LDAD 76

Chapter 76

As their bodies tumbled onto the bed, their lips naturally met. But it wasn’t a distance great enough to completely separate them. With every exhale between their parted mouths, he could feel her lips trembling faintly. Ivan’s body heat was the same.

“…….”

Ivan, who had kissed her wet lips again, left affectionate kisses on her cheek and near her ear. Then, dotting kisses along her jawline, he moved down along her nape. His saliva-slicked, soft, and pliant lips slowly approached from the end of her collarbone toward the inside of her chest.

Her breath gradually began to quicken. Even though it had been a long time, she already knew what sensations he could give her.

“You’ve gotten bigger.”

A large hand unhesitatingly grasped the curves that had swelled significantly since giving birth to Ian. Despite his body temperature being higher than hers rather than cold, her slender body jolted as if leaping the moment his hand touched her.

It was equally presumptuous, but it felt completely different from Aaron’s touch. It was just a difference in degree; both Ivan and Aaron were equally detestable. Yet, when Aaron’s hands touched her, she wanted to run away, wanted to die. She just wanted to close her eyes and endure it.

But the moment Ivan’s hand touched her, her mind just went blank, white, and a lukewarm excitement began to spread spot by spot throughout her entire body.

“This might be good enough. The cleanup would be easy too. Right?”

Ivan asked. Amelia just blinked, not even knowing what he was asking. Perhaps taking that as agreement, Ivan’s hand pulled down one side of her top. The moment she gasped in surprise, Ivan kissed her.

“Ah, don’t…!”

Amelia pushed Ivan’s shoulder as if resisting, but he didn’t budge. As if it were his rightful place, he shamelessly claimed it and savored the taste. Thanks to that, the only thing twisting was the shoulder of Ivan’s shirt, gripped in Amelia’s hand.

Ivan clung to Amelia just like Ian clung to his mother’s chest. She could see Ivan’s Adam’s apple moving up and down heavily several times, as if swallowing something. At that moment, an indescribable sense of shame washed over her. Amelia just tightly shut her eyes, blocking Ivan from her view.

“Stop, stop…”

As if noticing that, Ivan sucked even more fiercely. She wanted to condemn him as a shameless fool who knew no shame, but she couldn’t bring herself to do it. When you thought about it, what Ian did and what Ivan did weren’t different; she was the only one whose reaction was different.

Finally unable to endure Ivan’s teasing, Amelia hit his shoulder with a thump loud enough to make a sound. Only then did Ivan sit up, gazing down at her intently and laughing.

“Pretty.”

It seemed he liked her white skin, which contrasted with the dress blooming red like flower petals. He had a greedy expression, like a wolf satisfied after capturing its prey.

“You, are you Ian?”

“Ian can’t do something like this.”

Amelia’s rebuke was fairly moderate. Ivan lightly scratched the exposed tip with his finger, not enough to hurt. Her body shuddered with a shiver.

“He can’t make you like this either.”

His hand, moving like a snake, seeped between the petal-like hem of her skirt and slid up her smooth leg. Amelia realized the intruder had somehow already approached her most vulnerable part.

“Right?”

The moment she became aware of his presence, his long finger scratched over the thin fabric. Instinctively, as if trying to evade his hand, Amelia pushed against the sheet with her foot.

But Ivan’s hand was faster than Amelia’s movement. With one hand, Ivan firmly grasped Amelia’s slender ankle. It wasn’t painful, but the strength was enough that she couldn’t escape.

She couldn’t possibly know how to answer that brazen question. Without a reply, Amelia just bit her lip hard. Ivan gazed intently at that sight, then kissed the ankle he was holding.

Just like his hand had, now his lips began to slowly travel up her leg. Anticipating what he was about to do, Amelia let out a rushed breath.

“W-wait…”

The excessive pleasure was close to pain. Amelia writhed, twisting her waist, and moved her legs as if stamping her feet. But Ivan didn’t let her go. His hands firmly holding her waist merely resulted in her legs being thrown over his shoulders.

Realizing she couldn’t escape from Ivan now no matter what, Amelia covered her mouth with both hands and stifled her sounds.

“Ah!”

A sharp cry cut through the air. Frantically, Amelia stamped her foot and groped urgently over the bed. Her hand found a pillow, plump and filled with soft feathers.

She pulled it near her face. And without hesitation, buried her face in it. The sounds she couldn’t hold back, released like sobs, disappeared as if absorbed into the pillow.

“Hhu…”

The moment Ivan’s hand pressed down on her lower abdomen, it felt like her head was turning pure white. Amelia went limp powerlessly, like an exhausted person.

“You should look ahead.”

It was when she was just blinking dazedly. Ivan lightly pushed aside the pillow that was covering Amelia’s face. Ivan came into view as her vision, blurred, gradually cleared. Ivan, who had roughly wiped his wet mouth with his hand, bent down.

“It smells like a baby.”

Their bodies pressed tightly together. From Amelia’s chest came a scent—whether it was the smell of milk or Ian’s scent, it was impossible to tell.

“Ah, we’re, attached every day…”

Amelia’s words, spoken as she cradled his head, were sporadic and broken. Then, the moment Ivan completely buried himself into her, she froze like a beast whose breath had been cut off.

“You have to breathe.”

“…….”

“It’d be a waste to die like this.”

As if teasing her, Ivan whispered, What if someone sees you like this? But even Ivan’s breathing was gradually becoming rougher as he said that. The exhilaration welling up in the corners of his eyes was palpably obvious.

“Hm?”

Ivan asked as if seeking an answer, lightly biting and releasing the protruding flesh. A sharp, stinging pain flashed through her. As if that were the signal to begin, Ivan started to move.

“It’s not like it’s your first time. Why.”

One of Ivan’s eyebrows rose sharply. The corners of his eyes were slightly crinkled too. Of course, it wasn’t from pain or displeasure. Whether it was because it had been so long, Amelia’s unresolved tension gave Ivan excessive pleasure as well.

Ah, hhk.

The sound of her sobbing, as if a string had snapped,刺激ed and scraped against Ivan’s ears. At that moment, Ivan felt something sustaining his reason completely snap. It was now difficult for him to maintain his composure.

He wanted to keep having this woman, this body. In truth, ever since the moment they met again, always. The thought of her being taken by another man was unimaginable.

“Ivan. Ivan…!”

He began to rush recklessly, like a boy running without knowing the end. Like someone who didn’t know what to do, Amelia held onto Ivan’s shoulders, trying to endure him. But there was no way to overcome the man’s wildly plunging strength, his pleasure. Amelia buried her face in Ivan’s shoulder and held him tightly.

“S-slowly. Just a little, just a little slower. Please.”

And she pleaded. But Ivan seemed to take that as a light whipping. He started running from the light whip, and finally began to thrash like a horse running wild.

So Amelia just buried her face in his shoulder. When it felt utterly unbearable, she gritted her teeth and bit into his shoulder. It wasn smooth skin but the crisp fabric of his shirt that she chewed on.

“…….”

Only then did she realize what her fingertips were touching wasn’t his skin or muscle, but his shirt. She saw Ivan, who had somehow put a little distance between their upper bodies.

Despite having his shoulder bitten by a woman, Ivan’s attire was still immaculate. Except for the part closest to Amelia, it wasn’t much different from right before he entered this room. And in fact, except for her top being pushed to one side, Amelia was also still decent.

The moment she became aware of that, the vivid midday sunlight streamed through the window from beyond the slightly parted curtains. The sunlight, cutting diagonally across Ivan’s face and Amelia’s body, shimmered.

Separate from the intense pleasure, the situation between Ivan and herself now seemed absurd. A man and woman, tangled like beasts on the bed in broad daylight, even though they were dressed so neatly that they could just pull their clothes down and be presentable. They were like shameless beasts.

“Haa.”

Ivan stopped abruptly with a languid sigh. Amelia was limp like laundry soaked in water. Her eyes fluttered from the deep, intense sensation she felt after so long. It was because she was completely exhausted.

Ivan, who had been quietly looking down at that sight, brought his lips to hers. Amelia closed her eyes and accepted him. It didn’t take long for the peck-like kisses to deepen.