Chapter – 51
When I woke up, Kana-nee-chan was asleep while clinging to me.
The current time was 5 a.m.
If sheâs still sleeping at this hour, that means no lunch exchange today.
Personally, I had been thinking that I didnât really want to do the lunch exchange, so this works out just fine.
But I still have to make breakfast.
I need to somehow get Kana-nee-chan off of me and make breakfast.
I tried to get up and gently moved Kana-nee-chanâs arms, which were wrapped around me.
Then, her eyes slowly opened.
ââŚGood morning, little brother.â
She was probably still half-asleep, as her gaze didnât focus on me.
Her pajamas were a little disheveled, and I caught a fleeting glimpse of her chest.
It was still too early for her to wake up.
I tried to put the blanket back over her and let her sleep a bit longer.
âItâs still a little early. You should rest a bit more.â
I think thatâs when I made my mistake.
I had completely let my guard down.
Without hesitation, Kana-nee-chan grabbed my arm and dragged me back under the covers.
âLittle brotherâŚâ
âUghâŚ!?â
Whoa⌠Kana-nee-chan!?
I almost said it out loud, but I managed to keep quiet.
She hugged me tightly, pressing herself against me.
I wonder when she woke up.
I couldnât help itâI gently patted her waist to signal that I surrender.
âKana-nee-chan! I give up! I surrender! Iâm done, so let go!â
âAre you really surrendering?â
âYes. Iâm really surrendering.â
âThen you owe me something.â
Kana-nee-chan said this with a smile.
Even if she says that, I have no idea what she means, so I asked carefully.
âOwe you something?â
âA âgood morningâ kiss. If we were a couple, that would be normal, right? Or do you really need me to spell it out?â
Kana-nee-chan said this, blushing with embarrassment.
âNo⌠I mean, thatâs a bitâŚâ
At times like this, I really donât know what to do.
After staying still for a while, Kana-nee-chan put her arm around my neck.
âGeez⌠you really are hopeless, little brotherââ
Then she pressed her lips to mine.
There was no way I could resist.
I just stared at her beautiful face.
For now, at least, there would be no lunch exchange with Kana-nee-chan, but I still had to make my own lunchâŚ
Thinking that, I started preparing todayâs lunch.
Kana-nee-chan, now dressed in her school uniform, approached me with a thoughtful expression.
âHey, Kaede⌠is it really not okay if we do the lunch exchange?â
âWhat do you want to do?â
I stopped making the side dishes for a moment.
âWell⌠if Kaede is okay with it, Iâd be happy to make it.â
Kana-nee-chan said this, blushing and fidgeting.
Even if she fidgets like that⌠if she made one of those âspecialâ lunches again, Iâd probably not be able to handle itâŚ
âAs long as you donât make those embarrassing heart-marked lunches, I donât mind.â
âGeez⌠my lunch is full of loveâŚâ
Kana-nee-chan looked really sad as she said this.
Itâs not that her affection is a nuisanceâŚ
It just pierces my heart a little.
âI know itâs made with love⌠but a normal lunch would actually make me happier.â
âA normal lunch? Is that really okay? Itâs just a lunch with no special features.â
âExactly. Thatâs why itâs good. Thereâs no risk of it being weird. A normal lunch is always safe.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean? Are you saying my lunch is bad?â
Kana-nee-chan frowned.
No, I didnât mean it was badâŚ
I wanted to say that, but I ended up saying something else.
âWell⌠your lunch is really delicious, butâŚâ
âDelicious, but⌠what?â
Ah⌠Kana-nee-chan is definitely upset now.
Even with a smile, sheâs clearly angry.
I decided to just speak plainly.
âItâs perfect in taste, but itâs not something I can show to others. More importantly, I canât eat it in peace alone.â
âReally? I think itâs the perfect lunch.â
It really is perfect⌠the taste is fine, but no matter how you look at itâŚ
âI know itâs perfect, but you have to understand my feelings too. Even I try to make my lunches presentable so that no one would be embarrassed to see them.â
âYou wouldnât understand because you donât know the girlsâ school rules.â
âIâve heard most of it from Shingo⌠if a boy receives a lunch from a girl at a girlsâ school, he has to give a reply the same dayâŚâ
âThatâs right. For girls, giving lunch to the boy they like is the only way to show affection. If they donât get a response immediately, it causes trouble for the girl too.â
âI understand that⌠but for us, itâs a lunch exchange, right? I thought it was about making a lunch that neither of us would be embarrassed about. Kana-nee-chan, your lunch already shows your affection clearly.â
âYeah. Thatâs why I make it carefully so itâs not embarrassing.â
Kana-nee-chan said this confidently.
The hearts and âLOVEâ stuff arenât embarrassing to her at all.
âI see⌠so thatâs your way of making it thoughtful.â
âOf course. Honestly, Iâm worried about your lunch more than anything.â
âWorried about what?â
âI donât feel love from your lunch. Iâve been unsatisfied.â
âEven if you say that⌠I do think about nutrition balance, so thatâs a bit extremeâŚâ
âThen⌠Iâd like a note inside the lunch that says something like âKana, I love you.ââ
âHa ha ha⌠thatâs a bit embarrassing.â
I said this with a wry smile.
If I wrote that, Iâd be too embarrassed to show my face to Kana-nee-chan.
What a cheesy thing to do⌠maybe my brother would, but not me.
Kana-nee-chan didnât like my response and frowned, speaking again.
âItâs not embarrassing! I know you can do it, Kaede!â
âEmphasize that part, huh?â
âThen tell meâwhat is our relationship, Kaede?â
âLike siblings⌠I guess.â
I answered with a thoughtful âHmmâŚâ
Then Kana-nee-chan put her finger on my lips and said:
âNo! Weâre officially dating, so weâre like a couple, right?â
âCalling us a couple is a bit much⌠we havenât even done⌠that kind of stuff yet.â
Well, even if we did, it wasnât anything major. Probably just light physical affection.
âThatâs because you refuse, right? Iâm ready anytime.â
âStill⌠weâre high school students. There are limits to what we can doâŚâ
âAs long as itâs not something extreme from those erotic books, itâs totally fine. Do you not like me touching your body?â
Kana-nee-chan asked with a sad expression.
Seeing her like that, I donât know how to respond⌠I wish she wouldnât.
Besides, she already touches me excessively on a daily basis.
âI donât mind. Kana-nee-chan is precious to me.â
I hugged Kana-nee-chan gently as I said that.
She hugged me back happily.
âThank you, Kaede.â
âSeriouslyâŚ
Iâm still in the middle of making lunch.