chapter :13
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ââThe next day.
On my usual route to school, a girl was standing there. She called out to me just as I was passing by.
Her short hair left a strong impression, and her dignified features were unmistakable.
It was Nao Kitagawa.
âHey, Kaede-kun. Mind if I walk with you for a while?â
Why is Nao-san here?
Tilting my head with a puzzled look, I asked:
âNao-sanâŚ? Huh? What brings you here today? Your all-girls school is in the opposite direction, isnât it?â
âAhâwell⌠itâs just a coincidence. I happened to see you walking, so I thought Iâd join you.â
She said that a bit flustered.
âWhatâs going on? If Kana-nee were here, that would make sense, but itâs rare to see you around.â
âAh, no⌠itâs actually about Kana.â
âKana-nee? What about her?â
With that, we started walking together.
Nao-san said she wanted to talk about Kana-nee, but I had no idea how to respond.
âYou know,â Nao began, âno matter how you look at it, Kana clearly has feelings for you.â
âHuhâŚâ
âBut for some reason, you act distant. Like youâre holding back or brushing her off. Why do you treat her that way?â
âThatâs not what I mean to doâŚâ
âFrom where Iâm standing, it doesnât look like you have any real feelings for her.â
ââŚâ
I couldnât deny her words.
Itâs true that Kana-nee has shown affection toward me, but it didnât feel genuine.
It felt more like she was using me as an escapeâjust a scapegoat to get away from my brother.
Kana-nee is beautiful, smart, and well-behavedâsheâs the full package.
If someone like her liked me, that would normally make me happy.
But someone like her being interested in someone like me? I have nothing special to offer.
Iâm just an ordinary guy with no real charm.
There are plenty of people more suited for her than me.
Thatâs why, deep down, I canât even admit I like her.
In truth, I feel inferior to her.
âJudging by your face, I hit the mark, didnât I?â
âTo me, Kana-nee is just⌠a sister figure.â
âEven though sheâs your childhood friend?â
âMaybe thatâs exactly why. When she rejected my older brotherâs confession, I was honestly shocked. Then, when she said she liked me, I just didnât know how to react. I wondered if she really meant it⌠or if someone like me was good enough for her.â
âI think itâs fine.â
âWhy?â
âBecause thatâs her choice. No matter what anyone else says, itâs not something they can control.â
âHer choice, huh⌠but still, Iââ
âKana knows all that and still likes you, I think.â
âWhy? Iâm nothing like my brother⌠I canât do everything he can.â
âThen why not ask her yourself? Oh, and by the way, Kaede-kunâI donât dislike you either.â
Nao-san smiled softly.
Even so, I couldnât stop comparing myself to my brother.
âââHow about this? Why donât we pretend to date for a while?â
âMe? With you, Nao-san?â
âYeah. Letâs act like a couple. Wouldnât it be interesting to see how Kana reactsâhow much she really likes you?â
âThat sounds like testing her feelings⌠I feel kind of bad about it. Is that really okay?â
âItâs fine. Youâre so dense, Kaede-kunâyouâre allowed to find out how she really feels.â
She said it so casually.
Kana-nee had told me she liked me outright, but honestly, I wasnât confident enough to take her feelings at face value.
If thatâs the case, maybe I really do need to see what sheâs thinking.
I wasnât thrilled about it, but I decided to go along with Nao-sanâs plan.
âIf you say so, Nao-san, Iâll go along with it for a while. Butââ
âBut what?â
âNo kissing or anything pervy, okay? Please keep that in mind.â
âHuh? But then it wonât look like weâre really a couple. Canât you compromise a little?â
âWaitâyou were actually planning to kiss me?â
âW-Well⌠if the chance came up, maybe.â
Nao-san blushed unexpectedly.
So she was thinking about kissing me⌠maybe even more, if things went that way.
I guess sheâs curious about romance in her own way, even if she pretends not to be interested.
âAnyway, no kissing or anything like that. Thatâs something you do with a real boyfriend or girlfriend.â
ââŚFine, fine. Youâre just like Kana, you know that?â
She smiled wryly.
It was the first time anyone said I was like Kana-nee.
I couldnât help but wonder what she meant.
As I stood there with a puzzled look, Nao-san gave me a mischievous grin.
âYouâre thinking about it now, arenât you?â
âWell⌠yeah. You said Iâm like her, so I was wondering how.â
âHow, huh? Hard to explain. Itâs just a feeling.â
âJust a feeling?â
âYep. Just a feeling.â
Then, without warning, she linked her arm with mine.
I froze in surprise.
Just then, a loud voice shouted from behind usâ
âHey!!â
When I turned around, there stood Kana-nee.
She rushed over and grabbed my other arm.
âWhat do you think youâre doing, little brother!?â
âUh⌠well⌠this is⌠uhâŚâ
I had no idea how to explain this situation.
Nao-san, on the other hand, greeted her casually.
âGood morning, Kana. You look as composed as ever.â
âSkip the greeting. Nao-chan, whatâs going on here?â
âWhatâs going on? I just followed my instincts. Things naturally turned out this way.â
ââFollowed your instinctsâ? Donât give me that! Heâs not your boyfriendâheâs myââ
Kana-nee tried to pull me away, but since Nao-san still had her arm linked with mine, she couldnât.
âYour what?â
I tilted my head, watching her struggle to answer.
Itâs not like I was doing anything inappropriate, but her reaction was a bit much.
Nao-san, meanwhile, looked like she was thoroughly enjoying the show.
âUm⌠wellâŚâ
Kana-neeâs face turned bright red as she stammered.
âWhat am I to you, Kana?â
Nao teased her with a playful smile.
âHeâs like my little brother! Thatâs why, if he ever gets a girlfriend, he has to introduce her to me first!â
âThat sounds like youâre his parent or something.â
I sighed in disbelief.
Kana-nee immediately shot backâ
âExactly. He needs my permission.â
Then she tried to pull me away again.
Nao-san, of course, refused to let go.
âKanaâs permission, huh? Well, I donât mind. Itâs not like I have a boyfriend anyway.â
âNo, Nao-chan, you canât!â
âWhy not?â
âBecause youâre too reliable. You and my brother wouldnât match!â
âOh, really?â
âYes, really! The only one who can date him is me! Heâs not allowed to fall for anyone else!â
âUh⌠I donât thinkââ
I mean, shouldnât I be free to like whoever I want?
I wanted to say that, but the words got stuck in my throat.
Deep down, I do like Kana-nee.
If it werenât for my brother, I probably wouldâve seen her as more than just a sister figure.
She confessed to me, but I still canât bring myself to accept her feelings completely.
Maybe Iâm still confused.
âGot it? You canât fall for any girl but me, okay?â
âWell⌠even if you say that⌠Nao-san, could you say something here?â
I turned to Nao-san, hoping sheâd defuse the situation.
When Kana gets like this, thereâs no stopping herâbut maybe Nao could.
Nao, however, just looked amused.
âWell, well⌠Kana really said it straight this time, didnât she? ââRight, little brother?â