Chapter – 51
When I woke up, Kana-nee-chan was asleep while clinging to me.
The current time was 5 a.m.
If sheās still sleeping at this hour, that means no lunch exchange today.
Personally, I had been thinking that I didnāt really want to do the lunch exchange, so this works out just fine.
But I still have to make breakfast.
I need to somehow get Kana-nee-chan off of me and make breakfast.
I tried to get up and gently moved Kana-nee-chanās arms, which were wrapped around me.
Then, her eyes slowly opened.
āā¦Good morning, little brother.ā
She was probably still half-asleep, as her gaze didnāt focus on me.
Her pajamas were a little disheveled, and I caught a fleeting glimpse of her chest.
It was still too early for her to wake up.
I tried to put the blanket back over her and let her sleep a bit longer.
āItās still a little early. You should rest a bit more.ā
I think thatās when I made my mistake.
I had completely let my guard down.
Without hesitation, Kana-nee-chan grabbed my arm and dragged me back under the covers.
āLittle brotherā¦ā
āUghā¦!?ā
Whoa⦠Kana-nee-chan!?
I almost said it out loud, but I managed to keep quiet.
She hugged me tightly, pressing herself against me.
I wonder when she woke up.
I couldnāt help itāI gently patted her waist to signal that I surrender.
āKana-nee-chan! I give up! I surrender! Iām done, so let go!ā
āAre you really surrendering?ā
āYes. Iām really surrendering.ā
āThen you owe me something.ā
Kana-nee-chan said this with a smile.
Even if she says that, I have no idea what she means, so I asked carefully.
āOwe you something?ā
āA āgood morningā kiss. If we were a couple, that would be normal, right? Or do you really need me to spell it out?ā
Kana-nee-chan said this, blushing with embarrassment.
āNo⦠I mean, thatās a bitā¦ā
At times like this, I really donāt know what to do.
After staying still for a while, Kana-nee-chan put her arm around my neck.
āGeez⦠you really are hopeless, little brotherāā
Then she pressed her lips to mine.
There was no way I could resist.
I just stared at her beautiful face.
For now, at least, there would be no lunch exchange with Kana-nee-chan, but I still had to make my own lunchā¦
Thinking that, I started preparing todayās lunch.
Kana-nee-chan, now dressed in her school uniform, approached me with a thoughtful expression.
āHey, Kaede⦠is it really not okay if we do the lunch exchange?ā
āWhat do you want to do?ā
I stopped making the side dishes for a moment.
āWell⦠if Kaede is okay with it, Iād be happy to make it.ā
Kana-nee-chan said this, blushing and fidgeting.
Even if she fidgets like that⦠if she made one of those āspecialā lunches again, Iād probably not be able to handle itā¦
āAs long as you donāt make those embarrassing heart-marked lunches, I donāt mind.ā
āGeez⦠my lunch is full of loveā¦ā
Kana-nee-chan looked really sad as she said this.
Itās not that her affection is a nuisanceā¦
It just pierces my heart a little.
āI know itās made with love⦠but a normal lunch would actually make me happier.ā
āA normal lunch? Is that really okay? Itās just a lunch with no special features.ā
āExactly. Thatās why itās good. Thereās no risk of it being weird. A normal lunch is always safe.ā
āWhatās that supposed to mean? Are you saying my lunch is bad?ā
Kana-nee-chan frowned.
No, I didnāt mean it was badā¦
I wanted to say that, but I ended up saying something else.
āWell⦠your lunch is really delicious, butā¦ā
āDelicious, but⦠what?ā
Ah⦠Kana-nee-chan is definitely upset now.
Even with a smile, sheās clearly angry.
I decided to just speak plainly.
āItās perfect in taste, but itās not something I can show to others. More importantly, I canāt eat it in peace alone.ā
āReally? I think itās the perfect lunch.ā
It really is perfect⦠the taste is fine, but no matter how you look at itā¦
āI know itās perfect, but you have to understand my feelings too. Even I try to make my lunches presentable so that no one would be embarrassed to see them.ā
āYou wouldnāt understand because you donāt know the girlsā school rules.ā
āIāve heard most of it from Shingo⦠if a boy receives a lunch from a girl at a girlsā school, he has to give a reply the same dayā¦ā
āThatās right. For girls, giving lunch to the boy they like is the only way to show affection. If they donāt get a response immediately, it causes trouble for the girl too.ā
āI understand that⦠but for us, itās a lunch exchange, right? I thought it was about making a lunch that neither of us would be embarrassed about. Kana-nee-chan, your lunch already shows your affection clearly.ā
āYeah. Thatās why I make it carefully so itās not embarrassing.ā
Kana-nee-chan said this confidently.
The hearts and āLOVEā stuff arenāt embarrassing to her at all.
āI see⦠so thatās your way of making it thoughtful.ā
āOf course. Honestly, Iām worried about your lunch more than anything.ā
āWorried about what?ā
āI donāt feel love from your lunch. Iāve been unsatisfied.ā
āEven if you say that⦠I do think about nutrition balance, so thatās a bit extremeā¦ā
āThen⦠Iād like a note inside the lunch that says something like āKana, I love you.āā
āHa ha ha⦠thatās a bit embarrassing.ā
I said this with a wry smile.
If I wrote that, Iād be too embarrassed to show my face to Kana-nee-chan.
What a cheesy thing to do⦠maybe my brother would, but not me.
Kana-nee-chan didnāt like my response and frowned, speaking again.
āItās not embarrassing! I know you can do it, Kaede!ā
āEmphasize that part, huh?ā
āThen tell meāwhat is our relationship, Kaede?ā
āLike siblings⦠I guess.ā
I answered with a thoughtful āHmmā¦ā
Then Kana-nee-chan put her finger on my lips and said:
āNo! Weāre officially dating, so weāre like a couple, right?ā
āCalling us a couple is a bit much⦠we havenāt even done⦠that kind of stuff yet.ā
Well, even if we did, it wasnāt anything major. Probably just light physical affection.
āThatās because you refuse, right? Iām ready anytime.ā
āStill⦠weāre high school students. There are limits to what we can doā¦ā
āAs long as itās not something extreme from those erotic books, itās totally fine. Do you not like me touching your body?ā
Kana-nee-chan asked with a sad expression.
Seeing her like that, I donāt know how to respond⦠I wish she wouldnāt.
Besides, she already touches me excessively on a daily basis.
āI donāt mind. Kana-nee-chan is precious to me.ā
I hugged Kana-nee-chan gently as I said that.
She hugged me back happily.
āThank you, Kaede.ā
āSeriouslyā¦
Iām still in the middle of making lunch.