Chapter 18Â
Customs of Status
âI⊠Iâm sorry. I was strictly taught to speak this way to everyone around me.
Itâs⊠normal for me. I donât really understand otherwise.â
âHuh. So you use polite speech with everyone? Thatâs a weird household.
Then everyone in your house talks formally like that?â
âNo, Iâm a foundling â the lowest in rank.
Besides, my mentors are all very distinguished people.â
âWhat?! Thatâs weird! Totally weird!â
Aiâs words left Lilis confused.
For her, this had always been normal â something sheâd never questioned before.
âWeird? You think so?â
âOf course! That mentor of yours â is he a man?â
âNo, a very beautiful woman.â
âThen thatâs even stranger! Thatâs like your foster mother!
Why would she make you use polite speech with her? Thatâs just odd.â
âOh, thatâs a misunderstanding.
I was raised by a caretaker assigned from the royal castle.â
âThe castle? Why would someone from the castle be involved?â
âWhen I was found, I was still a baby.
My mentor had no experience raising children, so she asked the castle for help.â
âThen that caretaker mustâve been a real hard case!â
âEhâ!â Lilis was at a loss for words.
âNo, not at all. She only trained me strictly so I wouldnât bring shame upon my mentor.
Even if we live under the same roof, our ranks are different.
I was taught never to overstep my place.â
âForget that caretaker!
If sheâs been with you since you were a baby, thatâs basically your mom!â
Those words shocked Lilis so much she stepped back.
She shook her head vigorously in denial.
âImpossible! My mentor is such a noble, wonderful person.
For someone like me â a mere servant â to be accepted as her discipleâŠ
That alone is already far more than I deserve!â
Just thinking otherwise felt blasphemous to her.
After all, the customs of rank and class were strict beyond reason.
âRank? Who cares about that? Just try calling her âMomâ once!
I bet sheâd be delighted!â
âNo! I could never⊠thatâs unthinkableâŠâ
Ai and Yoko exchanged glances.
âWhy not? She treated you kindly, didnât she?â
âOf course⊠probably.â
Lilis looked more confused than theyâd ever seen her.
It was honestly frustrating to watch.
âI mean, look at me â my momâs a rude old hag, and my dadâs a smelly, dirty old man.
They drive me nuts, but I still remember how they loved me when I was little.
Even if they werenât my real parents, Iâd still think of them as Mom and Dad.
Donât you think?â
Lilis looked down, her expression lonely.
She had thought about it â in her own way. But stillâ
ââŠBut Iâm sure it would only trouble my mentor.â
âIt wouldnât! You donât have to overthink it!
Just try saying it once â even as a joke!â
A joke? Sheâd never told one in her life.
Lilis had lived too earnestly, and that was perhaps her only weakness.
Besides, this was the first time sheâd ever talked to kids her own age â
their way of thinking was completely foreign to her.
âIn this world, rank is taken very seriously.
Please⊠just forget about me.â
That wasnât okay â they couldnât just let that go.
âNo way! Thatâs not right! Right, Yoko?â
âYeah. I think⊠itâs about boundaries â but the wrong kind.â
âSee?! I knew youâd agree!â
As Ai and Yoko got fired up, Yoshii sighed.
âCut it out already. Lilis looks uncomfortable.
Their worldâs not the same as ours.â
Kian started chuckling softly.
âShoo, Yoshii! Whatâs your problem?
Hey Kian, you got something to say?â
âHmph. Itâs pointless.
Orphans are normally raised in facilities until theyâre old enough to work,
then they become servants or slaves.
Lilis was lucky â only because Lady Sepheria took a liking to her.
Even if she showed talent as a mage,
and even if Sepheria doted on her â sheâs still, by birth, the lowest of servants.
Your worldâs values donât apply here.â
âWhat, so just because someone doesnât have parents, they become a servant?!
Weâve got friends who came from orphanages and go to school like everyone else!
Theyâre cheerful, capable, amazing people!
Itâs seriously stupid! No freedom at all â thatâs the worst!â
âFreedom? What nonsense! Ridiculous!â
âYouâre one to talk! You depend on Lilis all the time!â
âI donât depend on her! Sheâs my attendant!
The royal astrologer predicted our bond,
and Sepheria herself recommended it â my father had no choice but to accept.
Even the nobles complained it was bad luck to let her attend the departure ceremony,
but we made it happen anyway.
I went out of my way to be considerate, you know!â
âAh⊠yes, thatâs true,â Lilis said with a soft laugh, bowing her head.
She remembered that ceremony well â
how she had to keep her head covered in white cloth,
forbidden to raise her eyes, to walk beside anyone, or even to speak.
So many vows and restrictions â
and still, sheâd only barely been allowed to attend.
Her mentor had been furious, and calming her down afterward had been no easy task.
âAll this rank nonsense â itâs just silly.
But still, your mentorâs name, Sepheria â itâs beautiful.
Totally fitting for someone like her!â
The two girls giggled and chattered playfullyâ
until Lilis suddenly raised her hand sharply.
âShh! Be quiet!â
Everyone froze, hearts pounding.
They stood up, straining their ears, and listened carefully to their surroundings.