feel like crying a little.â
At the very moment she gave a name to the mysterious emotion that had been tickling at her chestâ
All the warmth, confusion, gratitude, anxiety, joy, and fear she had bottled up came crashing in like a wave.
She had never experienced such overwhelming emotion before, and her eyes stung.
But she held back the tears.
Because she wanted to show only her most beautiful smile to the person who had finally come into her lifeâa person she already found unbearably precious.
âAre you⌠heading to the library right now?â
After the meal, as they left the dining room, Cardin asked her.
Unusually, he couldnât meet her eyes and kept his gaze on the floor.
Just moments ago, seeing her smile so radiantly at him had made his heart plummet like a stone.
He couldnât bring himself to tease her like usualâcouldnât say, âYouâre so pretty when you smile like that, it hurts my heart.â
Even the smile he had practiced over and over for her wouldnât come. His lips felt stiff.
Because in her gaze, he had seen something heâd never seen before.
And even before he could fully identify itâhe knew.
This woman who had appeared out of nowhere and stolen his entire heartâŚ
He had long since poured all of himself into her. And now, maybeâjust maybeâshe was feeling the same way.
âOr at least, thatâs what I thought I feltâŚâ
Was it just his imagination?
âŚYes, maybe it was.
His downcast eyes drooped even lower.
He had wished for this for so long, hoped that one day she might feel even a fraction of what he felt for herâŚ
But now that it might be coming true, he felt paralyzed with fear.
He, who had always lived confidently, was suddenly insecure and afraid.
âNo, thatâs not quite right either.â
Heâd stopped thinking straight a long time agoâat least when it came to Anette.
Just imagining the possibilityââWhat if?â, âCould it be?ââmade the thirst that once felt unquenchable vanish completely.
And yet, he was terrified.
What if he looked into her eyes again and didnât see what he thought he saw?
What if it had all been a mistake, just a fantasy heâd created from desperate hope?
That was too terrifying to face.
Just then, an innocent voice interrupted his spiral.
âNo. Iâm going to the library after lunch. Right now, I have a lesson with Madame Hilda.â